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About dominme
Hi there, how is everyone in the CM world doing?
I'm here really searching for a friend, not a Dom, but a friend in the BDSM lifestyle. I'm not an experienced submissive in the lifestyle, but I'm a experienced submissive in my life. I'm naturally sumbissive, so I've been told, I belive I am, my actions play off of that notion real well. I've only been around 2 Doms in my life, both which I've learned a lot from.
I never know what to put on profile intros so I tend to babble on. I will not do that here. Most of my thoughts are placed in my journal, if you have time check it out. You will see I'm a crazy, confused, lost individual with a head on my shoulders.
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I'm confused...What is it that I want in life, as regards to a man? I'm lost... I dont have a clue of what it is I want to do in my life. I'm scared... Scared of trying to do more with my life, and scared of failing. I go on day in and day out as though I'm superwoman, as though I have my shit together. But that same shit is being flushed down the toilet every single day. I'm hurting... Deep down inside I wish things were different. Wishes are for loosers. I still wish though. I wish I could have that fairytail life sometimes, while other times I wish I was just like the average Jane. I'm confused, lost, and scared.... Dont I just sound like a piece of work... |
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I haven't been on here lately but since my last posting I had my twins (Madison & Aidan) on August 27, 2008 and we are all fine... Haven't had much time for anything, but that will come in due time... Anyways just doing a quick post... Have a nice one... |
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What am I? Am I submissive or dominant? I love to please a man mentally and physically, but at the same time I like to boss one around. I rather have the approval from a man though of something that I've done. Like a "job well done" or "good girl" from a man, I like that... I like to place a smile on a man's face, let it be from a conversation or sex or whatever it is I think he wants done... I get pleasure from pleasing a man... But right now I can't get that pleasure that I'm seeking. As ya'll know I'm expecting twins in Sept. and I will be a single parent (sighs)... But I've come to terms with that. So anyway most doms look for subs, but what about subs with kids...hmmm I wonder, I dunno how that goes. I may give up on my "daddydom" search, and just live. Would I love someone to take care of me while I do for them, and be their everything, yeah, I would, but that is in my mind, and that isn't reality. So now I sit at my parent's home and wish I was somewhere else. Somehwhere without bills nor worries, but again, that is in my mind and not reality. Anyway, I shall stop rambling, and keep it moving... Have a nice one!!! |
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My third entry in less than 1hr... I must have some things on my mind tonight... Hmmm, i do...
Anywayz... Pregnancy and Horniness... OMG it goes hand in hand (well for me)... I have some of the most vivid dreams that I wake up WET!!! Like right now I'm thinking about the things a man could do to me right now... But I have no one to fulfill those dreams... Then I'm pregnant, and don't think I'm that attractive... How do the pregnant girls in porn do it? The money must be damn good... My exposed belly may gross some men out... So I have my handful of people I fuck... Well this one person I fuck... lol... Anyway I never knew I could be soo horny... I have vivid dreams about being taken from behind and I don't mean doggiestyle, I mean someone taking my anally... I also have dreams about being brought to orgasam just from oral, which rarely happen... But I do have some wild ass dreams.... Somedays I just wish I had that dom to just bring it out of me... to make me scream in ecstacy from the things he is doing to me... Just a thought though... |
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Sometimes I wonder, who is it we are suppose to be with in life? Growing up you hear being with a good man is sufficient in life, but what is a "good man"? I myself consider an older man with his finances straight a "good man", but most would see me not a "good woman". I can't bring anything to the table but a good conversation and some good sex... but it's about more than just that. One can pay a prosititute for conversaion and sex!!! I like doing for my man, cooking, cleaning, the usual stuff women forget about in this day and age. In my 22 years of life, I look back and notice I did some fucked up things... Yeah I'll admit, I didn't have a male figure in my life, so I didn't have "daddy" showing me the ropes and telling me about men... I had to find out on my own, and damn can they be some dogs... I really never realized that. And now for me to about to face the life of a single parent with 2, not 1, but 2 kids at one time is soooo scary. Some days I just wish I could curl up in a ball and cry all my troubles away...and focus on my idea life....
Then I would be somewhere tied up and getting used by a strong black dom, and then we would go shopping to get me a nice little outfit to prance around for daddy in... but that is in my imaginary world... I would make him his favorite drink every night, and cook his favorite dish, and I would always be his dessert... We would frequent fetish clubs and different events focused towards BDSM... I would have my sub-sisters I would hang out with, and would have my sub-life on the side... While daddy is at work, I would be finishing up on my degree (daddy can't have a dumb sub) and then I would get the house together and straight b4 he gets home (occassionally leaving something out of place so I can reciece a spanking)... We would life happily every after making a family for ourself... |
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So to all who don't know, I'm pregnant with twins... Is it for a dom, no... Would I have wanted them to be for a dom, yes... But stuff happens for a reason. But deep down inside I feel soo tainted, that I'm a damaged good now, that no dom would truely want me, because I basically threw my submission out the window... How could I be a real sub to a man, and I have 2 kids... I'm alrealy assed out b/c I don't know squat about kids, and I'm doing it all alone... Well I shall stop bitching, since I got myself into this "pickle"... Too late to turn back now...  |
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Thought he was the one...guess not, must have been the prototype. |
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I haven't writen in my "journal" in a month and a day... I know everyone may be wondering where i have been (not really) but just know I have been okay...
I recently found my "true dom"... I at first didn't know he was for me, but turns out he is the "real deal"... He wants me to continue my education in a college closer to him, and I am really considering it...I wouldn't mind at all being in the same city with him, so it is possible that it may happen...
Anyway I've met him and we clicked instantly...I really want him to be my dom, but I don't want so much distance between us...I hope everything works out for the better...wish me luck fellow bdsm-ers...
P.S. I never knew I would enjoy a spanking so much...does that make me a pain slut? Hmmm, (ponders on thought)...
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Hi everyone...just a 2:20am thought...
What does one do when stuck between a rock and a hard place? Some of you may want to be there physically, but mentally I do not. I have many slave friends that try to make it better for me, but it doesn't mean anything if that slave is miles and miles away....anyway just a thought...
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Hi again everyone...this is just an addition to my profile...
"I am NOT looking for a cyber/internet relationship!!! I am a full time student who doesnt' have time for that...". Sorry!
That is all...have a nice day everyone!!! |
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Hi to everyone who takes the time to read this...
I've been on this site for 3 days now and have meet quite an assortment of people. I love to meet others so I'm not complaining. As stated in my profile I am fairly new to the lifestyle, but each day I read a note sent to me or talk to my "mentor" and I become more and more interrested.
All I really wanted to say was thanks to everyone who is making my transition into this lifestyle an easy one. I especially want to say thank you to my "mentor" and friend...I don't think I would be as dedicated to this lifestyle if it hadn't met you.
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