DiaperLovingDrag

Last night will be a night to remember and it is not because some little fantasy was fulfilled or because I pleasured someone close to me. It will be held special because it was symbolic and an emotional high for me. I don’t tend to get overly emotional about much these days in my life but last night I did. I was so surprised to be presented a collar to cherish and adore as someone might cherish a new fine piece of jewelry, yet there is more to it than just that. It’s not just a materialistic item to admire in the mirror. It symbolizes so much to me that although it has not aged its nostalgic and sentimental to me. It is everything I am and everything I long to be but for the purpose of someone else. It reminds me of the pleasures I bring to that special person and the rewards I receive in return. The tight grip it has around my neck reminds me of the hold she has on me and is so capable of luring me back to attention when my mind wonders. The sound it makes when I move reminds me of the constant attention I crave from her and she gives to me to the point that if I leave the room she will know because she hears the soft clicks of the hard metal drifting through the room as I walk. When she grabs my collar and pulls me close to her it immediately gets my attention and reminds me of how helpless I am and already was to her will. Take away the collar and I would still be the same person with no lesser value, but I feel so strongly that the collar I wear around my neck solidifies our relationship even more, as a wedding ring solidifies a marriage between two loved ones. I had no Idea that something so simple could mean so much and bring such emotions out of me. Thank you My Lady for giving me something that is so special and symbolic to me and allowing me the oportunity to be in your graces.

So I recently met a mistress who understands what I seek and knows how to read me like no other person I know. She knows my darkest fantasies and she is ok with them. She intrigues me every time I talk to her by questioning my feelings and emotions and acts upon those. She informs me and rewards me when she is pleased with me and she straightens me out when I get out of line. She doesn’t allow slack for the values she holds dear and that is important to me. I love her firm guidance and yearn for more each time I speak with her. Thoughts of her linger in my head when I am not in contact with her and dance wildly in my head when I am in contact with her! Every time she goes I think of when our next contact will be and what surprises will it bring with it. I don’t think I will ever meet someone as truly unique as you are to me My Lady.

When she arrived I ushered her around the house in hopes to ease the comfort of her surroundings. When we came to my own room I was anxious to show my collection of fetish toys to her. I showed her my chastity device, assortment of handcuffs, zip ties, duct tape, rope, sensory deprivation hood, female clothing’s, gags, and my cage. I felt as if I left something out, or maybe it’s just that I wanted to have more to show her. Either way she seemed pleased with what I had on hand and decided to start making use of her freshly acquired slave. She was tired from the trip and wanted to relax in front of the TV while I served her. She instructed me to grab some rope and follow her into the living room. Once there she moved the coffee table and positioned it as close to the couch as possible she told me to lie on my stomach on top of the coffee table and put my hands behind my back which is where she bound my wrists and tied my ankles to them. When she was finished I was in a strict hogtie lying perpendicular to the couch on the coffee table. She then sat down on the couch straddling the coffee table with a leg on each side of my head. She then told me to lick away while she lies back and enjoys watching a movie.

I recently learned that I like paddles. I’ve had whips and riding crops used on me several times before and although they are ok and I can somewhat enjoy them, I absolutely love the feeling of a hard paddle against my ass. I also recently learned that paddles are not on the list for interests on this site….?? Wonder why?