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WEnt to a Halloween party last and it was great to nbe able to see friends again and go and d somthing fun for one night. |
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My Mistress and I are looking for a new place to call home soon, we are looking into buying home soon. everything is as well as it can be here |
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other years is slowly coming to a end here tomorrow will thanksgiving and then Xmas will be here andthen new years , and then 2010 will be soon then I everyone Has thought as well. I sw here and an old friend her name is SoftDemands) . She once was my Mistress and now I see her again.
Well I havetogo now. |
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When does Has No stopped being No and mean will not do something or want something to Stop . Will I think this Mistress Doesn't not understand the meaning of NO her name is sweetbitchdoll on yahoo Messger. She has ask me to now 2 times to go to pay site and give my bank card info in order to see her on cam. In this day age you need to be more careful in the way you use your banking info |
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a other Morning has come and I am awake again at 5am in the morning, I was waitting up for a roommate whom wanted to go out drinking and such. Everything is and has slowed down for me atthis point, I am far better offthen I was 4-5 months ago living in harrison Mi.
I am having alots of dreams that I am wishing for now and some are come to me slowly and others are far from my reach at this min. |
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hmmmmmmmmm knocks some dust off a table,
I am find and moved again to other state I never thought I would live in. I Have moved so much I can't rebemer the last time I was in Minnesota. |
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Bored today and I am just sitting around online playing games online. |
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eveything is here and there within my life and changes have come once more |
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everything is the same and seems like nothing changes , even if i try tochange something it seems at time that nothing goes anywhere.
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other Morning has come ,and other night has gone bye into the past. My moods are changing as much as the days and times, I have been talking to others , and my mood about Mistress have change as well |
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Afternoon leads into other day of something I have been seeking for sometime and my need to serve is still within my Heart and soul being. I have a fire within me that still burns as I can feel it within me ,but not as brightly as before.
Looking for the deepth of understand within others is hard and more so that I can find the right Mistress to serve and to have the same wants and feelings of touching of my inner being. The touch of leather upon my skin, as i am unable to see, but yet able to smell and hear every movement. the bilndfold that blackens my eeye sight and then comes the slap of leather upon my skin of the flogger or other things. |
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My thoughts are not my own at this point in my life , and I wonder where my fire to serve has gone , where is it ? has it gone out for me or am I just not finding the Right one for me to serve within there household. |
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I know it is late and I should be in bed asleep or sleeping, yet there is deep need to be here online, Just something that is bugging and i need to be here. I don't know. I have to find myself before I can serve anyone and I think more and more about it everyday. |
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Morning are sometimes the hardest thing for me to do , to wake up and see other days has come to me. Yet i awake and then get up and see what the day has give me. Something I have learned I have lost the willness to want to serve anyone at this point of time, Just havn't found that one right Mistress in my life. |
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This morning isn't going as fast i would thought, Yet I could be have to run out the door to do things I need to do. |
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hello everyone out there, I have been talking to My Mistress and Master both have ok for me to find someone to play with at times. I am looking for someone whom want to be sub for me and me to do the same at times. |
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Dark and Light Justice
An Endless night close onto my mind eyes. I see the light that rises above my feelings,
I step forth with the shadows of the horror of others whom stand before me, when I walk my path and walk that line with Darkness on my left side and the light on right. I hold both close for they give my power to go forth to walk into the Horrors of the world that grow around me. Earth moves under my feet, as I want to feel other others around me with there feelings tell me, what is nothing more then what life really is, so now I see with my heart and souls eyes. Endless walks within the world I feel with inner feelings of power, now my eyes are bind my thoughts in one movement. As my hands move to my sides, drawing the power of both light and darkness in single blades of steel.
I move to end all that stands before me, to bring justice to those whom have no Justice in their lives. I move within the shadows of their dreams as a thought move within your mind. I am that in which you fear and but nothing you need to fear if you are pure of heart. I stand where you never will see me, But I am there watching you.
Now you are that of pure heart you have nothing to fear from me, for I am there that moves within the Darkness and Light, I know nothing more that I have seen with my own eyes. I know that you are that in which are from what your soul tell me , where you lie. If darkness fill your life , I will seek you and end all that you know ,If light seeks within you life I will watch over you for that is something I must do.
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well what do I say here , That i havn't said else where in my life.
" Mostly end with the words that touch my inner most self is nothing , but yet Nothing touchs my self like that sweetness on one summer." |
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Everything is going better with things in the household and Master and Mistress are happyer with me and everything is going on. I am looking forward to Sca events that are coming up this summer and spring time.
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