DadEsgrl

So I am awake after just less than three hours sleep..
Did I dream? Not sure, but I had the very best fantasy ever
Before slipping into a brief but sustaining slumber
In the night in my room on my bed I was visited by a most beautiful vision
A man.. No, THE MAN more real than any man can hope to be came to me
surrounded me whispered love and lust into my ear my heart my soul and my body
He kissed me and touched me and moved me in ways unimagined..
and I danced for him I sang for him I gave into him I gave my all to him…
Minute upon minute all too quickly became hour after hour
but the mere sound of his voice in my ear the simple knowledge of his desire
wouldn’t allow my body to stop working for him
I danced on my bed like a gypsy swirling bending swaying
Undulating in every possible direction to allow him better access to every inch of me
I breathed in all of his passion as if it were the very air of my existence
I gave him my every desire I ever held dear I gave him all of me nothing was held back
I gave my hunger my need my lust my want my faith my joy my trust
I gave him my pleas of “take me”… my soft whispers of “oh god yes”
He carried me across my room by passion alone
On my floor crouched down like a wild animal I gave him my first release
it flooded the floor in a pool at my feet
Head thrown back still crouching I gave my gasps and growls of hunger
Crawling clawing back to the bed he didn’t let up coming up behind me
My hands gripping the sheets his hands grasping my hips
He presses me from behind and just as suddenly his mouth to my ear he growls low soft and primal
It resonates so through my body the next wave hits me before I can catch a breath
An orgasm so powerful bursts from me I am brought to tears yet still not stopping
It’s as if he is working me from the inside out
in total control of my every move and every want driving me on
Exhausted my mind is ready to stop and rest
but my body with its visceral need is so very hungry
as it’s waited more than lifetimes for this release to find me
Selfishly I gather any strength, hips rocking feeling the slow steady thrust of his need meeting mine
Feeling him fill me searing me becoming a part of me as if finding his way home
Brings yet another wave all my wants and desires splash my thighs and the bed below me
As finally nearly breathless heart pound breath heaving from my chest I collapse to the bed
Face down drool from my lips wetting my pillow ass still softly pumping air moaning
In a low sex thickened raspy voice I raise my head and say into the air
Oh gods yes Daddy I love you……
now fully awake aching thighs still moist
nipples tender hard still needing to be tasted
smiling like the Cheshire Cat
i sit here typing thinking of him body again reacting and think
"if i could i'd leave him a little love note"
written on me~

There is this wild inside of me

sometimes for a bit she lays quiet lets life just happen

but

then there are the feral days

she paces and breathes in deep catching scent of an Alpha mate

she senses Him out there so strongly the hair on the back of her neck raises

nostrils flare pupils dilate and body prepares

she knows she is sex at times like these

the ache is far greater than the need to be....moral

her cage though built strong

years of whats right and whats wrong welded together with

lessons of self doubt and the knowledge bred in of "Good girls don't"

have made a cage of such magnitude it would take an army to release her

this hungry little wild one wanting so to fill her void

wanting so to be the vessel she knows she is

trapped inside the flesh cage of standards and morals and class

and fears

leashed to an insecurity that keeps her covered keeps her hidden

chained by all the doubts of her girl capture

for most days she is to tired to pace and wish and growl her displeasure

so most days she lays looking a bit dark but harmless none the less

most days she just dreams and plays alone in the dark

living it all out in her imagination

most days though she wants more the morsels she gets are enough

but today

she is awake and

she is very very

hungry

                                  Imagine, not~

 i have a good imagination
no, i take that back... i have A Fucking Amazing Imagination
i can feel the sweet warmth of Your breath when i imagine Your kiss
Your lips full and soft and insistant on mine
Your tongue as it searches for mine, the dance they do in this lovers kiss
i know Your hands and how they are soft in ways and rough from life
i see the colors of You and the silver i see Your hand over mine
and feel how the fingers can carress gently and grip stronger with hunger
how they know my body like their own
but touch my flesh with a cherished amazement
as i do Yours
i can imagine how You will kiss and lick and bite
and tease and taste savoring every inch of me
every freckle a landmark to treasures we have both long awaited to uncover
i know how You will feel as i lower myself down onto You
how soft the skin but how hard the flesh of You there
every vein every wrinkle of flesh the ridge of Your head
as i do my best to slowly let You enter me
slowly to memorize every second of sensation of You
feeling You warm hard blood filled as You fill me
wonderful ecstatic inch by inch
the pleasure of You in me with me a pain so sweet its dizzying
hearts both join in the beat as my juices flow
down over the heat of You inside me
every thrust my mouth opens and soft low moans escape
after a minute a fine line of drool connects us above
as we are melting together below
i know how Your hands will feel
roaming the terrain of my back across my ass gripping my hips
at that moment of shear pleasure when we lock eyes
dilated and glassy from the drug of our own sex now
sweat cum drool breath love all blending together now
as iarch back taking You in completely feeling as You fill me
feeling as You cum as i cum placing Your hands on my breasts
milking every last drop of You into me to keep like my own private parting gift
totally spent but wanting to keep You inside of me i lean forward
head to Your neck breathing You in cycling in all that is You like a memory
i can imagine all of this the smell of our sex around us musk and maple
my hand to Your chest with Yours to mine
as we feel our heart beats slow in time to one and other
i can imagine every look every breath every gasp grasp and moan
i can so imagine us fucking and its amazing
i have a fucking amazing imagination
but
i
WANT
YOU!

i am not looking for a Dom a Master or a Daddy at the moment

for now since its all time permits and as far as i trust to go

i am here for friends to chat

i dont go to the munches or local events i dont look to play out

so this is my way of staying connect both with the community and with my friends

i appreciate the time taken by those that have expressed interest

i am not trying to play with anyone here

and i dont play period...

to date i have only ever had 1 Dominant. We are no longer together though we talk still and He is a wonderful Man..

at this moment in time i am not seeking to do that again right now

my life is just a bit too busy

Thank You~

Waters running and as i wait for it to warm and build steam i sit down to share

Woman are really living art You know

naked i feel the heat of my breasts as they hang over my ribcage

they are quite full and sensitive today and the chill has made them alert

nipples tender ache to be touched stroked tasted

tummy warm smooth soft flutters and my own hand my bodies hunger today is so palpable

Cold hands squeeze firmly but gently and i am thankful the waters steam has called me in

to play...

have a great late morning all

;)

Off to Bimini for the weekend

nephews birthday family fun!

*Written by another DD i know*

DaddyDom dynamic.
The DaddyDom leads, the girl follows. The DD sees the adult girl, He lusts her and He loves her, as woman, but appreciates the girl.
He loves her womanly ways, her elegance, her humour, and with her, He can explore sensuality and sexuality in a spiritual union.
Sure, T/they can act out T/their fantasies, and play can lead to great sex, but T/they never lose sight of the fact that He is a Dominant, and she is a submissive, both adults, hopefully, both intelligent, in a relationship that is free of all the constraints of a vanilla relationship.
The dynamic demands openness and honesty. T/they each explore each other's desires and fantasies as PART of the relationship, and T/they appreciate each other's kinks and in acting upon them, achieve immense sensual and sexual satisfaction.
The DD dynamic can encompass the Master/slave and Dom/sub dynamics. There is complete surrender, in a loving environment.
But it is not "age play". Age play can be a factor, and not a necessary requisite.
The real dynamic involves the unity of two adults, in a complete and fulfilling relationship, where honesty, not acting is an absolute must.
I have seen so many profiles written by women, aged 40 - 55, that just amount to absolute drivel. Full of stuff about being a "naughty lil girl". One would assume, that having reached adulthood, she would know basic manners and behaviour, yet she feels the need to regress to childhood.
Like I said, this can be play time in the DD dynamic, but it is only a minute part.
Finally, in My opinion, age players who wish only to engage in this fantasy, and who do not appreciate the absolute joyful possibilities of the complete dynamic, should be honest about it; admit to having this age play fetish, but not confuse it the with DD/lg dynamic, which is so much more than a momentary fantasy. It is a lifestyle that I hold dear, and hate to see it being confused with just age play.

*This piece was written by a DD friend and best describes to me the Ultimate DD ideology*

A Lesson in Mastery

There is not one day that passes, where I don't witness someone asking about the DaddyDom dynamic.

I thought I might shed a bit of Light, on it.

Despite what is passed off in these alt halls, as Mastery, one needs to look no farther than the Bonsai Master...to gain a perspective, that is reasonably representative of the DaddyDom.

To the Bonsai Master, His charge is more than a plaything. More than a hobby. More than a time-spender.

T'is His need. His very special need to surrender to that calling. You see, Mastery, to the true Bonsai Master is a calling of a spiritual nature. In His view, His very spirit is at risk, depending upon the depth 'n purity of His commitment.

A Bonsai Master's skill is His...knowing.

Knowing the soil, in which a particular seed will flourish.

Knowing the vessel, in which the charge will most certainly embrace as home.

Knowing the exact amount of nutrition 'n water to offer the seedling.

Knowing the angle of the Light bouncing from the environment onto it.

Knowing the pruning techniques that allow the branches an aesthetic quality; yet, encourage a natural urge to grow.

Knowing root management 'n pruning, to encourage a newer, stronger, ever-growing foundation.

Knowing of a balance between branch 'n trunk...canopy 'n root.

Knowing the necessity of intense stress 'n restriction.

Knowing the need fer periods of unrestrained, wild growth.

The knowing...that in each seed or cutting...there is an individual destiny, unique.

It is His responsibility 'n privilege to facilitate that journey.

You see, t'is not about the Master...but, the bonsai.

Such, is the DaddyDom.

      SOMETIMES~

Sometimes you feel all fresh and mint
cherry and brand spanking
new about yourself...about your world your life
you are the fountain of youth and yes even still a bit naive as well..
but ahh well thats a part of your charm now isnt it.....
sometimes you shine sparkling like the most brilliant star in the solar system Glowing blazing on fire, passions fires bubbling inside of you
Sometimes so just under the surface just aching to come out an play
hidden like a late day shadow needing his ~just right light~ to catch on your form to make you glow
sometimes, oh the life of the party.. everyone's favorite,
belle of the ball
Your stage is the world and so you dance, table top across galaxies in its warm rich golden spotlight
a wanderer at times, a nomad feeling alone the Isolated island in the vast human ocean... meek gentle sometimes soft quiet unsure of your own strength shh shhh dont say just let it go ....
sometimes, your the Fortress Of F*cking Solitude THEE Grand Ancient solid Moorish Castle,
stone mortar blood and bones that stood centuries,
withstood all the revelations, summations, castrations, indignation's associations, resuscitation, secret relations, and lies..
stood strong defeating day and night defeating time and nature
man and beast and the beast in the man as well
yes that is you....
*stands a bit taller*
but,
sometimes......
every now and again alone in the setting of the sun
you so desire to let down you draw bridge...relinquish you command
become prisoner to your desire
the slave to a strong caring entranced master
The Goddess Chained
sometimes... to give in, out, up to your hungers....
step down off your throne, drop your robes,
drop naked to your knees
feeling the cool stone of your soul/sole sanctuary
sometimes, most times, you want to give it all up for something more,
something bigger than just you
someone to stand above and beside you
to command you and cherish you
sometimes you want to be taken by force because his desire is too strong to think to ask because your desire is too strong to want him to ask
sometimes you need to feel that hand at your throat grasping your hair imposing all his lust on your body sometimes you want to be need to be just that, the vessel for his want for his desire for his need...
sometimes, that is all you need
Then to be held cradled caressed cared for and Loved....
because always, in all ways you want to Feel
want to be sensation, need, life, sex, desire, energy, ALL....
and sometimes when you're all alone in the setting of the sun
you want to give in....
*head back, eyes closed, deep breath, sigh released*
confess yessssss
sometimes~

    My Fucking God~

I burn for you I yearn for you         

Tonight Is a night i'm hungry, my mouths needing so to be filled by you

all lips plump pouty and moist to be kissed bitten and invaded

Caressed coveted used given into and taken..

Tonight my body burns as flesh crawls in desires rhythmic undulations

Tonight its feral time.. feline  posturing as I raise my ass up high

catch my scent damn it !

And come to me, cum with me, in, and on me….

Give me everything that you are I can take it .. I need it !!

I want it like a permanent mark  on my flesh saying “you were here”

Let your fingers grip to own me and be sure my teeth will close to devour you

I am yours as you are mine and gods help any and all that might stand in-between tonight

My hunger feels lifetimes strong now and I would take down any obstacle to own my submission to you

To have you  your body engaging mine mouth to mouth hips to hips

hands finding learning,  brutally as well as softly memorizing the terrain of their home

I want to, no.. need.. to taste you!  your flesh the sweat that builds from our fucking Armageddon

 Its as though I am on fire and all around is ice its melting now I feel its proof on fingertips

I am possessed climbing the walls here speaking in a guttural language

only your lust and saliva might understand .. the demon that owns me drains all my strength

you are the fuel my life's blood is you,

yourself over me fill me full until I am choking on you

so that I might be freed from this carnal hell everything smells of you

of sex and hunger and dark rich colors of me and maple and incense and sweat

everything has images of your hands fingers stroking me coaxing my flood of forgiveness

in the walls I see your thighs I rub and hump like a horny pup in my pillow your lips

I run it over mine across my breast down my stomach and stuff it hard between my thighs

 Talk to me now  speak in tongues to me pray our prayer of insatiable passion

 you are my staff where I your chalice give me your wine give me the life that you make

 hands grasp at my frame, my mattress isn't the weight under me I need to keep me from losing my sanity all together, that is your job..

do it now do it well stab me impale me brand me well

split me wide open until the demon flies free until the hungers of its ancient needs are sated

take me give to me be mine mate me pull me down so deep that as I drown in you

 I beg you for more give me more than even you think I can handle my body drips the answer and it says

Oh yes oh fuck yes I can

Materialize to me and finish me off.. calm the fire of me before I ignite the world

Or before it burns me to ash and I am blown across time and space once again in search of you

Look deep inside of me and see the raw powerful need that I am

and build on that your very own pleasure palace….

Don’t question  I am the truth  my body drips the answer floods it out from between my legs

Oh yes oh my fucking god yes I can

On my knees now to you I am the ultimate offering I give you take it

You can give I can take it

You are my God

Fuck me please

My Fucking God~

Dreaming…..

Laying in the green, lush and shady though its warm, oh so warm and comfortable

I am as I am never but with you ….naked

Laying on my side half curled in the grass

All the sights and sounds like vibrations on my skin…

I am sensitive to it all, breeze warmth sounds scents senses all

I feel you there just beyond the low grass hidden in the brush

Your eyes on me  i feel no I am fear, fear of an unknown feeling in me an unknown passion being on the edge of something so new and terrifying yet exciting

Its as if we are already one  i can hear your heart beating strong and fierce..

I can smell you  your desire your need your hunger for me permeating the air around us

This alone makes my body react makes me create the juices of my own desire for you

Knowing you’re out there wanting you close I raise up from my side I sit up on my legs feet tucked under me .. back arched shoulders back chin up lifting my head I breathe you in, in the air… and deep inside I throb wanting you to make me yours to own me

Knowing as I do you catch my scent as well and it fuels your hunger even more

My own body aching for you I lower myself head and chest to the soft grass 

Turned so that my ass and feet are facing you  I lay my body down

Raising my ass high into the air I instinctively lick at my hands fingers my skin

my hunger growing as well

I feel each blade of grass as it touches and bends under me

I feel how even the very earth feels cool

Compared to the heat coming from my bodies desire for you .

I turn my head slightly sensing you  I feel you before I see you

Like an electrical animal connection I feel this tie to you like a rope or chain or leash

being bound to you isn’t a choice it just is, the choice is in reveling in it as I do

in less than a heart beat you are near crouched down next to me yet all around me at the same time its as if your  circling me I am both your prey and your prize

you examine me with eyes fingers mouth teeth tongue nose……

not an inch of me goes un noticed

and though nervous I am proud …proud to feel your desire your need and approval of me

suddenly I feel you your weight on me over me as you cover my body with yours

you hands to either side of me you lower yourself onto me your face to my neck I feel your breath on my nape and I shiver  as you lower yourself on me your chest to my back over my ass and I feel you  hard just at my ass again I shiver as you push your weight and desire into me you bite down I both moan aloud and melt to the ground suddenly your hand reaches around my waist lifting me up mouth still at my neck hips still ground into my ass

you lift me both our weight shifting back as I am now on your lap

your hands reach up feeling the weight of my breasts 

I am overwhelmed by you everywhere I feel you everywhere neck back thighs ass lips breasts it is fast becoming too much to take as moisture drips from me

between my thighs and onto you

I ache so that without thought I reach down between my legs just as my fingers reach my wet throbbing heat your hands grab at mine one hand holding them both behind me as the other covers the expanse of my neck again I feel your breath and teeth at my neck near my ear as you apply a light pressure to my throat. “ No woman today that “ as you say this you release my hands knowing I will keep them obediently behind my back with your free hand you cup my hot wet flower in your hand  “is mine”.

It takes everything in me to not give in at just the combination of your voice your gentle force and your  hands on me.. I quiver and silently in my head ..”ok ok ok “

You sense this somehow and again you speak through my flesh between your teeth

“No girl you will, but today it will be when I say and by my hand”

I feel you so hard under me I feel your heat and it makes me so much hotter so much wetter I want to cry out begging you to take me to fill me now like this so deeply inside of me but I stay silent so afraid of the desire the need the hunger I am feeling

You know me so well  as if I was created for you for this

“Do you want me ?” you ask.

I nod and whimper feeling embarrassed to have to admit it 

feeling embarrassed at how much I crave you 

“Tell me, tell me what you want and I might give it to you”

“Tell me what you want “    barely a shaky whisper I say “you”

you curl even closer around me your lips to the vein at my neck

“What I couldnt hear you  if your unsure then don’t say but other wise if its something you really want  I need to know to be able to help you right”?

Shaking I  feel as though I might explode…

feeling your heat all around me your body wrapped around mine

I almost cant take it anymore

“You I want you Sir”

“ Be more specific and ask right”

“Please I need you I need to feel you, hard and hot and deep inside of me I hunger to feel you fill me take me and make me yours, Please Sir”

my heart pounding every inch of my skin on fire  I feel my blood racing through me

you turn me around  laying me back on the grass you are smiling your eyes looking so deeply into mine

“Good very very good you make me so happy” you kiss me I am hungry for your tongue you give it to me… my body is onfire

your hand reaches again between my legs and I feel your fingers slide deep inside of me I catch my breath.

“Good thing you get so wet you are ready for me and that’s what I want”

next thing I feel you hard and hot slowly penetrating me….i so want to raise my hips feeling such a need to have you all the way inside of me

 you smile and laugh a quick soft laugh “My girl is hungry”

and you push that much further I wrap my legs around your back …

needing to feel you fill me …

everything disappears around us everything explodes nothing is there but you and me and this feeling this dark heaven this hurricane of desires*****

Today has a flow to it not much unlike a lazy river
calm on the surface but still moving and under its peaceful surface
turbulence and change..
the waters edge might be warmed some by the kiss of the days sun .. but as you get in a bit deeper it cools, chills, bites even
i am like this river, i ebb and flow having my turns and swells
i am life in all its honesty and yet carry so very many secrets still
i offer a love unmatched as i cradle and protect all my little pains and fears
the flow of my energy can help and heal
while my anger and passion could smash a vessel so easily to pieces
Wander of the safety of the dry land ..
venture into my waters, the life giving desire quenching pool that is me
find surly your footing for without meaning and purpose you might easily slip and be carried off to places you had never considered....
with no firm idea on how to return
Look at me from a far.. listen you can hear the song
as i gently stroke the waters edge... see the peace that i am
it is me.. fluid calm but ever changing
the lovely lazy river looks so calm so inviting
but a true force of nature, she is fierce and deceivingly strong
catch her unaware with unsure footing and unclear intentions
and she was swallow you up lost forever
in her
flow~