In Memory of my Wife...
To My Beautiful Christian Wife
I remember when I given up a search. A search for a dream?
Coming back the next day to bid farewell to my friends?
There she was, so angelic like, more than just a dream.
What a dream, what a dream, what a dream?
A dream I could die happy in, what a dream...
A dream much more than a fantasy, what a dream?
Coming home from the knife, there she was, faithfully waiting?
Sharing our heart and feelings, she made my eyes gleam?.
Praising to god in thanks, for making my dreams more than just a dream?
Angry Satanic attacks come in and was just plain mean?.
Fighting him the wrong way causing us to lose our dreams?
In anger, I caused unforgiving lifetime scars of problems?
Crying my eyes out to the lord and running away in tears?
Thinking about all our pains and throughout our years?
This was much more than I could bear??
What a dream, what a dream, what a dream?.
A dream I could?ve died happy in, what a dream...
A dream much more than a nightmare, what a dream?
Then came the time the lord stepped in and opened my eyes,
Teaching me about forgiveness and how to follow his eyes?
Confused, shaken and sadness led me to your heart?.
Shaking with the tension of love, feeling like 2 doves,
Flying happy and up high in the cloud, high and above?
You and I, we were meant to be together, fitting like a glove?
Satan has arisen again, manipulating my true desires?
Controlling my thoughts, my mind and tying me up in wires?
Not knowing what to do and how to go about what?s required?
Crying my eyes out to the lord and running away in tears?
Thinking about all our pains and throughout our years?
This was much more than I could bear??
What a dream, what a dream, what a dream?.
A dream I could?ve died happy in, what a dream...
A dream much more than a nightmare, what a dream
Jesus shadowed upon us and shielded us once again?.
And our heart was filled with gladness, everything?s to gain?
Shoving Satan so far away telling him he got nothing to gain?
Sharing our Christianity filled with glory and happiness?
Praising the lord for our dreams and filling our nest?.
Unshakable memories that I will never forget?.
Filled with love, lust and desires, we couldn?t wait no more?
Her signs, her miracle, her everything was admirably for more?
Her compassions and understanding was more beautiful than an ocean shore?
Crying my eyes out to the lord and running away in tears?
Thinking about all our pains and throughout our years?
This was much more than I could bear??
What a dream, what a dream, what a dream?.
A dream I could?ve died happy in, what a dream...
A dream much more than a nightmare, what a dream
A dream made in Jesus? name in holy matrimonies?
A dream I never knew existed, existed of my wife?s canny abilities?
Jesus, I thank you, Mary I thank you, God I thank for the new realities?
{{{SMASH}}} SATAN hath arisen! In a fury of Hell!
Showed himself in a Battle of Fury and out to kill!!!
And I prayed for Satan to chill out and take a pill!!!
Crying to the lord, looking for faith to show me a sign of hope?
He will not give me more than I can bear? Yet I couldn?t cope?
Fighting, struggling and crawling for signs of love, Nope!
{{{SMASH}}} SATAN hath arisen! In a fury of Hell!
Showed himself in a Battle of Fury and out to kill!!!
And I prayed for Satan to chill out and take a pill!!!
Thus, a new sign came through.. For my wife was pregnant?
My wife, becoming emotionally estranged, was losing our baby?.
Losing a battle of Christianity, I prayed for my wife?s well being?
{{{SMASH}}} SATAN hath arisen! In a fury of Hell!
Showed himself in a Battle of Fury and out to kill!!!
And I prayed for Satan to chill out and take a pill!!!
Baby lives through our faith, lives through our love, lives through Jesus?
With a love one?s help, Ben, all cute, fun and yet such a puss?
Sitting here facing the all unknowing, I was such a wuss?.
{{{SMASH}}} SATAN hath arisen! In a fury of Hell!
Showed himself in a Battle of Fury and out to kill!!!
And I prayed for Satan to chill out and take a pill!!!
Crying my eyes out to the lord and running away in tears?
Thinking about all our pains and throughout our years?
This was much more than I could bear??
{{{SMASH}}} SATAN hath arisen! In a fury of Hell!
Showed himself in a Battle of Fury and out to kill!!!
And I prayed for Satan to chill out and take a pill!!!
What a dream, what a dream, what a dream?.
A dream I could?ve died happy in, what a dream...
A dream much more than a nightmare, what a dream
Fighting the unknowing, not know what to do?
If I had anything to say is I love you?.
And I truly and forever do?
Wishing the nightmare would ends, and the world of love would open?
And I pray night and day, in every which way, many things I want to say?
My heart was filled with gladness, her heart was pure and true, so opened?
Please honey, come back to me? don?t do this to me?
I need you in my heart, mind and soul. I need you forever?.
Baby I need you?. Where are you? I can?t find you?.
Come back to me darling, my tears cannot bear it anymore?
My tears shedding down and into the darkness, I don?t want pains no more?
And if you came back, I would start back before we were married, I would?
And I would say this?
What is a dream, what a dream, what a dream?
A dream I could die happy in, what a dream...
A dream much more than a fantasy, what a dream?
Coming home from the knife, there she was, faithfully waiting?
Sharing our heart and feelings, she made my eyes gleam?.
Praising to god in thanks, for making my dreams more than just a dream?
I love you Mary, My truly beautiful Christian wife.
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