DoMmeMalice

Its been awhile since ive officely been on Collar Me. Been doing some things saveing for a trip to Porto Rico for my Birthday hope i get to.  Hmm not much new really... just been tired. still no luck with my Search. 

eh goodnight x. x 

Now that im geting better from the flu. theres nobody up for a chat that could last im very bored... the new dog i got chewed on my wall xD now whos going to fix that hole in  the wall? Dx Me.

ill have to see when to work on it though.

NOW EXCEPTING Pandas

AND TRIBUTES <3 

Just got back from the Washington Celebrated Carnivale here in Laredo 

Boy did i have a blast :P the whole family went but  even though i got no nice huge prize or a prize at all to be proud off i had  a great time.

My nephew got on toeach right he was allowed on to :P i almost pist my pants at the spin, upside down ride that was the first time ive ever goten on something alittle extreem xD For me i guess....

from haveing my eyes closed and swinging and feeling like i was going to fall or slide right out of that seat i kept saying 'Oh god' xD  my neice the oldist had riped her pants geting on the ride so :P...

everything was so damn expencive :C but since it comes once a year i did spend alittle more then the last time it came around. the sad part about it is that there were no panda plushies at any stand and there was one stand at the end that my nephew spoted little panda bears in but it was a water game race i think that or some bowling thing... found the last tickets to play at the bottom of my bag allready at Wendys i thought we had finsihed them off >w< fail...

Valentines day wasnt a very good day at all for me.. aside from the water in the shower giving out very freezing water  quickly as soon as i got in.. to working on a bad day, 

I DIDNT HAVE A VALENTINE i never seem to. 

on Feb the 12th my black cat'Magic' gave birth to Three kittens so that makes me happy i love them so much :)...

     Hmm.. i think im becoming intreasted in pony play more now it looks amuseing..

i want a Pony Boy :o.... -sigh-.

Currently i own three People. my pet my slave? and sub. those are whom i known for a  good long while. online in CM i am currently owning 

onderdanig28 

He currently needs to update his profile to say he is own though. right now he is on a weekend lend off...sale.  His Price was for a weekend date was $200. This Sissy Boi is earning some cash so that his Mistress will Sissy him up more.

im all so very found of afew other Sub/slaves that have been  under my favorite list :P but im not very willing to list them unless they come out and say they would like to be Mine/Owned.

Subs,pet, or slave must know their place most know how to respect Their Owner. Their Owner is In a Relationship with a Boy, their Owner loves both Genders. Do not Message me On looking Subs that seek  only to pleasure and nothing else but sex in mind... i do not cam. i do not voice chat i hate it. weither you think im real or not thats up to you to waist your own time on messaging me.

As ive slightly said in the first Journal posted up on my new CM profile, 

my main thought through out my day, seemingly allways is the goal that i truely wish

to form a Training Stable/Inn. Oh i long for that to happen very much.. it drives my very beings core in such thrill on how i wanted it to run..

  From morning strolls with the training pets around the court yard. enjoying the morning breeze with those who have past for more tender loveing care, -attention-. 

from haveing two Sissy Bois dress in a butler suit allways rendering their time to check up on their Mistress from keeping the rest of the servents in check while she  Trains the news novice arivles the ropes. finding the proper roles for the newbies that enter and reside in the stable home. <3

    Passing by Dom/me's comeing to rest up and chose from the many choices of Boys and Girls of their liking  or their own, a place for them to come and Rest Relax, place their Boy/Girls in the Kennle if they need  some time away from it all.

oh how i long for all that Dx..

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what i want,

Is to up hold someone with the same idea im looking for cuckhold Boys or Girls. 

Sissy,Tran, or Girl.

I want to have two Pretty sissys to be Twin butlers (Bisexuals are a most)

I want Puppys that will be dressed up in full black suits most of the time, with  Puppy add on's.

though i have a very long term puppy and i currently hope for all of the ones  i own to see and protect in the future.

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Please only people that are willing to help this dream to start off message me. I Will not take anyting seriously once you just keep makeing this dream grow and grow and nothings happening to make it happen <3 

MOST BE WILLING TO INVEST  <3 

and for anyone out there. Judge me all you want you have dreams to <3

afew days maybe a week since ive wrote down anything. ive been working haveing afew bad days at work though sometimes i just dont want to even get dressed for work i work 30minutes away from town i hate morning road rage i dont really show it  but i can just feel it xD i just hold it back.. its been storming lately so i havent slept well also.

decided to write  since im very bored right now...

My day today was fine i guess..

had a day off, went out to shop  bought alot of stuff to use  in my room just frames and so on and so forth just small things. bought some nice  shoes hot pink heels and yellow flats .

-sighs- 

what is it with ppl messaging and then just not finishing or continueing coversations on here.? 

I wander how many Sawing pins can really last being pushed in to a nice round ass before the first whimper to slight right out of a pretty little lips would be...

i cant wait to find that out myself. but who will be the first one to be my testing canvese? -sighs-  

Come out come out ... where ever you are..-grins

So my day was okay i guess. 

some what i wish i didnt have to work sometimes but i need to so far. 

i hate my job if anyone wanders that :P

Went in at ten shortly after im not sure what came over me but  i had a masive headache 

god and the hours went by or just go by so...............................

slow at work sometimes. 

haven't heard from a few subs on here forawhile   im geting slightly bored again i need someone to chat with :/..

i wish i had some live near by or something i feel like playing  :C anything is fine i just want to be mean 

ah nice evening for a HISSY FIT :D~! 

You made me Giggle ^_^ 

oh and it hurt when you blocked me if your reading this .... im sooooo sad -pouts and crys-.... RIGHT~ :P

There has been afew Subs. slave's that have shown some intreast in me though i lose contact with them after while sadly. 

the few that do speak with me most are very intreasting though they are all boys. i wouldnt mind a few girls to join the party in trying to be mine or whatever..

aside from that, i had a Dom hissy fit over the fact that i would not play for him i do hate it when people try to change ones choice -rolls eyes- 

seriously go away if your one of those im not in to switch, not looking for a master or daddy or whatever. I AM LOOKING FOR A MENTOR or a PRATICE DUMMIE get it threw your head i just bolded it for you :3

i keep thinking about what i want to do in the future. i want to have, i want to make a BDSM Inn. Club or somethign along that line.. a nice big home  or whatever just high fance stone path around the whole land if it was large land. so that i could make my pet walk around on all fours. have afew Slaves or Subs work to keep the place going. i want to make it as a place to train and hold others curiouse about the lifestyle and have other Doms,Dommes and so forth pass by their time there..

 ive thought of a way how to start this move to.. though it may be dumb of me to think it after all its just another fucking dream...-rubs head and sighs-

start saveing donations.  and thats my thought of the day. spell fail idont care