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	Dark Scent Of My Desire Let the dark scent of my desire Surround you Arouse you Intoxicate you Fill you Making you mine Surrender in total submission To the sweet taste of my darkness It is a kind of darkness all dream of Ache for Long for But so few can give Step outside yourself and fall into me Fall into my dark flame That will set your deepest darkest needs on fire Let my power consume you Take you Reducing your will to ashes Leaving you standing free Alive Reborn Mine ~Vampire Prince~

10/24/2014 4:56:16 PM

Hi Hi.
I know that it has been forever.. LOL. Life is ever changing. I have grown in the last few years. My life has done some really big loops. Went from a Vampire Dominant, that was only Dominant in the bed... seperated. On to a Dominant.. my really First one IRL. Myself as a slave has flourished. Forced to come out of my shell. To be more vocal.. more open. I learned alot in under two years. I did a horrible thing.. I med a cute young guy. A farmboy as I call him that was states away. I hurt my *considered Dominant* after a year. I helped my farmboy move here to me. Now my life has really changed. I have went from submssive to slave.. NOW I am a *little*. Yet, I am a Vampyre little. Some things are really good.. some not so. He is now my considered *DaDa* I love him with all that I have. We are both learning more and more everyday. He needs to be more.. enforcing. To keep bringing me out of my shell. Do more to push me to my limits. He needs confidence. He is relatively still new to all that is out there.
Its also very good to be bisexual. I have also found that I am polyamourous. Love of more than just one. Its good and bad. I seem to get hurt easier. *sigh* I love thinking of the S/M part of my life. I love spankings.. floggings.. etc. I want more though. Gpa has the violet wands.. so when I visit.. I hope to get to try it. Still I want more. Eventually.. I want a brand. I say this .. because I have been a cutter. Arms and legs. Most of them not as lines..but as art. I want someone to cut my back. I want for more tattoos and piercings. I thrive more and more on pain. I found though.. I have a little dark secret.. One that i did't even know about.
I need a pet! Or a sister! Badly! I find that through all my learning..my growth..my life. I hope she likes S/M. I want to pinch her. Slap her. Hurt her. I also want to play with her. Soft and gentle. Tickles. Hugs. Kisses and licks. I find that I am very complicated. Yet, as a good friend told me. Its great to have this big open mind. I know that I can please myself and Mine.
Ending this madness that begs that I write.
LilVamp

2/22/2010 12:19:37 PM

February 22. 10
Popping in to add another journal entry. Always and never knowing what to say. Wether anyone reads it or not. Doesnt matter. This lilvamp has learned so much in this last year. Coming up on almost 4 yrs in the lifestyle now. Loving each moment. Lots of friends in the goth/vamp/BDSM lifestyles. This lilvamp is very happy right now.
Lilvamp under consideration and now engaged to her Sire. Lathier.
I have learned so much in studies this last year. Working on religion studies in Paganism. Also girl is working on her self. Yoga and mediation to keep girl focused. At 39 girl is better than she was at 29. :)
Blessed Be

12/15/2009 1:42:31 PM

December 15, 09
This girl really needs to update my profile and journal entries. This I do know.
First...
http://.com/sit_on_santas_lap This lilone is so busy lately. Work takes most of my time. Upon the time left, still progressing in my training. This last year has started to bring me so much. I have learned and opened up alot in my sexuality. Being able to walk around my home naked, as slaves should. Wearing more scantily clothes outside. Working also on my *soft limit* of ball gags. That has been tough for this lilone, but now is starting to enjoy certain things in mouth. Can hold smaller items and be proud doing so. Also happily enjoying my bisexuality. Making a collar for my online girl. Which btw. she looks great in. That made me very happy.
This slave has also started opening herself up to the *real world*. I have many *dark* friends. Enjoying some time now at the local club that host Goth/Industrial night. Thats when the fun of the vamps comes out! Watching it all has been a real eye opener and this slave is just happy to be involved. :)

2/1/2008 5:59:27 AM

About this girl..
Unsure of what to really say.. my picture is there for all to see. I guess I should write a lil more about some other aspects. I am 36. I am a mother. Naturally submissive. My collar is mine. I hold it in the highest of honor.
Studies- I am self taught. I have read and done much. Soon, I celebrate 2yrs. My path started with Souls Haven. Leading always to others like *the garden* ..to BestSlaveTraining. Wow. Now studies take me far deeper. With magik..Darkness. I study Druidism even though I am Catholic.
I am not here to find One to hold my prescious collar. For now.. I have much to learn not only in studies but really to learn about myself. Maybe when these things done , may I be able to let myself be held..loved..taken care of by One as I do the same for Him. For now though, I have my Sire. One that has been Teacher, Protector. My Guide.
There is much to say..but lil time. For I will write more of myself in time. More about things I have studied. Things done. Things wish to do.
lilvamp

1/15/2008 6:02:55 AM

*whew* I just got my first start on this profile. I know.. I know. I have yet to write about myself. Sadly, I am not a writer. Heres my start on some of my favs. my likes.. dos and donts.
drk

*note to myself* I think my next journal entry will be about my strengths/boundaries.

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