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Transgender Submissive, 32, los angeles, California
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Female Dominant, 27, North West
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Male Switch, 50, Québec
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About gabriella26
Very submissive girl, has lived in slavery since i was 14 whit my husband to be, and now deceased due to drunken young fool.
153/54/26.
Is alone, has been owned since oct.93. My master/husband died in accident not long ago, cannot live alone, can travel and want to have *****ren i am fertile. Want to be safe and owned. my husband was in here as domini, i miss him very much.
miss my sisters too, want to visit them when possible, they miss him too.
Is a good wife, obidient and wellbehaved, like to serve and be taken care off, speak english, danish & polish.
sleep tied up since my husband took me, has my own ballgag to sleep whit too. cannot sleep alone, wants to be owned, and made my husbands proberty, likes to be tied up and chained inside and out, is used to be gagged on a daily basis, has to gag myself now, miss my husband to do it for me, will you be my husband?
Always sleep tied up and whit my own lockabel gag in red & blue
Always in corsets, has very narrow waist.
likes to wear high heels never walks in anything else, can walk in 6' as long as you might wish, can walk in my ballet shoes for shorter whiles if you whish too.
Lives whit some friends now, so i dont sleep alone, but whishes for my husband to tied me up and take me while i am gagged. will you be my husband?
Have downloaded a pic that was taken of me 2 years ago for a magazine, should be there tommorrow or the day after
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It seems i have to remind some people that while i was 26 when i was in here first, the same is not the case now, i do get older whether i want to admit it or not so it is not a young lady anymore, also if people actually made the effort to read what has been written in my journal you would know i'm not alone, in fact this konto is mine as well as my sisters, we ARE living poly (most of the time), and share this profile to a large extent. |
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many things have happened since we (my family and me) was last active in here, we got to travel quite a bit, where in the US for some time (Oregon to be precise) which was a mixed experienced, thankfully we all got back mostly safe and sound.
Got a truism learned. "Beware of those who quote holy books to make a wrong right"
We where in a closed commune for quite some time, the life there was rather exceptionel, and in some ways wrong and hypocritical to, while abortion was denied the members, the exception where second and third made sons, as soon as their sex was confirmed they where aborted, only when a breeder (their less charming way of describing a pregnant female) had carried a son as well as three daughters where she allowed to carry another son to term.
My elder sister is writing a book as well as a sort of fanfic about our experiences there. |
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I will try to be back here more regulary, many things have happen in our lives since last we where here, our family have become both bigger and smaller, our oldest got marriaged at the age 16 1½ years ago, her husband and owner is a good and firm man, and i will soon be a granmom, fun thing to think about, my son-in law is actually older than me
He has good work and his own firm that has become more like a family buisness now since it helps keep him at home which Tizi makes sure he knows she appriciate. .
She is set to August 10 so it is just up over.
Kimmie is out backpacking and is going to meet with us during the Tour when we are in the alps. |
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It has been a long time since we last wrote anything in here, but my family is well and that is the most important thing for me, i havn't been good at keeping in tuch whit the good friends i have gotten in here, and for this theyt deserve my apology, which is hereby given, sorry but life has been all to hectic, and i had to place my own needs on the backburner to keep our family together, we are all well by the way, and my youngest sister is going to be branded soon, (That is another story, she is still *free* as such), anyway i have had more to do whit both public authority and lawyers than i normally could stomach + 2 halfwitted persons who tried to take advantaged of my sisters, for some reason psychopats thinks that submissives is good prey and dumber than average. Funny in a way to think that for all to many dom's and holy people submissive = naive and or dumb. |
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Had the oppotunity to try something new today!! i was a model in fetish shop were i might get work, it was quite fun, especially to look at all the flustert faces (mainly men) when we showed the use and look of varius paraphanelia, not that i wore anything i havn't tried before but it was a first for me, to use what i find natural to help a good freinds buiness getting a helping hand, it is not becourse i need the money but it IS fun to make a sale to a stammering young man, or talk shop whit a lady of the street, which were also representet (Prostitution is NOT illigal here, but only the ladies in quistion my earn money of it, pimpering is illigal ), anyway i did make a mistake when getting to and from her shop, in other words i seemed to have forgot that it is vinter here and very cold so my fairly scimpy outfit were nowhere near enough, so i sit here whit my feet in hot water and drinking tea, and trying not to cough my head off. :-) |
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We have been to the movies and see King Kong which our oldest thought were a sad movie and me too, it was a sad thing to see him lying in the street, but the movie were terrific, also saw Narnia whit the little ones, and while good not as good as King Kong according to the rest of us, but the twins enjoyed themself enormously. Tizi and Kimmie is having fun playing pony farm whit us as spectators and sometimes participants, it is in good fun whitout anypressure. On another note Tizi has gotten a 'boyfriend' but they IE He is still to young to quite be aware what all the fuzz is about. but it is fun and a little worrying seeing her growing up so fast, i cannot imagine what it would be like to be a father in that situation but men is generaly worryworths about what comes naturaly, probably becourse they think we are unaware about what there is going around their heads when they meet a girl.  |
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just to answer a frequent Q that comes up. We are 3 grownups and 4 (soon to be 5) children in our family, i am myself, and have no children as yet, but i do look after my sisters, which DO come as a package deal, And no they are NOT for sale in that sence of the word, and NO they are a package deal, if you get one you get both. Otherwise the holidays are over and i have to use my time in the city for some time now, has put up our house for sale and are looking after something new at this moment. so i'm stressed (As usual) but is beginning to live whit it. Is looking for a place to stay (As in buying) in either Pennsylvania or Washington State most likely. is going to visit for family and disneyland the states in connection whit buying a house in the next couple of months (After feburary). anyway hope all of my friends in here have enjoyed their holidays and escaped to much trouble and stress. :-) |
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December is a very busy time for us all, which is the main reason that i have not gotten to answer all the mail that has been sent to me, but i do read them and i am thankful for the greetings and wellwishes i have been send they have really warmed my heart, i cant thank all of you here since that is illigal in journal, but i do hope you all get a very good and marry christmas.
One thing do. theres is still to many that thinks two or three words greetings/orders get all us subbies to fall in love whit the sender, grow up. if you want contact, be polite (Unless told otherwise by the subs profile) and be patient, we are there for you as you are there for us, we just have to find one another. Very marry christmas to everybody. :-) |
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I have been away for a long time, and must apologized to many in here and also thank you for your consern. we had to get away for some time since it all became a little to much in the end. had to take a vacation as a family. sorry that i have been so hard to get a hold on. will be here again but not as often as before hope to hear from you again. and many thanks again Gabri. |
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Gabri was visiting a old childhood friend of our diseased husband which have a use for some help. on her way over there she was assaultet by a young man who would not let her walk in peace, she slapped him and was pushed over, hitting her head on the pavement, she was knoct unconsious but quick help from some bystanders got her to the hospital in a hurry, she is not quite well yet, her anuyism has pushed our vacation to Seattle by at least 2 weeks, the doctors say it is not safe for her to travel by plane just yet. it has been 3 weeks since the assault but she is feeling better now, she just cant do much as of yet. but i should give you all the best of whishes from her and a sincere thankyou. |
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Gabri had to be readmittet to the hospital friday due to a severe headache, was cursed by a small anurism after the blow she had taken to her head, will be there for observation, for a week or so, will take over her communication as well as i am able. Kimmie |
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Gabri is comming home this thursday, i should give my regards to those that have whised her well, by mail and whish you all a good day. Kimmie |
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Gabri is hospitalised for surgery and observation, she will not be able to come home for at least a week, she had a severe concussion, and has to get invasive surgery in her ovaries.
She will be back in good health soon i hope.
Kimmie. |
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Gabriella is in hospital and will not be able to get to answer your mail for some time.
Messages can be send to her on sg2b1 yahoo.com in the mail, were it will be forewarded.
Kimmie. |
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It is rather stressfull for the moment have delivered our applications for visas at the Embassy today so we dont have that to worry about, is not on as much as i would like, so it is either me or Tizi that is in here, and yes you can ask Tizi the same things you ask me, it is just not likely she will respond. hope your holidays are going well, and your search for partners also. And if two of does that have contactet me wonderd about what i meant. here my answer is this.YES we do make a background check before we agree to any meeting, And NO i do not give over our assets you becourse you orders it so, i will give access to the OUR assets when we are establisehd as a family, not one second before. And to a true favorite of mine and ours in here i say this, it does not matter if you ask us if we are interestet in a good deal, we either are or we not, it has NO influence over what i might feel or mean about you as long as you are honest. |
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problems whit the power in our house gone three times today, an wll cost us plenty to get repaired, is tired of not getting the oppotunity to swing my 6' heels of the floor and up on the table for som rest and relaxsation. :( |
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is tierd still and beat, has arranged for a photo shot sometimes next month so i can have some up to date pictures of my own to share as i whish, most will be very vanilla that can be shown to my family (Or yours) but some of them will involved some very severe things from the life, and is definently NOT for children.
it is raining outside and the sound of the rain on the roof of our inclosed patio, is almost soothing for the headache i have for the moment, (The curse).
Will be back later.
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Is back know, and rather tierd (Whom i kidding i am beat), but i was 'busted' by a member in here who found one of my pic on a pay site so i have to come clean and tell everybody that all pictures i agree to exchanged is allready out there, even throu you have to pay for most of them. there is a few in the public domain but most are on various pay sites as Insex. Pet girls, and a couple more, we have children that is why i prefer to go relativly low. and NO i will NOT show pictures of the family were the children is on.
I wrote this becourse i owed it to several that has been good to me a welcome and i'm here, will sleep soon, and return when we have unpacked. |
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I had some wounds reopen that i thought were about to heal, in short i got a depression and asked myself why it was me that survived and not our daugther or my husband, i cant understand it, she was not yet born and he was so big and strong and full of life and love of life, i cried a lot today, and i felt the hatret to that bastard that took away my life and my love so brutally, how do you fight such hatret that you almost cry just thinking of him still alive. |
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To answer some of the more frequently asked Q here it is. I have 14 piercings besides the 7 in my ears, 1 in nose (stud or ring) middle. two in breast (22mm).
1 in clit (16mm). 6 in outer labia and 4 in inner. Going too Seattle september 14. will tour the state and go to Chicargo around the 26', all too hear our favorite bands Abney park, Crux shadows and Green day. Might be seeing you there |
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I have to answer a lot of the same quistions so here i goes. Yes i have been trained as a RL pony girl. Yes you will get to meet me, but also my husbands closest friend + some of my in-law family. getting me, is getting all so i wont play hazard whit it. not least becouse there might be children involved at a later date. No i will not send any pictures were my husbands daughters and my nieces is portrayed. Yes i will on request send some of the pictures that my husband has allready shared whit others. No i will not make pictures on request. Yes photo profiles does have a HUGE hand up when it comes to whom i might speak. No age and facial features matters ekstremly little to me, i am no teenager, but ordinary hygine is a huge + in my book. |
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my apologies to those that ekspect fast responces from me, it is simply not possible when we are on the rosd, and i repeat once again to all those that think one line request or orders impresses me or anybody else... you can shove it, i dont take kindly to non-entities trying to order me around,
Otherwise the Tour is going good but it is very very hot. the temperature were over 38 degrees C in the shade today, so we drink alot, and eat spicy foods in the late evening. best regard from Pax-le-qua in the pyreneeres. |
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Good food, lots of nice asses on the bikes, great Tour' parties whit total strangers who really enjoy travelling like gypsies, already the best holiday i have had since we became alone. i can only say that it is the best way to see and eksperince France, not least becourse there is not many Parisiens to snub you, only 'common' french who enjoy life as we all do.
best regards from Pax-le-gran.
Pony.
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Is touring France wjit family and friends followring the Tour the France, cant be here to much so i am sorry that i cant be here to answer your mails proberbly
Good holiday to you all...Pony |
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Gabriella will be unable to answer mails for the next couple of days at least, sorry for the inconvinience.
A good friend and cousin |
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has finished packing for our vacation in Spain. My nieces shall down and visit their mothers on a Chatour close to Bilbao, we will be vacationing down there for around 16 days is really looking foreward to it both the holiday but also seing my sisters after so long a time. will be leaving soon kisses to you all and take care and may you all have luck in your search after the one and only. |
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Pony could really have used a Stallion yesterday, was making creamcheese and salat sandwiched for my nieces and i could not get that ****** lid off try as i might i ended up chipping a nail, breaking my nieces hopes and made their ears warm as i ekspressed my self in a rather unladylike manner, and i can hear the men laughing yes i complain over a broken nail, do you men have any idea how much care it takes to get them perfect!!! NO you dont and you should be thankfull that subs can have a use for you other than the usuall, otherwise there wold be even more lonely doms out there.
kisses Pony. |
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My cousins harddisk went to heaven yesterday to meet whit betamax and all the others up there, so i have to borrow her husbands TPC, so i cant be here to much but will try to answer you all as well as i can.
Kisses to you all from Pony.
PS that i have an on-line master those not mean that i'm un-available, just that i enjoy his company on-line, IRL time will tell. |
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Pony is rather annoyed but also thankful for the verbal spanking some off the doms have given her today and yesterday, so here goes.
YES I DO TALK ABOUT MY HUSBAND AND LOST CHILD ALOT. FOR ME IT IS A PART OFF THE GRIEVING PROCESS. TWO MONTHS AGO YOU WOULD NOT HAVE GOTTEN OME WORD OUT OFF ME.
Ready or not i seek a husband ,friend and owner this is no wim' i would not be here if it were not for serious dedication and by the way if you are a dom or domme that cant stand that their slave is grieving you are definently not going to like me when pregnant. so good riddance.. |
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i am know officially named Pony, both by my on-line master, and also by myself, adores the life as ponygirl, will love to really live it throu again.
Even throu i have an on line master in Lord Azure, you are more than wellcome to contact me,
Kisses Pony. *Whines whit her bit in her mouth* |
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Have my last day in my monthly hell, is a bitch when it is on, and i apologized to those that have had the unfortunant experience to try to talk whit we these couple of days.
Sat down and hear our melody in the radio yesterday, he played it for me on our wedding night, and i played it for him at his funeral *nights in white Satin* is and will always be the best lovesong ever made and it was OURS... listening to it again. is crying it tuched everything i like and is sad about, i smile but my tears runs down my face. |
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Will make a list that i can mail to all of you out there showing interest, so i dont have to repeat the same answers again and again.
MEN.... IM NOT A PROSTITUTE YOU THREE THAT TRIED TO *BUY* ME KNOW WHAT I MEAN....
My husband left all of us well cared for, it is NOT money i do this fore, it is companionship and as father and husband. and i truly need someone too take care off me.
Last but not least.. I WILL NOT BE RUSHED. I will make my decision in my own good time.NOT becourse you set up someform of timelimit. |
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Has been to 20' party whit moll's gangsters, pancy boys, Charleston and villians and damsels in distress (we were two) the Mad Dr.Evil and his dastarly companion Countess Pain and her two sisters, had us kidnapped and the manly heroes tried in wain to save us from a fate worse than death, but somehow they always ended up being caught and tortured by the villians, in the end the two poor damsels were sold of at a white slave auktion (Money went too charity) were the new owners could make fell use of the poor damsels.
Guess who had a fun evening whit it |
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I am very tiered, was together whit a dom and domme for the first time since the accident, all night and lots off frustrations, and some pain too, but in a way it was a releif, I am not dead inside and even throu i look terrible just now, i feel elatet. it was nice and hard too, i began to cry twice duing my time whit then whitout any reason as far as they knew. but i think, no i know that it was becourse i was reminded about the closeness i had lost. but i have no regrets. it was good, but the couple in quistion are marriaged happily so it will not be them not too mention that it would feel wrong since we knew them as personal friends for years before the bad times.
Kisses to all of you i will take a little rest from in here, and get some sleep, and then i have an exhibition whit me as one of the attractions to go to, as a bondage model that is. |
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A little general advice to all you men out there, and take it in the spirit this advice is given. you are becomming better but speaking for my sisters out there i would say that the two things that impresses us most is politness and humor whit some thought about how you will bring your dreams to fullfilment. it is not impressive to talk about what you would do to us as your proberty, it is more impressive if you tell us WHY you would do it
Kisses to all of you that care enough to make an effort. the rest of you can go to bed alone!!! |
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Why can't men seem to learn to read!!!! IF you send me one line mails i cannot be expectet to take them that seriously, especialy if ½ the sentence is a Q that is already answered in the profile.
1) I am a slave whit experienced since i was 14.
2) Yes what i wrote in my interests is things that i have practised on a regular basis.
3) I want children, this is an absolutly non-negotiable part of my contract whit you. only how many can be argued.
4) I'm not very large, this creates both oppotuinities and dis advantaged from a purely physical point off wiew, so THINK before you come whit your suggestions/orders.
5) I'm no pain slut, but I have a very high painthreshold, but the pain in high doses those NOT excite me, it 'just' reminds me off my status.
6) If you are incabable of forcing my submission by your physique, i will not be your proberty for long. |
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 Had a bad experience whit a member who shall remain nameless. he could not understand why i would not do like he whished it on the net or chat and cam (Yes i have cam). his true self seemed to be small and petty, whit abuse as a main expression against both my self and my family, he did seem nice but he wasn't, in a way i'm glad that he exposed himself before i could do something i would deeply regret like giving personal informations.
Sad that it should be so but also a releif and a confirmation why i distrust most humans and men espcially. |
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To answer many of the Q that has been ask about my experiences. ALL OF MY INTEREST IS SOMETHING I HAVE EXPERINCED AND FOUND NICE |
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finally found a pic of me in normal circumstances (Somewhat) so here it is, it has been cut it since there is somethings that should be private, not least ones family. were made for fun and love but i hope it is enough |
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I must be far from the first slave in here to have the problem that the dom's do not read my profile, and easy pass by what those not fit in to their whishes, so here are the unnegotiable, i want to be a mother and wife that means marriage if we fit together, and children thereafter since i don't beleive in abortion, prevention is ok, but only in the beginning when we are learning to know one another.
life as a slave is the air i breathe and the water i drink, it is literaly 24/7 in my case, so if you have a hard time getting it together financialy don't bother, i'm not high maintance, but i do demand security for our family and i do not as a rule work 9-17 jobs outside the home.
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I do not know if this message gets out so it is more a test to see if it works |
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