DonJBear

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	About DonJBear Hi there. It has been awhile since I updated this and I just want to talk to the girls that are looking. I am looking for a woman that desires to be with one man for a very long time. He doesn't play with needles, and can not even be described as a sadist, though he occasionally can deliver some intimate pain. A woman that understands that an average sized organ can still deliver pleasure. This guy does not need a Barbie, and would be very happy with someone close to his age, and has little interest in someone more than 10 years younger, and no interest in any one twenty years younger. You would not be expected to be naked or bound for sex every day as I would need rest and to attend to other things as well. To be honest sex play may become only once or twice a week depending on how we feel. One of my hobbies is working with leather and I have had many ideas for different items and as soon as I can find my camera I will post pictures of some of my work. It would be nice to have somone to measure and fit some of my ideas on, and it can be done with you clothed even. My previous profile information follows this posting. I am still looking for the woman that would like to get to know me and then decide for herself if I am worthy of her submission. The expanded follows. I want to thank all that take a look at me here and feel free to contact me as you wish. I will say that I have received several messages with offers to relocate to me without the girl even going to view my full profile. I found that to be quite funny and probably not even a good idea to respond to . About me I am a U.S. Navy, Retired, and I am currently working for the same company that I have been with since 1996. I do live alone at this time and that may or may not change in the near future depending on you. I have seen and experienced more in my life than most people will ever be able to think of. This is not a boast just a fact. I have followed leaders and commanded men and women in and out of this country. At one time a lady reminded me that slavery went out with the Civil War, to which I replied that she was not a slave but an enlisted sailor and as she worked for me the job at hand had to be completed before the day was done. I do desire a woman with a sense of worth and value, submissive and even with slave tendencies to finding me as the man she wants to serve for the rest of her life. Her service is her choice. I have many wants and desires and would appreciate any conversations and thoughts as well as meeting those that think we may compliment the others abillities. I do not expect any woman to drop to her knees and call me Master the first time she sees me. If it is to happen she will know when it is right and will not need any encourgment as it is what she desires.

It has been a little over a year since the lady that was my first dedicated submissive wrote me her last letter. She brought me a joy that I had not experienced before and have not since we were last together. It has been just a little over a year. Now that I am about to tick up another year on the counter, I just thought I would share her last words to me. The words from my "precious pet".

I am sorry this is coming to you so late. I somehow

lost my Yahoo email account and messenger. So I

made this new account.

The day I met you my heart skipped a beat. Your

inner power and dominance almost overwhelmed

me.

Since I knew you were married to one who was

very vanilla, I knew your heart belonged to her.

That was ok though because I cherished every

moment we had together.

I stayed silent never wanting you to know how my

heart, mind and soul would sing in joy every time I

knew we would be together.

Then tragedy hit me when I lost my precious daughter.

You took time out to just drive me away for a while.

You were silent the entire trip until I had to ask why.

You never knew just how much I fell in love with you

that day. Still I kept my silence of my feelings for you.

Then tragedy struck again with Donald’s death. Again

you were there for me. Silent, non judgmental, not

expecting anything in return for your time. Still I kept

my silence of my feelings for you.

We lost touch with one another for a while. I suppose

you were trying to save your marriage. Yet the awful

“D” word came knocking at your door.

Although I knew how much you hurt because of this I

could hardly contain my joy in the knowledge that may

be, just maybe I could make you mine.

Apparently that is also not meant to be. Health issues

for me have cropped up. However I am glad it did

before I could push forward to try and win your heart.

I would have never ever wanted you to see me how I

am now. I would never have wanted you to feel you

had to care for me in the state I am.

I thought under the circumstances the best thing for

me to do is again fall silent. My daughter was the one

who made me break my silence and once again start communicating with you once again. Now I almost

wish she didn’t.

Don I am so sorry but once again I am going to have

to fall silent. This time it will be forever. Believe me I

know it’s unfair not to let you have some say in my

decision. But this is how I feel it needs to be, for both

our sakes.

My cancer has returned and this time I do not have

the strength to fight it. The battle will be useless in

the end.

I definitely understand even more now what Donald

meant by “Quality or Quantity” in the time I have left.

I to have chosen quality over quantity.

My daughter and I have made sure that legally

Arianna will stay with her when I pass and that I will

be brought back to Texas and buried beside Bonnie.

My final wish is for you. I hope that you find someone

to fulfill you dreams and heart. And my wish for her is

that she knows just how lucky she is.

I have loved you for a long time. You are a very

special man. I still dream of being in bondage under

your hand.

You are truly one of the very few people who touched

my life and given me true joy.

Now it is time for me to fall silent once again . . . this

time it is forever. Have a wonderful life. Take care

of yourself and your children.

My precious Minnie I pray you have peace and comfort that you was often beyond your reach in this life. As she knew I would have done anything to bring her any happiness.

Looking at making some pony harnesses and head gear. Will be looking for a girl to assist as a model /form in this construction.

Thanks for all the nice comments on my leather artwork. I should be posting more over the coming weeks.

Just loaded up a picture of the artwork on my latest project. When finished it will become a Kindle holder.

Recently I received a note from the lady that consented and became my precious pet and then a little there after became my slave. We had many memorable times together yet real life got in our way and hers was filled with much tragedy in which I gave her my support, but the loss of her daughter and having to raise an infant granddaughter streched us apart over the years.

Over the past several years she has battled illnesses, though we communicated and treasured the thoughts of getting back together with her gently nestled in my arms and bounds as well. This is not going to come to pass. Her last note to me was a beautiful poem of our time together and concluded with the information that her cancer returned more aggressive than before and her body is no longer able to fight it off for long. I will miss you my precious pet, may the good Lord welcome you with open arms. From the one you called Master.

As I arrived at work to day one of my coworkers informed me that one of the people we have worked along side of had passed away the previous evening, and also that the lady that was our secretary had decided that she had better things to do at home rather than work for the company. I will miss them both. Though I will see her around especially at the Ren Faires where her husband and son are part of the cast.

The man who passed was former Navy as I am as well, and we had worked together on several projects over the course of 14 years I have been with the company. He was always a character and would often cause those around him to break out in a smile. I only place this here as a small memorial. I salute you Steve. Fair winds and following seas.

Scarborough Faire will be starting soon and I plan on making several trips there this season. It will be a grand time and I urge you all to attend.

As it stands now I have only 4363 more bad jokes to go to be enshrined on the "Commedians Wall of Shame". However my co-workers are starting a letter writting campaign to get me on there as soon as possible so that they are no longer subjected to my humor.

Cela vie', it appears that all it takes to get a Dom to commit to his sub is to have another show an interest in her. I wish you the best siren. I will still be here if you ever want to talk.

The donkey is still in his pasture. I am thinking of shaving my head and dying myself green. Then change my name to Shrek, as it seems I have the charming good looks and personality of an ogre.

I see that is that time of year that my calander will turn another page. It would have been nice to have celebrated my 51st birthday with a friendly sub.

It is a very interesting little treasure that I found today when cleaning out my car. As I was looking under the drivers seat for things that occasionally collect there I saw what looked like some kind of spring mechanism under there. I was very suprised to find a set of Smith and Wesson handcuffs in a leather case. I have only had this car for about 6 months now. This car used to belong to the City of Lubbock, Texas. What a nice find for a Dom, now where is the lady that would like to try these on.

The time is coming soon when Scarbourough Faire will comence. It is always an enjoyable time and I find I may need a lady or even wench (whichever you see yourself to be ), to accompany me here at times.

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