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i now have found a Dominant online and are happily living together. i am hoping that W/we are together for a very long time.....W/we are now hitting our 3rd year together...."SMILES"
About me......
i am a submissive that has been in r/t off and on for almost 25 years. i was in D/s in the beginning befor i knew what it was. Some people say i learned the hard way that this is the life i desire. i was with a man that i thought was just a hard man and then found out that you do not say no. That i will always believe was abuse because it was not mutual. But over the years i have learned that my heart is submissive. i am not a switch...i have raised 4 children myself and had to make all the decisions so now i want to ask or be told. i will live for the Dom/Man in my life...i know one like Him is hard to find...i have lived with a Dominant Male Friend for 3 years and know there is a very Dominant Person inside...when W/we are together i feel His True Dominance and Wrath, of ties and spankings....Sir M knows the abuse that i have gone through in my past and He knows that what His kindness does for me gives me the direction and training to the needs of the Dominant that is in my life...if it is mutual as i am in my heart and soul then it is not abuse... i have at this time a full schedule with my time caring for 2 sick parents and that makes it hard on U/us for He is now working at a job that has Him travel(and this Sir M truely understand but i know He gets lonely) and then there is my work and writing my books......i know i am not a beauty queen and i may be alittle fluffy but my heart is sincere a true submissive. i love to chat and do not cyber sex. i do not put anyone down for enjoying it but i just dont get into it. What you see of me is what and who i am. i am a proud self publisher of my first book and another to come out in March 2005. But because i have raised 4 children by myself after my husbands death in 1984.....it has made me very dependant and knowing my needs. i have some hard limits and some normal limits, which i only wish that Sir M could help me get over them by pushing me more since He is my Dominant Friend in my life. i have never been pushed pass them by anyone but would love to go past with them someday with patience from the One i am with.
**i am a strong believer of control but it has to be true control and not as a game but as a trust .......Control of self means just that. If you can't control YOU, then don't bother trying to control me. Just be my F/friend.
**THE BASES to all relationships is to be SAFE, SANE, AND CONSENTIAL and the only way for it to be that is to earn and hold the *HONOR and RESPECT* from both the DOMINANT and the submissive.
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| Age: 38 |
| Toronto,
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