I just want to find the right guy to curl up at his feet with his fingers in my hair.
I work hard to earn a living for myself, I pay my own bills, I'm independent, confident and strong enough to do what it takes to care of myself. In my 'public life' I'm in no way submissive, quiet or shy. However, there is this side of me that yearns to serve and submit to a man who is worthy of my attentions. I desire to be a woman, to take on the role and responsibilities that being a woman entails and be respected and cherished for it. I feel that it empowers me rather than diminishes me. I crave a man that I can respect, admire, support and value. Someone who I can trust to learn and understand my limits and keep me aligned towards our goals. Someone who challenges and strengthens me, but also knows how to keep me settled when I need it.
When it comes to physical intimacy I've found I'm incompatible with most men. I enjoy having my partner use me for our mutual pleasure. Of course there are times when I want the freedom to explore my partner's body without direction, but most of the time if I'm not being pinned to be bed with one hand around my neck or some other similarly dominating position - I'm not really going to finish satisfied. It isn't pain that turns me on, it's the submission. Knowing that I'm doing a good job of pleasing my partner. That I'm his to enjoy, a very precious, treasured possession. Hm.. am I revealing too much I wonder? Perhaps, but it is so hard to meet like-minded men through traditional interactions.
I am an amazing woman, friendly, feisty, articulate with an amazing ability to accomplish my goals - not to mention a wonderful cook. Although, admittedly not very modest! I really am the domestic goddess who wants to be a slave girl to the right man, but who is that man? I've yet to find him.
"And you can have me anytime you want. You can have me really anytime you want. I want you now, I want you right now"
