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dogboy

Hi! swm submissive/fetishist/masochist (in that order) here - dreaming the impossible dream of finding a lovely, caring, wonderful, non-pro Mistress (i know - 'dream on', haha!) of some experience who isn't afraid to really hurt me sometimes (my body - not my heart). A commited relationship would be nice, but i don't have my little hopes up too high in this department. Thank You for reading my profile! Sincerely, dogboy
2/1/2004 3:39:35 PM
So it seems that my choices are cyber-domination or real-time collaring to a BBW. Can't say i'm crazy about those choices, lol! I'm lucky that i know quite a few Ladies in the pro scene who will play with me gratis. They're friends of mine and we all realize it's just playtime fantasy stuff. i still dream of a lifestyle Domina who would own me. And just to be clear - i'm not looking for model-perfect looks, though i do dream of a Woman that takes a lot of pride in her body and doesn't mind doing the work to look as hot as possible. Anyway, going to a munch with a lifestyle FemmeDomme BDSM group in my area on Feb. 8th - but, again, my expectations are realistic. These things are almost always exclusively operated by older BBW types. God bless 'em, but they just ain't my type.
1/30/2004 11:58:26 AM
And so the search continues - though i don't really harbor any illusions about finding a Mistress here. There are literally hundreds, if not thousands, of submales (many of which are just scary), and maybe five or six Dominas in my area - all pros. i did send a message to an adorable lifestyle Domme in Alameda to reassure Her that there are non-scary submales like myself out here who would never send photos of their disgusting cocks or sad, flabby, middle aged buttocks. Haven't heard back from Her, nor do i expect to. C'est la vie.
katie27
 
 Age: 18
 Oklahoma City, Oklahoma