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hendoeville
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NeonMechanist
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kwking2020
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| Looking for a clean,sweet,female and preferably cute threesome playmate.Also,look for a really good rp male. Meaning good ar RP and has good spelling and punctuation. >w<
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I'm back. Less pics,sorry. Blackmailed, so I had to take the pics down as a precaution. |
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This morning: MASTER TACKLE! I love my Master X3 |
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My Master is kind to this pathetic slut. He forgives her time and time again for her idiotic whorish ways. This Slut is proud to be Masters Nekoslut. He is amazing and generous to this cunt. She doesn't deserve him at all, but he helps her. She is very grateful to Master because he makes her feel like the whore she is. She loves Master and everything about him. Masters Slut wishes to be with Master forevers though she doesn't deserve that at all |
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Let me rephrase this one kiddos. My Master is very evil,oh yes he is. BUT! I Love his evilness ;p Please Master be more evil to Nekoslut! |
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<_< Apparently my Master is evil, But I loves him for it <3 |
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Apparently I go for pretty men >_> |
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Better! I can function without crying dammit, I am strong! ^_^ |
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Here we go again...Bleh :l |
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What a wonderful, damnable, idiotic, and heartbreaking day. Hooray me. |
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In a fairly amazing wonderful mood this is a first x3 |
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Long break again sorry guys moved again :/ |
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I feel so damn happy, Im just in a good mood today xD |
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im back and happier than ive ever been |
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I remember the way you made love to me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heartRipped my world apart
Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, babyBaby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you
I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bedLeft me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
I've felt it al
lI've been to the wall
Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, babyBaby, tell me'
Didn't you know how much I loved you
One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you
Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, babyBaby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell meI gave you everything, every part of me |
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You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
but I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
something's made your eyes go cold
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead
Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't see you again
something keeps me holding on to nothing
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
I know, I know, I just know
You're not gone. You can't be gone. No.
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back, I'm haunted
Oh
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break.
Never thought I'd see it...
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my depressions getting worse, im crying every night now. And does he care of course fucking not. |
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And yet he dosnt care tht i look at his picture one time and bawl my eyes out. men are complicated creatures as of yet i dont understand............. Damn you to hell Neon Mechanist for reducing me to this |
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In another life i would make you stay so i dont have to say the one tht got away. i should've told you what u meant to me, cuz now i paid the price........... T.T Neon...... damn i miss you |
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No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, It took so long just to feel all right
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
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Eminem and rihanna love the way u love me part 2
On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie
Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
And this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your head
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie
So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories
It's morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because
I love the way you lie |
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You know the bed feels warmer,Sleeping here alone,You know I dream in color,And do the things I want.
You think you got the best of meThink you had the last laughBet you think that everything good is gone.
Think you left me broken downThink that i'd come running backBaby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong.
What doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone.
What doesn't kill you makes a fighterFootsteps even lighterDoesn't mean i'm over cos you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, strongerJust me myself and iWhat doesn't kill you makes you stronger, strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean i'm lonely when i'm alone
You heard that I was starting over with someone new,They told you I was moving on, over you,You didn't think that I'd come back, i'd come back swingingYou try to break me but you see
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger stand a little tallerdoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone.
What doesn't kill you makes a fighterFootsteps even lighterDoesn't mean I'm over cause your gone.
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, strongerJust me, myself and IWhat doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little taller Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Thanks to you I got a new thing startedThanks to you I'm not the broken heartedThanks to you I'm finally thinking 'bout me
You know in the end the day I left was just my beginning..... in the end...
What doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighterFootsteps even lighterDoesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, strongerJust me, Myself and IWhat doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone.
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I tried so hard to forget him. it all comes to naught for i cannot help but remember the times we had. as i sit here, tears streaming down my face i am reminded that tomorrow is coming and thats just another day of endless hope that you mite contact me, a day full of tears, sorrow, pain and finally restless sleep.people say your heart will heal in time, they are wrong its still in the peices You left it in. |
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I remember years ago someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love. I did. and you were strong and i was not my illusion my mistake, i did. and now all thats done there is nothing to say you were gone so effortlessly. why dont you go ahead tell them, tell them all i know now shout to the rooftops all we have is gone now, tell them i was happy and my heart is broken all my scars open. tell them what i hoped would be impossible.
You took my hand you showed me how, you promised me youd be around. i took your words and i believed in everything you said to me. if someone said 3 years from now youd be long gone id stand up and punch them in the mouth. cuz their all wrong ik better cuz u said forever and ever who knew. |
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you get used to the pain and up to the strain, yill you cant feel anything. you tried to explain but i couldnt you as if your voice were my tears flowing freely, i loved you till i loved you even more. its a bittersweet victory loving the ghost in front of me. now i cant laugh,cant cry, and i cant run cant fight.
sparkling angel i believe you are my savior in my time of need, bright and forthwith come and heal oh the whispers the warnings so clear. I see the angels ill lead them to your door theres no escape now, no mercy no more. no remorse cuz i still remember the day you told me a lie. you took my heart deceived me right from the start it shall be adrenished and wish them turn into you. you broke the promise and made me realize, it was all just a lie. This world may have failed you, it dosnt give you a reason why you could have chosen a diffrent path.
Good job Neon, you broke me, got me to love you and you left. Be proud of yourself now. |
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and it all comes crashing back, that hes not here anymore........ Ill always miss you Neon |
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"Peace is a lie; There is only passion."
I've proven that, just by living. All fairy tales of "peace" were wiped away a long time ago. But passion? I can't honestly say I've ever ONCE been without passion.
"Through passion, I gain strength."
And strength, I have! Plenty of it. I lost almost all of it...but I've had time to recharge. Regrow it. And oh, DO I ever have it...
"Through strength, I gain power."
Ah, power. My drug. Yes. I have power. Sometimes more than I know what to do with, honestly...but then, I'm limited. I cannot do what I TRULY wish to do with it. I am...chained down, really. So I crave more...
"Through power, I gain victory."
And here, we are. I've had some victories. But not the ones I need...
"Through victory, my chains are broken."
I WILL have victory. My chains will not last. Because that is ALL I care about, anymore. I won't be alive, until that's done.
"The Force shall set me free."
In the end, I WILL be free. Of you. Your lies. Your weakness. Your chains.
My darling...we're not done, yet.
Lif Sceadu dont stop making poems :) |
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Happy valentines day everyone |
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1 step closer to getting over him. :) |
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I thought he got the last tear from me, appararently theres more. I fell hard and it got me heartbreak. |
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You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
[Chorus:]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
[Repeat Chorus]
You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
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We said goodbye. Tried a hand at magic.
But we couldn't make us disappear.
Not a day goes by I don't wish I had you.
So in a way, I'm glad you're still here.
It's a bitter sweet victory.
Lovin' the ghost in front of me.
Now I can't laugh, can't cry.
And I can't run, can't hide.
What do I gotta do?
What do I gotta do to keep you?
What do I gotta do to keep you from doing this to me?
I wrote a couple of notes.
One in love, one in anger.
They're lying there dying in the dresser drawer.
Lived louder than my voice. Struggled through a stranger.
He loved me until I loved you even more.
It's a bitter sweet victory.
Knowin' someone else wanted me.
Now I can't laugh, can't cry.
And I can't run, can't hide.
You get used to the pain, and numb to the sting
Till you can't feel anything.
You tried to explain, but I couldn't hear it.
As if your words were my tears.
Flowing freely, warm and quiet.
From the edges of my eyes and my ears.
Then all that disappears.
Now I can't laugh, can't cry.
And I can't run, can't hide.
Now I can't laugh, can't cry.
And I can't run, can't hide.
What do I gotta do?
What do I gotta do to keep you?
What do I gotta do to keep you from doing this to me?
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Your the one who broke my heart, Your the reason my world fell apart, Your the one that made me cry and yet im still in love with you and i dont know why
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My heart was taken by you broken by you and now is in peices because of you. |
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Still, you invade my dreams. You poison my thoughts. You throw my judgement off the scale, entirely. And, you burn my heart to cinders.
My lost Gem, I miss you every moment of every day. I cry, I ache, I try to force reality to bend to my will, and I'd trade my life for five more minutes that I'll never have.
You've damned me, like the monster I am.
And yet...you're a worse monster, and more of a piece of scum, than I could ever hope to be. I love you, more than I can say.
And I hate you, more than you know...but you WILL.
Ah lif sceadu your words are so true |
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Nothing fucking matters anymore...... |
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Im beginning to think certain people have forgot about me, or are pissed at me. You know who you are.... |
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well i moved out of my parents house.... tht didnt go over well with them, in the process they took my cell so im hoping to get a new one fairly soon in the next two weeks or so.. |
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Well i hate fucking up and I did. hopefully I don't lose the person. Happens every time, I start to like the person a lot, I fuck up and they leave, most likely it'll happen this time again. As is a good friend of mine said something that made sense. If you love something let it go if it returns its yours to keep, if it doesn't then it was never meant to be. Song Im Thinking Of Right Now: Thinking of you by katy perry |
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Well i finally got my phone back, and im happy, but here is to hoping i don't fuck up and get it taken away again. |
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I'm Thinking of deleting my cm account. Not that anyone would miss me since i'm bitchy and childish apparently. :/ |
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| Age: 28 |
| Richmond,
Virginia |
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