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"Pleasure only starts once the worm has got into the fruit, to become delightful happiness must be tainted with poison". - G. Bataille
Those who wonder why I am a switch should know that the test of a first rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in the mind at the same time, and still retain the ability to function.
Beauty is simple and naive. What is extraordinary is the ugliness, the beasty and perhaps the intellectual side. And thus all of us with a vivid imagination opt for the feminine...
I will not talk about the more private moments of my life as they should be more or less obvious, at least predictable;) Instead I would like to show the line separating me from my daily life and my real inside. On one level I am a highly intellectual person whose mind works different from the majority. The same applies the majority of people defying the established and the imposed norms, including you, the reader of these lines. Perhaps I have never recovered from reading Sade for the first time in my younger and more vulnerable years, who knows..For what is worth, I feel that being able to change the roles (gender/sex, class, statue)is essential in actually relieving yourself of the chains of the system. That is why I like being dominant just as much as I like being submissive-to the one who is willing to break and conquer, all of me. I do not know whether I was like this all the time. I do not know whether it was the urge and the feeling or the intellect which made the revolt so appealing to me or whether it all went parallel to each other..Having followed the black rabbit, all I know is that here I am.
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