Dominateme42FF

I have to laugh when ex's call.. " I've been thinking about you lately and wanted to check on you." I always wonder what are you thinking and you must know I can't possibly give a fuck delete my damn number.

I've been gone for quite sometime and have not responded to messages for that I apologize.

Are there true Dominate men out there who understands to responsibility of being a leader what I have found on this site is men who are more into fetishes than being a true dom.IMJ

So I haven't been on in awhile so I thought I might vent a little. There is a guy I dated last year this time and he has been calling and texting me two three times a day. Basically he wants to see me and work things out and I tell him it would be nice to see him also but, I'm thinking not so much. It's something about him that rubs me the wrong way. Don't get me wrong I feel bad for miss leading him but I'm not very good at rejecting people. What to do. 

So someone hit my parked car hard early this month.  They did enough damage for them to total out my car. Waiting for the check. Getting a new car. hip hip hooray

I had to laugh when he told me he knew about my COLLARME.COM account. Cyber stalking is still stalking this man catches me off guard every time we talk.

I HATE being called girl I don't respond to messages that refer to me in that way.

Celebrating my 35th birthday with my family tonight and hanging out this weekend.

Sadly my baby is sick holding her close tonight.

Submission can not be taken by force, sex or torture. It can only be given through love and devotion. I choose not to play games with several people but find that one Dom who will teach me. He understands that my true love will hold him even we are apart. He will teach me to please him that is what I desire most. He will be less concerned with corporal punishment but education will inspire him. He will protect me entirely because he knows that I will follow him blindly. I will never be afraid because he loves me, he adores me as much as I him his happiness is tied with mine. I am his he won't abuse that he will lift me up. He will be the best dom, man, lover, and friend that he's ever been, because he can't help but to be.

It is Biblical I am a part of him formed by God just for him. I am his Eve.

It's four in the morning and I can't sleep. Thinking about him tonight realizing that he still affects me, keeps me from connecting to others even the one I really like. I am tattered, beaten and torn but not destroyed. I heal daily this process is just that a process. I must be honest about what I want and am able and willing to give. Give it carefully because I can't take it back it is gone from me forever.

Is so thirsty today.

I have such a high sex drive it seems to be an issue in my relationship.

I almost wet my pants today someone form this site asked me if I would pay his cell phone bill. Seriously he had to be crazy as hell. Submissive not an idiot. Dominate men stand own their own idiot.

Why don't men appreciate a woman who is willing to do anything to please him.