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About fun42ormore
I am in a relationship, and while I enjoy making friends, please do not approach me for anything beyond that, unless we have talked before.
i'm very kinky, with very few limits and many interests. Honesty is very important to me. I am slow to trust, but am more than worth the wait.
i read these, and they explained me so succinctly that i borrowed (and slightly edited) pieces... i do hope the original authors will not be angry...
I love my breasts, I hate my butt. I love my eyes and lips. I hate my propensity to worry so much about pleasing others that I forget about pleasing myself. But I also love that I have the capacity to please and care for others. I am deeply emotional, a blessing and a curse. I'm amazingly compassionate, and try to lead a life of compassion, but those who know me best also know that I can be bitingly cruel in my thoughts, though never in deed. I can be cuttingly sarcastic, and genuinely caring. I'm a bear when it comes to my children and friends, and a roll over dog when it comes to myself. I'm a paradox. I want to be taken care of, but I want to do everything by myself. I'm loyal to a fault, incredibly honest. I'm competitive and stubborn and I love to laugh. This is who I am, a sex-craven, opinionated, ridiculous, impetuous little flirt.
For me, experiencing pain, to the point where there is nothing but pain in the mind, heals me. When you let go, the healing rushes in. In my world, a world where I am in control of many a thing, that release is hard to come by. If I let go of the wrong rein, I end up picking up pieces for a long time. But, I am a masochist. I need the pain to feel complete. It turns me on, but it's more than that. It's prayer and meditation, it's release.
I can let go of all else in my life and let the pain take me to the place where feelings have no words. Where I can release through tears or screams everything inside of me, good and bad, and just be. If I'm in the right place, I can do this on my own, but I'd rather not. I'd rather be guided there by an exceptional sadist. One who can read me, who will help me heal my fears and my self doubt, who will learn my sounds and how they change, and use them to guide me past the boundaries i think i have.
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I am finding as of late, that all the fears I've held onto for so long are melting away. This is wonderful, but scary too. Redefining one's self-image is not easy, especially when you don't necessarily make the conscious decision to do so. I am becoming comfortable in my own skin, proud of my beauty and intelligence and no longer afraid to let people love me for me. I've finally grown up enough to know that, while I want to please others, my life will go on, even happily, if I don't. I am finally learning that its good to have my own wants and desires and better yet, learning how to share them to get them fulfilled. I am re-learning balance. I am re-learning openness and communication. I am re-learning trust. And I want to sincerely thank all of my friends for helping me along this journey. |
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