I had an epiphany in November.
i went to a swing club and stumbled into a bdsm workshop and suddenly realized what i have been yearning for all this time.
i came to understand i am submissive and want to be used and shared and used some more.
I want a Master.
i dont just want but actually crave discipline, obedience, reward and approval.
i want my Master to love to use me. i know that the D/s relationship is more mental than anything else.
i know i am a handful and thus far not trained at all. have just been taking test drives so to speak. slightly dominant men who like rough sex are not what i call a MASTER.
its the little details that count. not just the punishment or use, i do not want to be taken and ignored.
i do not want to be only a cocksucking slut to pass around.
i want more.
i am an intlellectual, funny and highly sensual slut. i respond intensely and instantly and have been described as insatiable.
i am a bbw with double ff breasts, and although huge they are not my best quality. i have a great mouth and a talented tongue and i really really like to be used.
i am also married and open with hubby about what i want but he is not involved.
i am open to friendships while i am searching for my Master.
i dont judge and will share what i know about my local bdsm community.
hope to hear from you soon.