girlyjane

picky is one thing i think i have not been. i'm going to give it a try.

Ya know i have no problem being cornered and fondeled, but not at WORK!!! I feel raped and have no one to stand up for me, and standing up for myself got me nowhere, nowhere at all. I have no idea what to do.

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So many choices, no true options.

I don't think I will ever understand how someone that has just met me (and hello we are online) thinks i should jump then ask how high. That is the ideal goal in finding an M for myself, the absolute and total control of me by Him. But these things don't happen over night or after a few im's. I mean come on, what reality are you guys in???, please let me know so I can exit stage left and leave you to your fantisy world.

Yes, i am a sub. Yes, i want to be owned by my husband. No, that does not mean that I will accept ANY offer of marraige, especially in your first Email to me or the tenth for that matter. I mean really you don't even know my name.

I came here because I was loosing hope and was beginning to think I would be without Him forever. With all this bs I'm not even sure anymore.

I know that there are real people out here, real M's and true friends, please help me find the reality here, I can't stand anymore of the fake and I haven't been on here a week.