Cy83r

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	About Cy83r Some things about me that are probably useful to know. Sorry for all of the literature, but I find being up-front and honest about who I am and what my intentions are have served me better than hiding the more negative parts of myself behind a sheen of self-praise. So, here's the basics... Who am I? I'm a college student in pre-nursing hoping to enlist in a Naval medical program. What am I like? I'm 22 years old, 5'10", have neck-length brown hair (recently bleached and dyed teal), hazel eyes, and am in decent shape though I could stand to tone my body up. I'm shy, submissive, honest-to-a-fault, open-minded, stubborn, affectionate, trusting, and somewhat effeminate (or very, I'm not really sure). I tend to put my foot in my mouth a lot because I speak my mind almost all of the time, so I've had plenty of bad situations started with my friends (mostly girls, go figure) because I was being oblivious to them, and because of that I've learned to pay more attention to people; so for all the trouble it brings me, I've actually become a better person, I think, because of that. I'm pretty much open to any new idea given enough coaxing, but I still have a foundation of core beliefs that I will generally refrain from compromising without great thought and consideration. I enjoy all sorts of physical activity, though I'm not quite the self-motivated athlete I'd like to be, but I have a history of sports and martial arts that has kept my body in good condition and built up a lot of stamina so I can tackle beginners hurdles in any activity better than the average joe. I enjoy the outdoors, camping, horse-back riding, hiking, rafting/canoing/kayaking (I haven't done much in this area but as with all of my likes, I'm always willing to learn more), and a good old campfire. I'm equally comfortable indoors as well, provided I have someone to keep me company, especially with mentally engaging conversations about pretty much any subject: politics; science; philosophy (including theology); the merits of cartoons. While I don't have much practice in any specific field except perhaps the Roman Catholic Church (atheist now, but some of their tenets are agreeable to me as a moral/ethical foundation of personal belief), I am familiar in a number of topics, and much like my athletic ability I'm competent enough to jump in but not skilled enough to compete without some study. What am I looking for and what are my qualifications? I'd like to delve into the BDSM scene and am looking for a Mistress to 'show me the ropes', as it were. I am currently employed in a fast food chain and I do not have a car, but I'm used to walking up to several miles one way (I think my farthest has been about 8mi) to hang out with friends or to get to a family gathering. I have nothing to offer right now except my friendship, loyalty, attention, and hopes of compatibility. I certainly hope that's enough to make me interesting despite my status as a blank slate. What am I into? I have pretty much every kink in the book barring some like scat and watersports which I find... not disgusting, but more... too messy to pursue with any sort of dedicated enjoyment. Aside from that wide range of interests I have a fetish for being dominated by women, though not necessarilly always in a mean or abusive fashion (though those sorts of things are fun, to a point); I like strong women, especially athletic or tomboy types and don't mind muscles on a girl. In regards to anything I'm not familiar with, I'm willing to listen (or at least shut up) and try once, usually three or four times, until I decide I don't like it. What do I look for in a person? I would like my friend, partner, lover, mistress, domme, whomever you may be, I want a keen and curious mind; having childish enthusiasm is more endearing than detracting, in my opinion. Interest in the intellectual and athletic circles is a must; I've tried existing only to fulfill someone's sex drive, and while I could never restrain myself from indulging her whim, the periods of time in which we weren't having sex I found nothing to keep me interested in the relationship. What About Men? First off, I definitely enjoy the company of women in all respects, this much about my sexual preferences is known to me. I find sex to be an emotionally neutral activity, it becomes fun and arousing when I like the person I'm with and find them emotionally desirable; I guess this makes me something like Pansexual. Regarding a sexual attraction to males, I'm curious and confused, which is as complex as the issue gets. I have had several spontaneous encounters, three of which were sexual, two of those actually involving penetrative sex. My reactions and enjoyment have been mixed, so I remain open to the idea that I could be bisexual, though I'm definitely not certain. Submissive or Switch? I consider myself submissive with a great deal of surety; there are rare instances in an intimate situation where I have become dominant to a degree. This does not mean I turn into a sadistic 'master' either, I remain gentle and compassionate and I would like to think that I am also attentive, though I do not have the experience to say for sure. I can say that I have remained submissive while in a dominant position; my mental picture of these situations is one of service, not control. Explaining the difference is somewhat difficult and is probably easier demonstrated in a session than via a lecture. The basic idea of this footnote is that I can't and don't jump into a dominant attitude at will, it must be triggered and I do not have the experience or self-knowledge to know the trigger or find it. So, that's just about everything you could need to know about me, hope it helps.

This is certainly long overdue and I'm still at a loss as for what to write.

Everything in my life is going well enough, except for y'know, that whole intolerable feeling of loneliness single men have (or maybe I just like to think that {#} ).

There's a munch tomorrow near me, which is both good and bad since there are people I can relate to about having fetishes, but most of them are much older than I and, as per most things, a majority of them are men, so... yeah. At least I can learn a thing or two from their experiences and I always seem to get along with older people, so that's something of a plus (in that I'm not being run out of the club for being an impetuous youth with no respect {#} ).

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