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| Hi, I'm back, this time by myself. I previously was here as a babygirl to my older Dominant Daddy as part of a couple.
Everything in my life has changed. I lost my daddy, my home, most of my possessions, my previous job as a dancer. i take responsibility for it, as i got into some things that many saw as too destructive and dangerous for me, some of it sexual most of it about partying and other things.
I'm not going to say all is straightened out now. It is not. I have moved from Michigan to Indiana (sorry to those who were my special clients in Lansing and Battle Creek). I am dancing again (Industrial Strip, in Hammond) but only part time and for a while there I was doing things for money i had said i'd never do.
I'm staying with a man who cares for me...he is much older than me, and that's OK. He is not dominant or interested in control of me and he is not a Daddy type and not firm or strict or particularly kinky and sadistic...all the things i know i respond to. He knows I won't be here forever, so it's not that im here sneaking behind his back.
So this is all about change for me. I really don't have a thing of my own right now but clothing and a shitty ass car that i finally got fixed. i am turning things around for the better. im not looking for charity or money, i'm looking for my next Daddy, my next Master, and i know he will help me get my life better in many ways.
I hope this doesn't sound like im a complete mess. I just went through a period where i got too carried away and got a little lost and went too far too much. I am young and can and will be better in my life. I also know it will easier for me to be better when I have a Master helping me make good choices. Believe me, the one thing i will say i'm good at is pleasing a man in not just the ways most girls (deep throat gagging anal) do but in all th ways you want and can fantasize (bondage, pain, kink).
Is my next Master next Daddy next owner out there?
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