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| I need some help...my brain refuse to do anything I want.... I mean if some stranger come up to me and ask to read a 500 page book for them , I would have done it a heartbeat ( probably dish out a 4 page summary too) but if I went to the library myself to check a book that I want to read with the same amount of pages. It wouldn't be look on until the returned date.
I have couple of things I wanted to get done since I was 15 but can’t seem to get done because my brain is apparently a spineless bastard that like to grovel at other people will
Moreover, it seems like improving my knowledge and skill is not enough reason for it to do stuff I want.
Anyway I’m thinking if someone this site become my disciplinarian (don't even know there is such a word, thesaurus is the boom!) I could finally get some stuff done.
Since my primary objective out in the open I would like to say I know little about the BDSM Community/lifestyle , if my life was based on my knowledge BDSM Community/lifestyle I would likely die a horrible death ten times over.
soo .... .....?
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