dietz9

Wow didn't know I hadn't written in so long.  But I have been so involved in preparing for survival.  I'm not a doomsday prepper by any means.  But since I was in my 30s I have always seemed to be aware that something was going to happen in this world that the normal person would not be prepared for.  I don't know what it is going to be, there are so many things that can upset the way we live today, so find myself preparing for anything that might come along.

How does this fit into my lifestyle?  Well for one I have noticed as I talk to people about this preparation I seem to find women wanting me to include them in my plans.  They see in me the alpha male that I am, and that I a protector.  Men don't want to admit that they are not prepared to take care of themselves or others, yet women feel this need to feel protected.  

Now I find myself with women that I would not have considered as being submissive, wanting to be part of my group of survivalists, not wanting a free ride they are willing to do what they are told and learn the skills that will be important.  Final word, all have told me they wish that their men were as prepared as I am.

I just love these players that come popping up out of the deep dark recesses of the woodwork.  You know those ones that are just looking for a quick thrill on the phone or chat, probably while they masturbate, to afraid to meet in real life.  Ah the stories they tell.

Well been away to long as usual.  Just seems like there is so much to do and can't always find the time for my search.  I think I find someone and as usual they turn out to be players.  Wonder what kind of thrill they get from playing their little games?  Guess honesty has gone the way of the ten cent candy bar, thing of the past, never to be seen again.

Wow, where does time go?  Can't believe that it has been 18 months since I was last able to put something down here.  My life has seen some huge changes in that time.  Just running the business has been time consuming beyond what I expected.  It is a good week when I can get 36 hours straight time off.  Had to hire staff because of changes in the law, three full time, 2 part time, there goes the profits.

Haven't had any desire to play in the life style until yesterday, after exchanging 40+ emails with a local sub.  Now got that urge again.  Been in a vanilla relationship for 24 months that is very satisfying emotionally, but hmmmm that kink seems to be calling me very strongly.