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After a long journey of discovery, and having made a few wrong turns along the way, i have finally accepted the simple fact that i have been running away from for years - and that is, i wish i had been born a Woman. It's something my heart has been telling me for so long but my head has always rationally reasoned it away.
i would never allow myself to admit it even though whenever i looked though clothes magazines and catalogues, i knew i was looking for classic styles that would look great on me, or at least, those were the styles i wished i could wear.
From an early age i have been dressing in tights, girdles and corselettes seeking a Female shape and desperately hoping to find contentment. Wearing male clothes just doesn't give me the same wonderful feeling that wearing Female clothes does. They are just ordinary whereas Female clothes gives me an inner peace and sense of fulfillment.
i have lost count of the number of Women i have seen and felt such envy at what they were wearing, knowing that had things been different, that it could have been me wearing these clothes, and how wonderful that would have felt. i know that i cannot go to work wearing a skirt and blouse, so i have contented myself with occassionally dressing in hosiery and shapewear.
i seek a Mistress who will guide my dressing with a firm hand, encourage me to explore my need to dress and shop for new items, nuture the Female inside me and ultimately ensure that i am being true to myself.
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