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So i sit here thinking about my master and i keep getting this one thought stuck in my head. Why cant i just love him as a master and boyfriend I do not need to be married or just be one on one with him. Yes i would give my life for him because i love him that much But would never get married again and i cant do faithful and he knows it So why does he think i want more. i have no idea. I tried the marriage thing once and its not for me. I just want to be me. To me he is my angel I had given up on love and was about done with the lifestyle then he came along and picked me up and showed me how to love again but not in the husband and wife way but in the master/sub and boyfriend/girlfriend way. I am happy with those titles that is all i need. Now onto another topic I hear so many women say they want bbc because black guys are so dominate or so big but for size it can only go in so far and white guys are dominate too. Demonseed is just the right size for me. When he gets into a certain mood man he can last hours like a teenage boy and the power he can put behind it omg i wake up in puddles sometimes. Not only can He fuck better then most guys but he cums almost a half a cups worth at a time. So while these girls are saying how they want bbc i will keep my white master he is so amazing in bed. I may Not be the prettiest or his ideal woman but he is an amazing lover, friend, master and boyfriend and that is good enough for me. |
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last night me master had a strange night. He let me drink to see what i was like drunk (which he kinda egged me on to drink) So i was drinking and feeling no pain which he could see me getting wasted and loved it said im a happy drunk.
Which turned into a session before bed it was really good but i could not handle as much as normal and really had to beg for it to stop after a bit. he said it was the first time he ever saw any woman come from her clit.( yes i know im not normal and yes i can cum from my clit when drunk ) So anyway said it was pouring out my clit he just pushes me the way no man has ever pushed me. He truely is amazing in every way. I could never go on without him he is my everything. Love you Demonseed1. |
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All I can say right now is omfg demonseed1 really surprised me this afternoon and my mind is still blown away with it lol. All i got to say the inflatable butt plug is not just for anal anymore. He got me to give inflatable birth wish he was around 22 years ago when i had my kids lol. He truely is amazing. |
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i really could not ask for a better master/bf in the world i know he will not give up on me even tho sometimes i feel i like i failed him or im not good enough for him. he always tries to show me that he truely loves and cares about me. and i know no matter whats wrong with me he will always be there and push me to get healthy |
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good evening all its sunday night all i can say about this weekend is that bill is amazing not only can he bring me into multiple orgasms one after another but all ten yesterday were full body orgasms and then tonight gave me another one during some fun in our playroom and im not talking about just full body orgasms but ones that send u way over the edge into subspace and the only bad thing is sub drop specially when we are apart for the next 5 days but he knows i love him very much he is so good to me |
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good evening to all had an awesome weekend with bill i hate leaving him i am so at peace when im there taking care of him the house and pets i know it sounds weird but i feel like i only am usefull when im taking care of him and doing as im told. he is truelly my heart and soul. love u babe. |
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Good evening to all reading this journal Bill is truly amazing got to try some new things this weekend with him. He really challenges me hope he can keep me challenged for many more years to come he really surprises me in ways nobody will ever understand. I just hope we can find other subs who want to share this life with us. Good night all will write more tomorrow. |
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I had to go see Bill yesterday needed some affection. He is very good at knowing what i need and when i need it. HE TRUELY IS AMAZING. |
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Another weekend with the best dom ever Bill is so good to me and has as much trust in me as I have in him. He surely makes me want him even more everyday. started the vitamins to increase breast size and lactation which is ok except pills want me to puke at the smell of them and breasts are very sensitive but its all good. And he surprised me with something I have been longing for with him. He truly is amazing in everyway. I cant picture my life without him and will be by his side for forever. I just hope he feels the same way and we really want to find a few good female subs to share our lives with. To my one and only Bill love you more everyday thank you for being you always never want you to change who you are.
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my dom is the best want to thank him for being the best dom, man, lover and partner ever. he truely gets me not just as a sub but as his partner, sub, and woman. There is nothing he would not do for me if i really need it Thank you for the best month ever you are my everything. |
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just had a great session with demonseed this morning had me do the japenese egg trick, used vacuum on nipples and clit, the sawsall, and much more I can barely walk or sit but its so worth it being so close to him knowing he can push me so far over the edge and always be there. He really is my true master in every way. I love him with all my heart. Today we are working on getting playroom cleaned and fixed up hope to get other subs out here for some fun too. |
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demonseed1 has told me he is gonna start with vitamins to making my tits bigger and start lactating its very exciting also a bit scarey but i will do it for him cause i know he would never hurt me and do miss being busty so who knows maybe its a good thing for him to push this now... i truely love my dom he is amazing |
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everybody wants to know how i collared myself to demonseed... well we have a very unique love story ... basically he was everything i ever wanted and after one weekend with him i knew he was the one for me and we have been happy and there for each other ever since. i would do anything for him and i know he would be just as good with any other sub we take on |
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Another weekend with the best dom ever he really takes good care of me.If only we could find another female sub to join our poly household. He is such a perfect dom with the just right amount of sadist i really do love my master. |
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demonseed1 is the best dom ever. every session is a new experience, and got the best birthday gift from him. he takes very good care of me as he would any other sub we find. |
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demonseed is the best thing that has ever happened to me. believe me he is well worth playing with. |
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Demonseed is totally awesome. If you are interested he has a video of us that will show you a few of his toys. He is an amazing dom who keeps me challanged. |
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To all the doms of subs and single subs demonseed is 100% for real. And well worth it. He will make you cum in ways you can only dream about. His toys are amazing. |
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