Before I let you go there is one thing I should mention. You were just a flaw of my own discretion. I realize this now, finally more than ever. I was just your pawn, didn’t think id be so clever. To add it up and figure this out,I’ve done the math now I’m asking how? How long was this game in play? You made your moves in condescending ways. Your face was faked with false pretenses. The broken halo’s glow commences. Above you head it hovers now. Am I the one to pull it down? Leave you naked and oblivious? Or would that be vicarious? Smile big the truth is shown. You’re fascisms has casts these stones. So when your glass house has finally shattered, Will it leave your conscience scattered?I sit and watch, your over-come, Are your transgressions a bit cumbersome? Your eyes speak death, and your lips are cursed. You prayed I wouldn’t see the worst. So I leave these words to figure out. While I brought you rain you praised the drought...

.."Heavens not a place where you go when you die, It's that moment in life where you actually feel alive. So live for the moment, and take this advice live by every word love is just a hope so forget everything that you have learned. and live for the moment now" - the spill canvas-

You all want to know who i am.......

I am a open book, a canvas to paint on, a shoulder to rest your head on, a tissue to wipe your tears. I am a notebook to rest your thoughts, a punching bag to release agression. I am you dreams and your nightmares, I am a gift and a burden. I am a tool of my creator, My flaws lay open on the table.

If you really wanna know the truth about who I am. Take the time and read between the lines. There is more to me than what you see. Most people veiw me as a problem, others as a way out, some say im worhtless while other beg me to stay. Im as lost and confused as the rest of you but the only diffrence between you and me is that I am me and you are you.

Don't ever let anyone try to change you be who you are, live your life you only have one chance so make it work.

Do not be swayed by the media, the music industries, the Hollywood movie stars cause trust me the beauty they hold is only skin deep

So when someone asks me who i am i tell them, Open the book and turn the pages and find out for your self, youll never know if your too scared to test the waters. Cause life on the shore line is nice until the tide comes in, so cast off into the river of life and let it lead you, you will find answers in prayer and medditation but soem clues maybe right under your nose you just have to look.

FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIFES A BITCH GOD FORBID SHE DIVORCE ME.......to all thoes who ever