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| I have about 7 years in the lifestyle as a real time submissive/collared slave. I am interested in bottoming. I am a masochistic bottom.
I live in Eastern NC.
I am a nonsmoker and I don't tolerate secondhand smoke due to allergies.
I am married to a wonderful guy who happens to be submissive. We are secure enough in our relationship, and this allows me to have outside relationships as a submissive to other partners.
I am rubinesque, as he so wonderfully puts it, but I can outcum any skinny wench. :)
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I don't know why I am not in bed asleep. I know I am going to have a BUSY day at work tomorrow. I have many thoughts running through my mind right now. I have just started perusing this sight again. I popped on earlier tonight just to see if I had any "fan mail" and I did have some from interested readers. I thank you all. I have done my best to respond appropriately.
I will have to check back a little more frequently! This might be a good place to record iolanthe's musings. I have tried some blog sites and some online diaries but I just can't find one that suits my purposes yet. Anyway, I am going to go to try to go to sleep now. |
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I am sitting at Krispy Kreme beating on the computer of a friend of mine. I have finally gotten it to connect to the internet, and now I am pulling all of the windows updates.
I have not revisited this site in a while. I have just been in a slump. My sex drive is very low. I am not sure what is going on. I do know that I am having difficulty finding what I seek. I find myself questioning who I really am in the lifestyle. I have had some encounters but I have not found anyone that I truly connect with. I do not take my actions in the lifestlye lightly. This is not a recreational sport.
I hope to find the right dom who can really help me figure all this out. I am not a wham bam thank you ma'am kind of girl, and I do have a very good brain. I am not a doormat. |
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Well, what can I say? It has been quite some time since I have made an entry. Life gets in the way sometimes, and while it is a sweet fantasy to be a full time slave, I do have a busy career and a family!
To my admirers and readers of my journal, I do apologize for the lack of activity. There has been some personal issues going on in my life that has caused me to really think about what I need from this way of life...and most of all, what I can give back. |
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I thought about describing a little of my history in the lifestyle, but I am just not in the mood to do that right now. I just recently re-activated my profile, and I have had some very nice emails. I appreciate all the admiration :)
Perhaps I will just generally describe my days and that will give my readers a chance to know me.
Today I attended a concert. I love all types of music, and I love to go to concerts. This concert included a classical pianist and a string ensemble along with a harpsicordist. It was a very culturally enriching experience. I love to close my eyes and let the music lift me up.
I am an intelligent girl and I enjoy intellectual stimulation. My husband meets most of those needs, but I enjoy that type of stimulation from just about all my friends and relations.
A few words about my husband...In September, he and I will have been married for 17 years. We have children together, and he is my best friend...my one true thing. He graciously allows me to pursue my BDSM interests. I have never had any intention of leaving him and destroying our relationship, not to mention the lives of our children. Who ever I develop a relationship with as a play partner or a Master or dominant or whatever must accept that.
Well I must be off to do some chores. Thank you for reading.
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What's in a Name?
(With apologies to Shakespeare)
My scene name, iolanthe, is pronounced eye-O-lan-thee.
It was taken from a Gilbert and Sullivan operetta with the same title.
Iolanthe is a female fairy. I chose this name for myself because she sings a line "my Lord, a suppliant at your feet I kneel".
I just thought it was most appropriate.
Before children and graduate school, I sang Gilbert and Sullivan operettas. I usually landed a chorus role.
So yes, I am a trained vocalist, other than in response to the touch of the leather whip. |
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| Age: 29 |
| Fort Worth,
Texas |
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