DominatrixLain

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So back in the day when I was domming actively, if I remember correctly it was 2014 or 2015. I went on an outing with a crossdresser into sissification. He went by the name linda and the arrangement was that he would tribute me for my time spent doing public humiliation etc in a shopping centre.

I trusted him so I told him deposit wasn’t necessary since it wasn’t a session. He could just hand the money to me on the spot when we meet.

But when we met I did not ask him upfront for the money, plainly because I am not that kind person and I legit regarded him as a sister.
So we went about our outing and almost 2 hours into it, he told me he wanted to get some food from around the corner, then he totally disappeared LOL.
From what he told me, he works in a bank at raffles/city hall area. He has short hair, and spectacles, rather tall guy around 175cm+

If I saw him again I would definitely recognize that pathetic face, but my question to him would be why?

Why did he decide to disappear?

If I wanted to I could have easily gotten hold of him because we went into a corset shop and the staff there are my friends. I could have gotten hold of the camera footage of his face and publicly shame him into giving me my rightful tribute that we agreed on. But I did none of those. Why? Simply because since it is a secret fetish of his, if I publicly shame him wouldn’t he die of embarrassment and potentially even lose his job, friends, and family?

In this line sometimes it’s not how much harm you can do to a person that is being asked of you. It is also about compassion. And Mind game.
Because I am mature enough, I spared linda who cheated me. Even though I treated him like a sister.

So linda, if you are reading this and you decide to pay me back what you owe me you can contact me lol. I’m sure it is harsh enough a punishment for you being a girl trapped in a male body.

Other than that, thank you for teaching me to keep my guard up and to all my future clients grumbling about the deposit, you have this sissy linda to thank amongst many other people for being the cause of me enforcing that rule.

Verbal humiliation is one of my favorite things to do

When I made the decision to semi leave this industry I made a huge decision in my life. It was a long and fruitful one filled with a lot of tears and blood and sweat and emotional and physical stress.

Up to date, I have never regretted anything to do with my job as a professional dominatrix nor will I.

To hide from the hotel raids is another big factor why I chose to take on another job instead of stay. No one will understand what I am doing in the hotel room with another man of (maybe) different race, (huge?) age gap. I don’t want to risk being caught back to the station and put on bail when I don’t see anything wrong with what I am doing. Safety is always first as stated in the holy trio of bdsm and I will not compromise it.

I, know that I am the best at what I do even though I have tight standards and strict limits on what I do or don’t do.

I know that I will never put down my instruments of pain.

This is why I will continue taking sessions from the sincere clients that have already sessioned with me before (which is you!), if time permits me to and I will continue doing it for as long as I feel like it.  

So for those who have sessioned with me before, feel free to book a session and I will see how it can be arranged. It is a plus point if you can host. I prefer not to session at budget hotels for our safety.

Bdsm let me meet people from all walks of life and exposed me to the ugly side of life, how low some people can be in terms of character. How some people think or take bdsm as a fantasy. How some people think that I am doing this as a hobby instead of my main job. It just is extremely insulting as compared to having insults hurled at me by anonymous people criticising me for being a “shame to all women”  or a “slut” haaaaa. I can take the insults or comments from filthy mouths who don’t know what the fuck they are talking about or who they are talking to. But I cannot take people who don’t take bdsm seriously just because they are experimental or think I am not a true dominatrix because I have strict limits, or make use of my abilities because I am too nice, or treat me as a psychologist and burden me with their troubles.

People who think that my job is easy, are just plain stupid. I have to work extremely hard for my money and I deserve every single cent that I work for and save.

When I took down my many advertisements and website, I felt this inevitable sadness that I’m destroying my hard earned progress.

But it is ok, because I know I have left behind a trail of wonderful sessions that my clients can vouch for.

Thank you for being a part of my journey.

Till then,

The one you know as Mistress Lain.

Am actively looking for regular slaves, drop me an email if you agree to my terms and conditions listed on my profile. I look forward to seeing you!