destiny1ofone

                  Submit you shall

Sitting quietly in the plane seat slave destiny was lost in thoughts of meeting Sir. Wondering would the slave meet His expectations. So lost in her thoughts that the slave did not realize the plane had landed. Not until the stewardess tapped the slaves shoulder ?honey time to exit the plane". Being pulled back to reality destiny smiled, gathered her belongings, and walked up the aisle.

Entering the airline terminal the girls mind was racing; her heart seemed it might jump from her chest. Looking around the airport destiny was unable to locate Sir. Then the slave remembered Sirs instructions ?turn on the cell phone once you arrive". Turning on the cell phone, destiny settled herself into a seat waiting for Sirs arrival. Several minutes passed. destiny checked the phone. It was working. destiny sat and waited.

An hour later the phone rang the sound startled destiny. She answered "hello". The line was filled with silence then she heard His voice ' hello slave". The girls? heart nearly stopped at the sound of His voice. "I take it you arrived without any problems" destiny answered ' yes Sir". "Good, now slave I am unable to pick you up as planned" ?I have sent someone to meet you and bring you to me?. His name is Jacob. He shall arrive shortly. Sit tight until He arrives. destiny replied ' yes Sir' His reply "good slave, I shall see you soon" made her heart melt. Several minutes passed before a man approached ~ "are you destiny?" ~ The slave answered 'yes" ~ "I am Jacob come with me".

destiny followed the stranger out of the airport into the parking garage. He opened the trunk of a dark colored vehicle. destiny extended her bag to be placed into the trunk. At that moment everything went dark. destiny woke to find herself tied, blindfolded, and gagged. The movement and sound made her realize she was in the trunk of the car. Where was she going? Was this part of Sirs plan for her? Fear and anticipation took over destiny?s mind, the slave held onto the fact that she was going to be with Sir soon.

destiny felt hands on her ~ carrying her out of the trunk. Where was she? Was Sir near by? The slave was placed on a bed and she heard the closing of a door. The slave did not move ~ waiting~ no-one came.

destiny fell asleep. She was awakened by the sound of a door opening. How long had she been asleep? "Hello slave" ~ the voice belonged to Sir. He removed the gag from her mouth. destiny felt soft lips sweep across her own. The blindfold was removed next. There He was sitting at the girls side ~ smiling~ softly He caressed her cheek ~ "I have waited a long time for this, girl".

Sir untied the slave, took her hand and walked across the room to a door ~ "are you sure you're prepared to be mine girl?" ~ Slave destiny smiled ?yes Sir" ~ entering the room destiny's eyes had difficulty adjusting to the difference in lighting. This room was lit by several candles. The slaves? eyes scanned the room. There were chains and hooks on the walls, a large table in the center of the room, and many styles of whips, floggers, and other devices throughout the room. destiny felt her nervousness rising~ Sir said " don't be afraid slave"

He turned to face destiny ~ placed His strong hands around her throat and squeezed as He drew her to Him. "You are going to be mine from today forward ~ if you are not prepared for that now is the time to speak up" ~the slave remained quiet. Sir squeezed her neck tighter ~ softly He kissed her purple lips. He released her and stepped back.

Remove your clothing and let me see my property. The slave removed her clothing, eyes cast down, ~ "look at me girl" ~ the slave did as He requested ~ His gaze drew her to Him ~ she knew this was where she belonged. He instructed her " onto the table present yourself for inspection" ~ slave positioned herself on her back, hands at her sides, palms upward, legs spread widely apart ~ awaiting His inspection. His hands explored every inch of the slave. His gaze warming her flesh, as He smiled widely very aware of the affect He had upon the slave.

After a few minutes He said" get up and tell me what you desire". The slave rose from the table ~ stood before Sir ~ knelt, lowered her head, lifted and extended her arms with wrists crossed ~ " i desire to submit myself to You Sir" ~ grasping her wrists, pulling the slave to her feet ~ looking directly into her eyes ~ He said ? And YOU SHALL !?

He pushed the slave toward the wall ~ once her body was between His own and the wall He turned her around facing the wall~ grasping her wrists He secured them one by one to the chained cuffs on the wall. "Spread your legs girl" ~ the slave did as He requested. He secured the positioning of her legs with a spreader bar.

He said? I will ask you once and your answer will be your final decision ~ do you wish to belong to me ?~ the slave smiled and whispered? yes Sir". He stood watching her, her face turned to the left she could see him, watching her, He smiled. He walked over to a small pit with fire in it. How had she not seen that upon entering the room? With her answer He pulled from the fire a branding iron and marked His property with His initials upon her fleshy bottom.

His lips close to her ear He whispered ~ "NOW YOU ARE MINE".

Having been taught by bona fide Masters to differentiate Alpha Dominant Males from beta males, playas, fakes,and wannabes has increased the difficulty of this girl finding the destined One?.hence the girl continues forward?

Life has proven difficult over the last months. Many aspects of this girl's life have changed. Never thought this girl would find herself living alone and learning to accept silence.

Difficult times enable hard lessons to be learned.

This girl has learned that it's taking a long time to become the person she wants and needs to be.

This girl loves climbing into the lap of intellectually stimulating Dominant beings; therefore climbing into Kinky Santa?s lap was easy, fun, and offered hope for a chance of answer to one of this girl many wishes.

Actually the girl received chances to have one of three wishes come true?

Despite her usual behavior this girl was careful what she wished for. It?s always fun to sit in a kinky Mans lap?.but whispering wishes in His ear?.adds the cherry on top.

You too can ?Sit on Kinky Santa's Lap? and whisper Your wishes into His ear? at fet life .com?check out their ?Sit on Kinky Santa's Lap? giveaway.

Recent discussion regarding self improvement gained via reading, taking stock of one?s own strengths and weakness versus Serving a Master has caused this girl to spend much time deep in thought.

How can one express limits, if unsure or unaware of own limits? Or communicate efficiently and effectively without knowledge of self?

Communication is definitely a matter this girl needs to develop.

The last few days have been difficult. Yet, each day that allows learning is beneficial to improving and moving forward. This girl is anxiously awaiting her Christmas gift; a library of books of this girl?s choosing?well not quite a library but 13 books. Wonder how family would perceive this girl if they knew she spent their gift of $150 on books for self improvement.

The groups and other readings are assisting this girl to gain understanding of self and the lifestyle. The difference between what this girl has learned along the way and what is coming into focus presently is worlds apart?difference of night and day.

Learning to see professional life as what it truly is; extensive methods this girl has used to allow self to care for others attempting to calm the need for surrender in her heart. Everything has a time and a place?organization of mind, body, and environment is essential.

It?s as if the universe has tilted to allow this girl to gain a sense of balance?..change is in the air?.time to take a deep breath.

The past six weeks have been a time of exploration, learning, and budding growth. Recent events have caused me to take a hard look at myself, my actions, and my potential. Until recently, I felt a secure understanding of self and my destination. However, following a period of consideration and self examination I find there?s much to figure out.

Taking inventory of the items in my toy box caused me to realize some items have been discarded over time (candles burn down, clothes pins break, floggers wear out) and new items are needed.

There are so many choices of toys on the market today.

What items should be added?

What is missing?

Have a great day

Today is the first day on this site. Hopefully this step on my journey will prove beneficial.

What that means is: Have tried expressing myself on other sites only to have people be disrespectful or accuse me of being a doormat because i find comfort in calling myself a slave.

What can i say...it fits!

Not much on attaching labels to people. But submissive describes my demeanor and nature. But slave seems to reflect my heart.

i am who i am ~ accept me or not!