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I find total submission to my Husband sexually attractive and emotionally satisfying. I feel the more I submit to him and his fantasies....the more I control him and his feelings for me...It's like Yin and Yang....... True surrender to my caring dom/husband seems love to me, It's about what's going on in my heart and mind. About seeing clearly what I truly want, working for it and accepting it and being true and proud of it.
I want to expose myself and my feelings emotionally, sexually and intimately online at collarme without shame or fear of reprisal, humiliation or ridicule in a secretive way. We have small children, we are also considering giving up our D/s lifestyle in about 3 - 5 years, as this does not go well with normal sensible adults raising normal children in a sensible way. So we are very conflicted with our lifestyle and are very much troubled by it at times as children come first not our erotic D/s fantasies. We are an easy going, liberal and open minded couple. I enjoy chatting with doms who are strict and control freaks but also respectful and kind helping me find my erotic peaks and me doing something in return to turn them on..and I respect them for it. I still have a lot to learn to fulfill my dom's fantasies and it helps me learn about myself and my dom. I like to talk online with Male doms, and even female doms about their training experiences and how to be a good sub. I like to talk with a good teacher. I am not sure how far I want to take this. But there are limitations set by circumstances, time limits, kids and our own emotions. I am in a loving monogamous relationship and am not interested in sex outside marriage without my partner's permission Which is almost always a NO. So Doms interested in a r/t relationship with me hoping that they can persuade me otherwise, or I will change my mind should not email me.

I am fine and okay with an online relationship that will never be anything in real life if you desire the same. I enjoy chat and conversation with doms and that is where "getting to know" begins. I am happy to converse with any and all as long as you are reasonable. about me: sweet, daring, feisty, loyal, hardheaded, friendly, passionate. With a big mouth and a heart to match it...


And Please...Please...I will not get naked on Cam for you, unless you connect with me on a level that makes me want to do it without asking. It takes a lot of trust....and we have been burnt by it a few times. I would want to do it out of tenderness, joy of submission, and sheer obedience to please you.... not because..you are demanding it....So...don't bother asking me to get on cam...ok....The last word is my husband's of course...he needs to permit me too which is not likey. Rude and harsh evil and crazy doms, dommes, daddies and stalkers...You do not have any special rights or privileges to call me names without us agreeing to it....or harass me....If you can't be polite don't email me. Note: I have been on cm for years....not a newbie.