A day in the life of their future …..                  

The sun is coming up and the sunbeams stream through the window onto his face as he sleeps restfully. Quietly she gets up, walks around to the other side of the bed and kneels. Looking briefly at him she feels so content knowing that finally he is home!

Taking in a deep breath, she kneels, closing her eyes, and placing her arms behind her back  with her hazel eyes down cast. Assuming the position brings her into the moment, helping her to feel the magnitude of what exists between them. She hears his breathing and feels such tenderness towards him.

The road has been a long and hard one and neither of them thought this time would ever come……

Suddenly she hears him stir and her heart begins to beat rapidly. Feeling her chest rise and fall, the sound of her heart evident in her ears. Then his voice cuts through the silence, and he whispers:  “Good morning baby girl”, as his hand reaches out and pulls her head towards him. Laying her head on his arm she is overwhelmed with so much emotion and her tears begin to flow freely. He reaches for her, lifts her face and gently kisses away the tears. The bond they share cannot be explained to anyone and it has survived the most incredible odds. Their eyes lock and without a murmur, they speak a thousand words of intimacy.  Such a connection comes along so rarely and they are blessed to have found one another, despite the grueling  travels they have had to endure. It is said, that LOVE conquers all.

Breaking the gaze, he motions for her to rise, and she does. She gets up and walks into the kitchen to start the day. Hearing him get out of bed, making his way to the bathroom, brings a smile to her face!  She starts the morning coffee, tempted to put some water in a cup and boil it in the microwave. This is a private joke between the two of them and will be for a lifetime. Opening the fridge, she gets out some eggs, bacon, sausage and two medium sized potatoes. The skillet is heating up on the stove. Reaching into the bread bin, she retrieves some crusty rolls to serve to him with the meal. Quickly she prepares the ingredients for breakfast. Grating the potatoes for some hash browns which she knows are his favorite, she lightly salts and peppers it for taste and cooks the bacon and sausage alongside it. While the rolls heat in the oven, she poaches their eggs, his; sunny side up.

Walking over to him in the living room, she kisses his forehead and whispers:  “Breakfast is ready Master”…. She dishes up, places his plate before him, and returns with fresh orange juice & freshly brewed coffee. Sitting down with her plate, she quietly waits for him to give her the “thumbs up” to eat. They chatter about this and that and again her heart is filled with such delight having him back in physical presence, almost afraid to let him out of her sight.

Once done, she gets up and moves to his side, taking his plate and putting it in the kitchen. Returning she offers him another cup of coffee, he asks for her to bring it to him in the living room.  She scurries away and returns to the living room with a steaming up of coffee, his second for the morning.  Standing before him, she slowly sinks down onto her knees, mug held on handle with left hand and balanced on palm of right hand. She extends it before her with her head lowered and awaits his retrieval of the hot beverage. Thanking her, she sits down on her bum, head against his leg and arm wrapped around his ankle. The connection so strong at this time.

There is no place she would rather be right now. Feeling so safe, so secure,  so needed and desired.  All is well with the world!

In the quietness of her thoughts she slips down onto her knees, the stresses of the day evaporating away, the classical music enveloping her every fiber.

Amazing how calmness overcomes her when she assumes the position. Serenity, peace and tranquility flows easily. Feelings of subservience rising rapidly and her need to give, so powerful at this time!

As the years have gone by her growth has become evident in her journey of self discovery. Her feelings are clear and precise and she has an overwhelming desire to just be who she is destined and born to be. Her time for pretending and being someone that the world wants her to be are over. It has brought her nothing but heartache and tears and the payback has been loneliness and desertion. People have pretended to love her, to stand by her and made her promises that were never intended to be kept.

At the time she believed that everything was perfect and convinced herself that this was how it was supposed to be, but she was denying herself of the one vital aspect and that was “being who she was born to be”. In her working role she is a powerful, self driven, motivated and vivacious businesswoman and in her private relationship she wants nothing more than to follow how God intended for woman to be with man, and that is to be in the role of submission. NEVER a doormat, for her brain and self esteem are way to strong for that. She will never allow herself to be used or abused in any way again.

She wants to let go of that control when she steps through the door and allow for her partner to make all the major decisions.

As is all good and solid relationships one will talk through things but she has no desire to “burn her bra” or be a woman’s libber.

Finding the right person and the perfect fit seldom comes along but when it does it is magical and quite unique. Unless people have experienced the enormity of its effects it has upon your life and your heart, it is hard to even begin to understand the concepts of what it’s all about!

She is not new to this concept but she has found the perfect fit and for the first time in her life she wants nothing more than to breathe the same air he does, share the same space he does and make every day a better one for them both. Her growing need to make him proud in all she does is ever present. Their circumstances are difficult right now, but it has not hampered or hindered the powerful feelings that continue to grow between them. The connection that exists is one of total commitment, one that has no conditions and the place for jealousy and negative feelings are non existent. In all her previous relationships, good or bad, there was always some sort of issues

present that got in the way of the growth of the two people.

In this dynamic, there is EVERY reason for some sort of hindrance to occur, yet it is not present, the connection is so deep, so powerful, so awesome, that no hurdle is too high, no stumbling block insurmountable.