fantasyweaver

You will find me to be a highly successful and accomplished woman who by all accounts lives a "normal" life. Yet below that outward strength and independence, there is a current deep within me that yearns to yield all control and feel the wholeness that is the reward for that submission of self. Sometimes I feel as if I have as many questions as answers.Although I have not experienced a 24/7 relationship, submission does represent more than the intimate areas of mylife.i derive great pleasure from satisfying and gaining approval from another.BDSM offers me the channel in a very basic way to serve,obey, perform, comply....and hopefully at long last ...to please. This submission enables me to feel virtuous and feminine and is intuitive for me with you. Looking even more deeply inward, I cannot deny a darker side to my yearnings. Vulnerability,pain, fear, humiliation, objectification causes my heart to pound within my chest.I understand this feeling less but cannot deny the power it wields within me.I seek someone who is my equal intellectually--and possesses an erotic imagination that will transcend all others. If you have a keen intellect,and , possess a wordly sophistication, and are a pure dominant,..then perhaps you might be the One who will wish to control my mind and heart in order to command my body for your needs and desires.