I wrote what you will read below when I was 18, and I've kept it up until this point without adding anything. I feel compelled to write this for several reasons. Six years has gone by with me being a member on this site and not much has changed for me. I think that is a reflection of myself. I find it sad. I can say that my idea of what a dominant man should/should not be has expanded. When I consider what I wrote of myself ?I wonder if it has either ?kept men from messaging me or if it has someway shaped others opinions of what sort of submissive I am (erroneously, I might add), and therefore negated me as an option from the get-go. I am adding this just to say I am very approachable and to encourage you to do so. I am leaving it because I still find it very relevant and overall its veracity can still attest to my current feelings.
? I've never actively engaged in this type of interaction, in fact I have very little experience, but would like to learn. Please, do not ask me to cyber, I do not do that and do not wish??to, I am not here looking for someone who wants a 'cumslut', or whatever you would like to call it. I am much deeper than that and would appreciate it if you could recognize that. Although I have never submitted, to me submission is much more than anything physical, it is mental, and I am attracted to it in that aspect just as much as anything tangible, if not more. I am not stupid and do not want to be treated as such, that goes as far as to say I will not respond to your messages if?they are vulgar or you have no sense of grammar, I'm sorry?but I refuse to?deal with that. Additionally, as you can see, I am 24. think of your age if you decide to message me.
An additional note: Understandably what I have written about myself may lead you to conclude that? I have a very narrow window for what I desire....or that I am trying to "top from the bottom," but this is not the case. Break me.
Suppress my desires, erase my ideals, show me something better and I will follow you.
Let writing be gentle for me right now. I have almost broken my health on it. I will not be afraid to be lonely or broken up or broken down.
This is the stuff of life. I will not be afraid to be single, to be sheer and alone. I will be less afraid for what has not happened, less hungry for what I cannot have, less needy for what I do not need. I will be less believing of men, less heedful of lies, less disappointed when blood does not come out of stones or tears from rocks.
Struggling so much lately. I don't know what to do.
Bury yourself in the dark circles under my eyes.
"To criticize one's own conception of the world means therefore to make it a coherent unity and to raise it to the level reached by the most advanced thought in the world." - Gramsci
Sad on my day.
I want to have a straightforwardness, a goodness, a trueness, a soul-brightness that people recognize once they're among those who do not.
your fingers are cold,
let
me
show
you
where
they
go
I’m aware of the unfortunate case that our current society designates to its underprivileged people in the realm of education. I know that the predetermined socioeconomic status one is born into is ninety-nine percent of the time instrumental in all knowledge that one will come to know, outside of life-lessons. I cannot keep myself from feeling the strongest disdain towards people who were afforded a chance at gaining this knowledge, whether it was through an opportunity to go to high school, college, or a didactic job, yet chose to remain in ignorance. Their stupidity disgusts me to the point of revulsion. Am I wrong to think that most people could have been afforded this opportunity if they had tried hard enough? Is it wrong to think that most ignorance can be avoided?
Humor, kindness, and moral courage.
“Everything in woman is a riddle, and everything in woman has one solution—that is pregnancy. Man is for woman a means: the purpose is always the child. But what is woman for man?
“A real man wants two things: danger and play. Therefore he wants woman as the most dangerous plaything. Man shall be educated for war, and woman for the recreation of the warrior: all else is folly
Nietzsche
Treasure your legacy of skills, child of Europe.
Inheritor of Gothic Cathedrals, of baroque churches.
Of synagogues filled with the wailing of a wronged people.
Successor of Descartes, Spinoza, inheritor of the word 'honor',
Posthumous child of Leonidas
Treasure the skills acquired in the hour of terror.
What makes me tick? Honestly, I think it comes down to social reform and orgasms. Neither one more important than the other. Well, maybe one is more important.
A list of dislikes/indications of incompatibilty/you're probably a moron... if the following applies to you:
you're unable to differentiate and properly use dominate vs. dominant
you have the word 'dom' in your username
you have numbers in your user name
your main picture is your (usually small) cock
one of your initial messages to me consists of the question 'what are you seeking' or 'what got you into the lifestyle'
even though you're not in shape, or even toned, you decided that pictures of you without a shirt and/or bottoms is how you want to present yourself
within your profile you list a certain number of years you've been into the 'lifestyle'
you refer to it as 'the lifestyle'
you describe yourself as 'highly educated' get over yourself, it's easy to tell if someone is intelligent or not, and it doesn't always have to do with education
you insist on being called 'sir' or 'master'
you do things like M/me or Y/you
you give a physical description of yourself (i.e. height, weight, eye/hair color, build) when you have a picture posted
anywhere in your profile you mention that you 'have subbed in the past' 'sub occasionally' 'started out as a sub' or 'switch for the right person'
This will be updated habitually. Note: There are always exceptions. ;)
Most of the time I forget that my name appears soft and pink to you, while yours appears blue and sterile.
Life starts all over again when it gets crisp in the fall.
When you're young you crave affection and it can come from the strangest direction.
When all the boasting is over, what is any man but just another man?
St Nicholas, the original Father Christmas, is the patron saint of thieves, virgins, and communist Russia.
I take refuge in you.
Remorseless toil conquers all.
I don't just want your heart I want your flesh, your skin, and blood and bones, your voice, your thoughts, your pulse, and most of all your finger prints everywhere.
Nothing gives me greater pleasure than watching my angel reduce herself to no more than a shell for me. When I say I love her, I mean it. I love it when she smears my love all over her face like she needs it to live. I dont deny the fact that our love is flawed, but its the only love I know.
Be aware that what you chase may not be worth catching. If you cheat for it, you will come to resent it. If you steal it, it will haunt you. What you work hard for may become the sweetest thing in life.
"Humanity, I love you because when your hard up you pawn your intelligence to buy a drink" -E. E. Cummings
If a woman happens to have a particular superiority, for example a profound mind, it is best kept a profound secret, humor is liked more, but wit, no. It is the most treacherous talent of them all.
Don't let the darkness eat you up.
Idealism is youth's finest luxury.
I promised to my wife and children I'd never touch another drink as long as I live but even then it sounds so soothing to mix a drink and sink into oblivion
