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Wow.... haven't updated this thing in 12 years... many things have changed... for one. I am amazed at how far in this lifestyle I have come. I am currently identifying as a switch although I do love being submissive more. I am married to my Dominant half and we are active in our local community. Always looking to learn and enjoy meeting new friends.
8/24/2004 4:17:14 PM
just daydreaming about the person whom i think could fullfill my life.. what would i want from someone.. love, compassion, understanding, and a desire to be Dominant. Someone whom can respect the other persons thoughts and views and whom is willing to listen. A person whom likes sports, nature and going places and who is okay with having a kid in the house. I have a newborn son and i plan on keeping him somewhat sheltered from the lifestyle until he questions about it when he is older if it arises. Just a normal "old fashioned" relationship should be how he sees my relationship with someone. When you coem to think about it old fashioned relationships that were normal back in the 60s actually could resemble a D/s relationship of today. well a male dominante, female submissive relationship.. anyways back to taking care of my son.. :) hopefully this person is out there somewhere and within time i can find them and try to give them what they desire as much as have the mutual fullfillment as well..
8/4/2004 9:41:54 PM

Just wondering if i will ever be truely happy and find what i am looking for. I know i am a picky person but of course you should never settle for just anything in life. I want to find that one person that i can pour my heart and soul into and make happy. Is it enough to sit patiently wondering if this person will ever exist in my life? Does patience ever pay off?

Emilysarah
 
 Age: 20
 Brentwood, California