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About EnslavedSoldier
http://www.collarspace.com/personals/v/2147365/default.htm
“I urge you all today, especially today during these times of chaos and war, to love yourself without reservations and to love each other without restraint. Unless you're into leather.”
― Margaret Cho
-Welcome to the tip of the iceberg.
Nothing can be more concise than that sentiment when it comes to my personality. I can play the actor take on any role and throw myself into it either by force or by natural desire. I feel that way every day that I wake up and slip into the facade of daily vanilla life. I'm not bored with daily life though love my job. I fix helicopters for the US Army and for the moment that has placed me in Korea south of Seoul. I am also in Alaska as that is my actual duty station. (Originally a panhandle Florida boy so I have mixed feelings about the -50F.)
Ok that is where. But to answer WHO: you must understand that I fluctuate. Most days I feel motivated to conquer the world and every obstacle in it. I have the drive and intelligence that will allow me to be successful in all that I take on. I love a challege. If I do not sense a challenge then I will get bored quickly and move on to the next challege. That said, I naturally side with the little guy. (it's the lawyer in me according to my mother.) I automatically jump to the defense of the underhanded it is a strong part of me. I don't know what caused me to develop a hero complex but honestly in my mind I AM Superman. If I see my time can be spent helping someone that needs a distracting conversation then that is my focus. I will be there for the people that need me at the expense of my own needs if necessary. However, there are the days (although few) that I wake up without the drive to even get out of bed. No one can exist on their own forever and I have a hard time finding people that are trustworthy to share my burdens with. I am not looking for a person to ever dump them on, just someone that will take me by the hand and tell me that the goal is there and I am strong enough to reach it.
Encouragement to me is the strongest motivator and I work on a rewards system. As you know Newton has 3 laws of motion. 1st- An object at rest will remain at rest unless acted on by an unbalanced force. 2nd- Acceleration is produced when a force acts on a mass. 3rd- For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. I operate on those same laws. If you need help to move forward in something, to overcome an obstacle or you are just plain stuck on something. I like to be the force/acceleration that gets you moving showing you that you are capable of finding a direction and maintaining that momentum towards reaching it. That said; as per the 3rd law, each time you help someone you tend to get pushed back a little in your own path. You get distracted from your own goal for the moment. I have had tremendous setbacks in my life and the biggest was very recent. Although they were amazing lessons I have found myself starting over way too many times. I am on the path to success again and can afford a few distractions but I am looking for someone that can keep me in motion and provide the encouragement that I am willing to supply with equal and greater force in return. Do not misunderstand me I am by no means even close to perfect or trying to achieve the appearance of perfection. I just want to be the strongest possible force that I can become. I wasted a lot of time not seeing what I was capable of and I had a young woman pick me up and show me my value and worth. I owe her my success and will be forever grateful for her patience with me.
I may cum across as cocky to some, and arrogant to others but let me assure you that is not the case. I am just confident in who I am and a strong advocate of loving yourself in order that you can love someone else. I have a truly bohemian love inside me that I want to share with everyone I come in contact with each day and if in the slightest way can make that person smile then that is my goal. I LOVE people and I find myself to be very co-dependent with the right match. However, if I am in a position where I do not get along well with the person next to me then I have no problem keeping to myself and letting that person think whatever they damn well please about me. I am none of their business.
I love classical music it is the gateway to my soul. I will sit with a bliindfold on and turn on a composer like Franz Liszt and truly listen to the build up of melodies and the battle of chords that clash at times to create a peaceful harmony that resolves in the end. I am a proficient musician myself (mostly vocal but also piano) and enjoy talking music with ALL different genre's of music lovers. I love to listen to new stuff and am definitely not stuck in the box of classics, I keep a wide collection from Dubstep to country.
I like to stay in shape and my job ensures that I remain at peak condition, though I go a step beyond and maintain my own standard of health. If you do not take care of your own body then how can you love yourself for who you are. I see too many people that have low self confidence due to what they see in the mirror. I do not have a definite definition of "beauty" stereotyped in my head and I understand people with injuries or conditions that inhibit stressing your body to it's potential. For me though, until I reach that point myself I will remain focused on improving my physique and maximizing my output force. I love active sports and have one qualification for me to include myself in it: CONTACT. I grew up playing rugby in high school and in the offseason wrestled to stay in shape along with running track. I am not the biggest guy on the pitch (5'11" at 185lbs) but I will hit harder than any guy my size out there. I love to size people up and have them prove me wrong (again back to the challenge thing).
For my bdsm interests they vary with each passing day. I dabble in a bit of EVERYTHING kink. I love to try new things and experiment with old and create new. My fetish list will better describe what I enjoy.
I have so much that I am still learning about myself every day and that will never change. I love criticism if it can be dealt in a way that isn't confrontational. But I would rather just look past our differences and be friends. To each their own I say. |
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A Slave's Longing
Work was so unforgiving, it kept me from you for too long. I am finally granted leave and pack a duffel bag then board a plane. In a few hours i will see you and my stomach is in knots. I have a drink in flight to calm my nerves, it's been so long since I have seen you. I close my eyes and reminisce of memories past, times we have shared. Soon i am awash with them and my stomach lightens and tingles as i remember our adventures. The first time we met, the first night together. How you stole my heart with just one kiss in my sleep. The journey to this moment has been so long and tiresome; but how worth it. The plane touches down and i let you know I'm here. You tell me to get my bag and wait out by the edge of the building for you. I stand there only a minute before you pull up and i see the smile on your gorgeous face touch your eyes through the window. Relief floods me when i see you smile this way, how i long to make you happy. I throw my bag in the trunk and climb in the front seat. You reach over and kiss me long and meaningfully. New butterflies coarse through my body touching my soul. You tell me you missed your soldier very much and am glad to see me safe. You hold my hand as we drive away to your house. I know the rules. Once inside the life i lead outside is over, in there i am in control of nothing. I am your pet to own and enjoy. We arrive and i get my bag, then your door. You exit and take me by the hand leading me to the door. "Are you excited pet?" The words melt me inside, i have wanted this for so long.. I am finally home.
-Soldier |
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