Masters/ Doms/ Domcouples......

I welcome u to my profile & am relay thankful that u took the pain and time to view my profile.
Well i havebeen a sub right from the start o my life as always dominated by my parents as we were not rich have a daughter in India is a big libality on the parents sholders so was always domintaed by them and also negelected as well taking all thats was offered i started growing up i too had drems and fantasties but all was crushed when i was told that i was geting married in the next month when i was just 19yrs and 6 months old to a man who was 46 yrs old at that time only becouse he didnt wnated any dowry and was rich and and on top of that had a govt job i excepted things as were offered like always.
Problems start right at the 1st night as when he undressed i was hoaked to see how small he was and ater putting in much much effort he was not hard to add to this once he was in me (ofcource i didnt fell that at all ) he came in 3 starokes i was undone but couldnt do any thing, the difference in our ages and economic starndard made me keep silent as i didnt complain but excepeted he was fuck me for 2 or 3 minutes like formalty with me not there i will burn whole night one day i geathered guts to tell him to discuss it with some doc but he was angry saying it will hurt his ego gradually our relation suffered and he started sleeping in diff room and its now over 2 yrs since we have seen each other naked.
A friend of mine told me about this site so i am here to make frinds and to find a online Master a Dom who undestands what a sub needs and how to handle and cantrol me as his i am lloking for ltr as i ready to relocate but to start off it will be a online thing as we both have to be sure as what we are looking at is what we get.