trust..the 5 letter word that creates a multitude of fears

It is a feeling that reaches deep and provokes your mind creating an illusion that takes you far and wide.

Blinding...but luxurious to know someone cares

Constant touching, kissing and sexual intimacy is explored through trust..the 5 letter word that creates a multitude of fears

Tears will be shed, arguments will brew, happiness will be lived out, all because trust makes it possible.

The downside, when the constant touching, kissing, sharing of secrets and sexual intimacy stops

Your mind which was high with a rush of love, deflates and the sting of a break-up seeps in

You question the word trust and wonder why it hurts so much?

It hurts because devotion, time, effort and your mind is solely on the person with whom your with

Unfortunately, rough patches and moments shared become stale, useless and boring and the person is in need of something refreshing

Even the slightest change will keep things distant

Is it worth changing ones self to gut through a rough patch?