Holidays are usually rough for me and loneliness sinks in more especially around Christmas and New Years. Many people caught my eye and attention but, only one so far has managed to become at the fore front of my thoughts. This holiday all I seem to think about and picture is her bound with leather and gagged and at my mercy. Each whimper and cry with each swing of a paddle, flogger, and the stiking of canes arouses my need and feeds her need for pain. Once we ar both satiated I release her and hold her comforting her as I stroke her hair, her face and her body reveling in every mark, bruise and welt . |