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I know this is a GAME to many of you... If it is then PLEASE pass Us by... We live this life and it intermingles between the lifestyle and life....
?I was told I was too old to be in the "GAME" and he/she is SO right. It's NOT a game..... so be REAL
Open your mind and quite being so judgemental of others
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I emailed a submissive just to say I know many on his friends list r/l but do I get even a courtesy email back? HELL no... Im not trolling him just being polite, I thought one never had too many friends, maybe I am wrong?
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We are home from vending and family obligations, We are leather ADULT toy makers and offering 20%discount on all product even custom works. We can be found at www.sensuousbliss.etsy.com but message Us here or on etsy before purchase to receive discount.
?We are also accepting applications for a slave/submissive girl/gurl/boi.? Message Us on here or as HouseofTheWolf for consideration. Only serious please reply
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Leaving tonight for Madison Wisconsin, We will be through Chicago in thursday morning arriving in Madison around noonish... Sunday night We will be leaving Madison heading to Ft Wayne Indiana then back home Tuesday... Leave NEXT Thursday for Dallas and OKC for the weekend... FUN,FUN,FUN
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We are in Tn and getting geared up to vend Madtown Kinkfest in Madison the first weekend of July. We make and sell kinky leather toys... visit Our e store at www.sensuousbliss.etsy.com
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Moving to Tn next month... Looking for a place to rent for a few months which is so hard considering everyone wants a minimum 6 Month lease. We are looking for home, a place We can buy, fix it up to be The Wolfs Den with a couple secluded acres. Life has been precarious with Master Wolfs Father passing November and His mom isn't far behind... It seems sadness has swallowed this house, barely seeing the end of the tunnel of what is to come.
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What the heck is wrong with people? If ANYONE read My profile they would see I AM OWNED. Even though He allows Me and is Mentoring Me as a Dominant in which is My natural personality, I am His slave and He has EARNED My complete devotion, love and everything in between... I am NOT going to cheat on Him or leave Him... SO BACK THE F*** OFF... IF You are Dom and can respect His collar I wear then that is fine and will chat with You.? Same with potential slaves, BE RESPECTFUL... Common courtesy goes ALONG way with Me
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We will be in Madison Wisconsin over Valentines Weekend for MadTown Kinkfest... Anyone else from here going to be there?
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We will be in Madison wisconsin over Valentines Weekend for MadTown Kinkfest... Anyone else from here going to be there?
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New Matched set of buffalo Hide Leather floggers for sale on etsy dot com... We have many new products for sale so please come look www.sensuousbliss.etsy.com
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Family emergency and need to raise money to get there. I am not asking for handouts. Master Wolfs (HouseofTheWolf)Father is in bad shape with COPD and mesothilioma (cancer) Our store is at www.sensuousbliss.etsy.com.. See something you like then make Us an offer before clicking the buy button.
You can also contact Me as MzBitch2u on or ladysensuousbliss on yahoo
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Well finally pretty much settled into the house and the dungeon is ready to party this friday night 8/22... Any submissives or slaves want to help clean the house before the party? |
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On the road for the holidays, heading to indiana to visit family and friends, What fun, travelling through Chicago on My birthday (cough cough) Not looking forward to 11 hours on the road in this weather. |
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Our yahoo is down again, seems every other week its something |
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Meeting lots of new people and making new friends but its so hard to find that right one or 2 that fits into the dynamics of Our household... well,(sighs) got evil toys to make so back to the grindstone?
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Well, We got moved to Minnesota and back in Indiana for a week to vend GLLA and enjoy visiting old friends... drop us a line if you wish to chat or meet |
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OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO My dog ate My leather hat, now what the heck am I going to do now? It really sucks having 2 cats and a dog with leather fetishes too... Gone to hide Our floggers and other leather implements of pleasure |
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Just got home from vacationing in florida and now moving to Minnesota this weekend... lol from sandy warm beaches to the frozen tundra of the north... This will be an adventure since I have no idea what the lifestyle scene is like there... Hopefully can make some new friends that will point us in the direction of some good groups with the same ideals or similar goals.... We welcome all emails and looking to make more wonderful friends that wish to make the community stronger and safer for all |
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Just setting a few things straight... just because I am disabled and submissive to One doesnt make Me any less Dominant to everyone else... I am proud of Who I am and Who I serve... Many people are so insecure with themselves they like taking potshots at others to make themselves feel better but all they are doing is showing how insecure they are within themselves... NOT acceptible...
a good Dominant is self assured and confidant, they dont belittle others because of size, gender, race, sexual preferance, religion or health issues...
or because of an online screenname...
I am Lady Shar, proud, loved, loyal and honored slave to My Master Michael...
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Having alot of health issues... Saw the Dr Thursday and now go see a vascular surgeon for My legs... Sometimes I wonder if going to a Dr is worth it... Go once then your health spirals downhill... Trying to keep spirits high isnt easy but I do have good news... I have been with Master Michael 3 years and just graduated from training collar to formal collar... yippieeeeeee |
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We hope everyone had a safe and Happy Easter.. We are so looking forward to next weekends Discussion Group, then Munch and Playparty in the evening. Its been a long and exhausting month and looking forward to ending it with another pleasant weekend with friends and family.. Master and I have been making new toys and other products getting ready for the summer, looking forward to warmer weather, BBQs and seeing friends... |
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Anderson Munch tonight at perkins on scatterfield rd in Anderson indiana if you dare to come... lol |
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Being with someone because they are good for you and build you up is a good thing... Being superficial and being with someone because they are gorgeous on the external side ansd being superficial will only cause pain and heartaches... Just because a submissive is submissive shouldnt make em a doormat, Many Dominants use submissives and slaves just for money, Im not saying its wrong but in My humble opinion if you dont like it, leave it ... just because someone is pretty is no reason to stay |
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so many ideas running through My head, I miss My boy so much and very worried... been keeping busy trying to keep My mind focused on what I can control and thats Our crafts... Made a Bondage Bunny complete with a pink leather corset mini dress, matching cuffs, collar and blindfold, it soooooooooo cute.. you can view it on etsy dot come under sensuousbliss or look up Bondage Bunny... Working on a frog and bear now... better get back to work,... hugs to My boy if he reads this |
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Leather floggers, cats and dragons tails featured on etsy dot com under sensuousbliss .. also featuring Kink Kong aka The Bat... 32 inch falls, overall length 42 inches of bison bad boy |
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Black and Gray , black and pink, pink and grey and brown cat o 9's for sale NOW... taking orders for all floggers now... grins ... also have lavender and black floggers, and all black ... chocolate elk hide and Golden deer hide floggers available soon ...
BIG BAD KINK KONG... made of buffalo, 32 inch falls weighing about 8 pounds |
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I have spoken to so many on here that are married and their spouse either doesnt understand and/or wont explore the life... Several of our friends are Married to vanilla spouses that allow them to explore their desires within limits which is so awesome... I thank the Gods They have sent a wonderful understanding Dom to Me so that I may explore the other half of Me... I love You Master... the most wonderful, loving, sadistic and honorable Man I know... lol besides My Dad |
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Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeeeeee ... Birthday comming up Dec 23rd... any ideas ????? I might be a year older but damn Im getting better too... gotta love this life |
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HUGE SUCCESS... Thanks to all that came out to help celebrate the birth of My Master Michael and to meet Our new boy We have under consideration... We couldnt have had a better party even if We had wanted one... again... THANK YOU ALL |
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Dungeon Birthday party at the House of Desade in Kokomo... all invited this saturday Nov. 24th 8pm |
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Had an awesome time at the IMAS open party but fell ill and ended up in the hospital sunday night... lol I think it was too much fun but although ?I was there for a few days Im no worse for the wear and it wasnt anything serious.. THanks to all that made it such a great event and the wonderful people that supported Us.. Love ya bunches |
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We have been working on many leather projects and have floggers, quirts and other leather goods for sale, if interested contact us for pricing and shipping details... We DO custom work, let Us know what You need and We will make it if at all possible, if We cant, We know others that do good work that might help... We will be Vending at the IMAS open party November 10th, Stop in and feel free to say hi, Mention this ad on Collarme and get 10% off any flogger... Just ask for Sir Michael or Lady Shar |
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cut off for the muncie bdsm halloween party is the 25th if anyone is wanting to go email me for the info |
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Halloween parties abound.... which way did he go george? Got a full month going so far, cant wait for it to begin. Got My first leather corset dress the other day... didnt know it would be so hard to lace up, now I need the Thigh High boots and will be set for Halloween... giggles |
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We have 2 black and blue floggers for sale, one has 3/4 inch wide falls 19 inches long and 1 with 1/2 in wide falls |
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Well we are off to the Anderson munch... Had an excellent time at GLLA, the leather community is totally awesome,loving and accepting of all no matter size, age, gender, or race.. Some in the D/s and bdsm life should take a lesson... everyone preaches acceptance, HONOR, accountibility and communication but a few from the past dont live it... Why is it that when someone accuses another for lying then find out they werent actually lying but it was the truth They cant own up and apologize for that mistake? ~shakes head~ HONOR... hugs to all our wonderful friends.. the TRUTH always prevails |
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well all its GREAT news... My Father is doing great on His recovery and We get to go to GLLA... yippieeeeee... boy do We need this break, Master will be going back to school soon for His physical therapy license and I'm still making floggers and furry vampire things... If you are going to GLLa please say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... hugs to all you who supported Us during My Fathers illness |
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My Father had a triple bypass last week and is doing great, He was released to go home wednesday and i have returned home to my loving and awesome Master where i belong |
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I know I dont write in here too often but alot has been goin on in my life... All is GREAT with Master and i but my Father has suffered a heartattack and We are trying to raise the money to go by selling my floggers and other toys at a discount... He lives in Texas and i dont drive so unfortunately im having to find other modes of transportation... Message me if interested, im on yahoo under wolfscub91322... prices slashed until this saturday |
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i was looking at profiles recently and noticed people between the ages of 18 to 35 are such experts in everything they list... one that was 30 listed everything possible and an expert at it all.... if one is such an expert then what else is there for that person to learn? How can one grow if they know everything? ~shakes head~ i admit i do know alot about something but will admit i am not an expert at anything... who is? when we stop learning we stop growing, to not grow is to stagnate.... |
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well hell that boy didnt work out, was just playing some type of bs game it seems most on here play... We had a great time at kinky kollege in Chicago this past weekend... Master took the DMA training and is now a trained DM... sooooooo many people there and made lots of wonderful new friends.. cant wait to see em again.. We were invited by many to go to the dungeon in Chicago and after our move We might just do that since we will be a little closer... Damn i love the life.. Most boast of acceptance of all in the life and pansexual but kinky kollege was true to their word.. so many diversities and everyone was welcome with open arms and treated with the upmost respect... Thank you to all of our old and new friends for making such a wonderful time... im still recouperating |
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we started taking to a boy that seems very promising, so far seems real and seeks what we seek.. i so hope he is the one for us but only time will tell.. we are still seeking the right girl.. compatibility with both of us is the major drawback |
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Due to my deteriorating health Master is allowing me to find a submissive or slave that wishes to be trained in exchange for housework and helping me around the house.. There will be no sex allowed or involved so if thats what you want then keep looking.. Sessions will be allowed if it is earned and my health permits... we are not looking for 24/7 live in but someone to come in a couple times a week.. gender isnt an issue although Master is very much straight... |
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ok like a bonehead i fractured my foot last night.... any slaves wanna come help clean my house? |
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We had a blast at our first public Demo....... The pics on my profile were taken at the club, i was in 2 demos, the one where i Topped my gf didnt come out... sorry, maybe next time.. knife play is so mmmmmmmmmmmmmm delicious isnt it? |
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i read this on another journal and HAD to post it
Women over 40
This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes. Andy Rooney says:
As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
* A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask,
"What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.
* If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit
around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting.
* A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she
is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a damn what you might think about her or what she's doing.
* Women over 40 are dignified.They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it.
* Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated.
* A woman over 40 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man will often ignore even her best friend because she doesn't trust the guy with other women.
* Women over 40 couldn't care less if you're attracted to her friends
because she knows her friends won't betray her.
* Women get psychic as they age.You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. They always know.
* A woman over 40 looks good wearing bright red lipstick. This is not true of younger women. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart.
* Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if
you are a jerk and if you are acting like one! You don't ever have to wonder where you stand with her.
Yes, we praise women over 40 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed hot woman of 40+, there is a bald, paunchy relic in kaki pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year-old waitress.
Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free". Here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage, why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire Pig, just to get a little sausage. |
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well my birthday is just around the corner, christmas 2 days later then a new year for new beginnings......... i have a wonderful family within the BDSM community and give thanks to all i have been blessed with.... although most think a birthday means another year older but i dont, i look at it as another year i have gained knowledge and understanding of myself and the people i hold near and dear......... i have a wonderful Master that treats me good, family and friends that are there in good times and bad........
This time of year is hard for me, i guess im not the only one though, many of us have trouble with holidays, when younger my best friends Father passed on my birthday, last year my grandmother passed just before christmas as well, but i know they are watching over me and it wouldnt do to let them down by being depressed, this is a time to rejoice and be thankful for what we have, not grieve for what we have lost........
Happy Holidays to all |
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Happy Thanksgiving !!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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The slave in me
The slave in me burns to please Him, serve Him, protect Him, respect and Honor Him.
The slave in me burns with desire to be held by Him, be touched by Him, be taken by Him.....
He walks with me in spirit when away, protecting and guiding me through the days and nights....
He fills my every thought never leaving my mind, never leaving my soul....
He makes the slave in me cry, laugh and love the Dominant in Him...He is but a Man, my Dominant, my Master..
He treasures the gifts i bestow upon Him, i surrender with wild abandon knowing He has earned my trust.
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looks like unfortunately i was right about things that would come to pass and im truely sorry for those who were hurt by him. i tried warning but noone would listen......... im only sorry they are going through the pain..... i have felt that same pain .............."No one is worth your tears, and the one who is, wont make you cry. |
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well its been awhile since i wrote in this journal so i figured to let my friends know i am still alive and kicking. Everything is great and miss chatting with alot of you.... i wish you all well in your quests to find that special one |
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Its really nice to know Who has manners and Who doesn't.... i love reading profiles and when one catches my eye and is well written i like to drop a note letting Them know that it's nice to see that Some know whatThey want and can spell,
#1 i don't do it to get Them to talk to me nor find a Dom. i have a Dom tyvm
#2 Many Doms BITCH about emailing subs and slaves and never getting a response.
well, it goes BOTH ways, are subs and slaves SUPPOSE to have manners but Doms NOT? hmmmmm somethings messed up here....... |
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From another in a group i belong to post this. i dont know who wrote it but it touched me and describes me to a t. it made me stop and reassess my life and future. Thanks to whoever wrote it.... it made me feel like dancing again.
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your
heart's longing
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your
dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you
have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit in pain, mine or your pain, without moving to
hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or
your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the
tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be
realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you
can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can
be faithless and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see
beauty, even when it's not pretty every day, and if you can source your own
life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure, yours
and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of
the full moon "Yes!"
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I
want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary
and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not
shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else fall way. I
want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the
company you keep in the empty moments.
When i read this i thought to myself... am i going to let my pain shrivel me up and make me hard.... close myself from the world? it woke me up, i CANT allow it to happen because i felt betrayed.. proceeding with caution but allowing myself to open up and see the beauty for what it is....ITs time for me to dance again
The Beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides
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in one of my groups someone posted something that i tok to heart, its so true i had to share it, its how i feel
Y'know that Nietzsche quote,
the one that goes, 'what does
not kill me makes me stronger?'
Crap, my friend, complete
crap. It wears you down;
each wound weakens a little
more until what didn't
kill you right away
gets you in the end.
There is no armor; there is
no choice. If we can walk
away from love unhurt ?
even love that is faded
like memories of childhood ?
we lack a heart. Lack what
makes us, us. I'll hold
the injured bird of my pain
and heal it; until the day
it can fly away,
I'll hold it to my heart
for it is in healing,
not pain, that we grow stronger.
Stephen Brooke ©2005
The pain doent make me stronger, it makes me realize i have a heart and that i had loved, the pain fades in time as does the memories. The healing is what makes me stronger and i feel it every day. i refuse to let anything harden who i am...
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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. "WOW" a is NOT an email i will respond too. i am worthy of emails more than one word long. even one sentence |
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well tonight was the most awesome night in my life...... i met a fem subbie from a group i belong to and spent the day with her. We talked and i got alot off my mind and behind me now, we chatted about " sceneing" i hate the word but thats what it was, the no penetration scene. Its something i NEED, not only the D/s but BDSM in my life....... after a several hour scene with just a few friends around watching i was able to fly. I am preciousfreebird, isnt a freebird suppose to fly? Well it helped me in more ways than anyone will ever know. I dont want to rush into a relationship because i have needs that need to be dealt with.. Right now i dont want to have a Sex Partner...... i need the whole package but in time.... i had a need to submit safely and without actual sex...... does anyone understand where i am comming from? Don't think i am sexually promiscuous, i am NOT..... |
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ANYONE that snagged my profile pic with the yellow shirt on please send to me, i lost it and wish to return it to my profile |
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why is it so hard to find that special One, the One that was meant for you? The One that fits a girl like a glove that will help her blossum? Not One that is married, poly, just out for that fleeting moment He can control you or the One that has another but wants to keep you a secret..... im sorry but ty for wanting me but no thank You...... Mentoring leads to more than mentoring...... poly.....someone gets left out..... all i want is my soulmate... the Master who can not only win my heart but can capture my soul and be proud i am His.... not stuff me in a closet.....ok enough of my ramblings |
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OMG i went to my first slosh since moving to indiana and had the most awesome time.... met some great people that lmow how to laugh and make others feel like part of the family...... Thanks to all i met there and cant wait to see ya'll again |
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I really think its pathetic that a so called sub/slave emails insulting someone they dont even know then blocks them. its happened to both my daughter and i by the same wannabe girl having nothing better to do that to insult the life i revere in my world. Showing how ignorant is quite pathetic....... she told my daughter because of a couple mispellings that she gave all submissives a bad name, how does one figure that? Did she stop to wonder if the person shes harrassing is disabled or has problems, it is our place to JUDGE others? i dont think so |
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OMG some people must think i am so stupid, am i a jerk magnet? I guess because i have a profile they think i am a cyber slut or whatever, DONT even think that, if You want cyber pass me up, If YOu are a long ways from me then be respectful and get to know who i am but only if You can travel to meet. You will NOT own me until I GIVE myself to You.
I have met some great people on here and some jerks, i try not to judge until They show me Who They are.
Just be real or pass me up |
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Its a beautiful day for a monday morning, lol i havent been outside yet...... ya know maybe im not completely sure aout mooving on with my life, is it too soon? I don't know yet. I feel a pull deep in my soul i cannot ignore. lol it isn't the need for sex, i can take care of that part of my life quite well. I will tell You ALL right now, if its about the sex then pass me up and don't EVEN bother. My health issues prevent me from enjoying some of the actual sceneing in the bdsm aspect that i love alot. |
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well all its time to update my journal, I have been speaking with a few wonderful Doms that seem sincere in their convictions of the life. There is One i am extremely interested in but until the first meet i wish to reserve myself from commitments. this journey is a long one, a lifetime commitment that should never be rushed or hurried even though we wish to. Rushing causes undo pain. We just started chatting so its too soon to tell, have you had that feeling deep in the pitt of Your stomache that makes You nauceous yet excited? smiles..... i do |
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ok alot have been emailing me upset that i havent been online much. I have been in the hospital with acute bronchitis and am now on oxygen and a nebulizer for emphysema and COPD. I still am not ready to begin anything other than friendship until i figure what i will do with my life. I am not giving up because i am a very strong woman and have alot to give. I am doing much better and want to thank those concerned. |
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Yippieeeeeeeee i got my internet, into my new place and feeling a bright future ahead of me. Thanks to all respecting my time i have needed to regain myself. I'm stil not ready for another relationship yet but the future sure does look brighter
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Well hell. tomorrow i moved into my new home so i feel changes should be made.. a new start, a new name. I am not hiding from anyone so if You still wish to chat then You may contact me as wickeddesirez
It is time for me to move on to the next step in my life although i am ONLY seeking friends right now and still am not ready to assume my position in a 24/7 relationship or even a part time thing.
I will be offline a few days until i can get settled in and will reply when i can.
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Just something i read from anothers profile
No one is worth your tears, and the one who is, wont make you cry. |
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First off i want to say thank You All that have emailed and shown true respect for i dont seek sympathy
Next,
i guess because i dont jump at every Dom that emails i am wallowing in misery.laying down and dying. HELL NO IM NOT....
Why do some people think that just because i wont jump at the chance to be Their slave/sub whatever then i am wallowing?
Believe me i am far from that. I am a desireable woman that knows her worth and someday i will allow another into my heart, in fact i have a very dear friend in my heart so lets not go there.
This is MY time to step back and re evaluate myself and what i want in life.
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The dawn awakens, i feel no joy. The joy and love We felt torn away,her soul ripped and tattered as a rag tossed aside. When does the pain end and the happiness begin again? Wanting the happiness she once had, the joy and love she felt deep in her soul. knowing it will never be the same. Where does the pain end? |
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i have begged my release from My Master and many changes in my life right now. If You want a friend i will chat but DONT email expecting me to submit. My heart still belongs to Him |
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WOOHOO i get to go to So. cali for vacation. mmmmmmmmm warm breezes,the ocean lapping at my feet, thats what dreams are made of. sitting on the beach feet in the water watching the sun rise and set pondering what a beautiful life W/we have |
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so many frigging rude insolent wannabe players on here. i am so sick of the hate mail i get..... if you wanna play the go to a playground not here. tlz8mao just had to email me out of the blue to say *fuck you fat bitch* well the 19 year old wannabe can only dream of having a submissive as good as me.
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open Y/you heart, Y/your mind, expose Y/your soul and the O/one will find Y/you.
The body is just a vessel to give and recieve pleasures,serve. |
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Sharlene's Dream By Gary F. Smith Kneeling by the front door - Naked, cuffed, collred - Wide open and wet. Waiting for the One i adore. Quiet, yet firm of voice - You are commanding, demanding - Sure i will obey; Knowing i seek no other choice. With guidance - gentle, but firm - Molding me to be all You desire. i crave pleasure?pain?self-confidence. That last You give. The others i must earn. Still, i wonder: what do You see in me? i am Your servant, lave, and lover; A sexual toy well-suited to experimentation. "You are My comfort, My joy, My ultimate pleasure." Your words to me. Remembering, I weep - Kneeling by the front door - Abeyante. 30 December 2003 |
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Well A/all i havent written in my journal for a few days but find myself with a few minutes today. i have been getting ready and looking forward to His arrival tommorrow . i have been going through a transition period since it has been a while since i have really had One to look over me,control me,cherish me. He does, as i cherish and obey Him. i was in the chatroom yesterday and there was a Dominant i had disrespected once in an email and i want to apologize. i know i am not perfect(i am FAR from that) and neither is A/anyone else for that matter, W/we all make mistakes it's having the courage to admit them. i hope He will accept this apology from me.
Peace be with Y/you all this holiday season
*hangs head in shame*
btw. my offense was to berate a Dominant for His spelling on His profile. my ONLY pet peeve and i am guilty as well. |
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This new chat feature is cool and i am thoroughly enjoying it. i am meeting some truly wonderful P/people who really seem to be real and not about the bullshit. Soon i will meet the Master Who makes my heartthrob that is where the true test begins and the awakening occurs. W/we are always looking to meet and make new F/friends |
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ok WHAT or how do i use this thing on here that says chat? seems mine isnt working... HELP please |
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Ok Ok OK i CAN'T stand it ANY longer.... i have to admit i am a profile slut. i love reading profiles BUT DAMN, i cannot stand when a Dom writes*I am Dominate* ok, please correct me if i am wrong but, isn't it *Dominant*? And all the horrible spelling, PLEASE get a dictionary or something if Y/you do not know how to spell... yes, and many submissives and slaves are JUST as bad..........Y/your profile is the FIRST impression and EXTREMELY important...... Why not make it the best Y/you can in hopes to attract that special O/one? And PLEASE be honest and real about who Y/you are and what Y/you expect. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
*steps off her soap box hoping her Master didn't see her display*
Thank Y/you to T/those who make the proper changes
Respectfully,
Xtremesdawn
BTW............. For T/those of You continueing to seek my attention..... i have accepted XtremeXs consideration collar and do NOT seek Another, but i do want to make friends with A/all who wish and can accept and RESPECT these boundaries. |
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Well, i have learned something about myself in the last few days........ i don't have a dominant bone in my body *giggles* well, maybe 1 or 2, but please don't tell my Dom about it.:-) So now i must say goodbye to my explorations into that realm of the lifestyle.. How do Doms do it? How can One take so much control and responsibility of another life? There's a whole lot more to being a Dom than just playing and i have found a NEW respect for Them. |
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it is so hard to find a Master, that perfect match between a Dominant and submissive......
With E/each complementing the O/other..... Having the same wants and desires as His submissive but yet can test and push a girls limits ..... O/one that inflames Y/your mental being,Y/your very soul........... He has found me and has swept me off my feet.Shook the very core of my being...... i have met so many Dominants on here that have been so kind but only One has come forth having the same desires...... sharing E/eachothers deepest,darkest desires. W/we will see where this leads but i wish to thank All Who have emailed me and wish You well on Your journeys. |
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This girl has found some interesting facts about a certain Dom on this site,,,,,
takes it upon Himself to initiate contact with several people i have spoken with just to be cruel and degrading to them.. Many Doms and some subs.......
Is it His right to judge others for no reason whatsoever?
Why can't people like Him just ignore people they dont like?
"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder"
i can diet.others such as He has made fun of can change their clothes but He will always be inferrior to me and the others He ridicules |
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this girl went to bed and woke up with a song in her heart. i have spoken to so many wonderful Masters/Doms/Dommes/subs/slaves and switches but there is One that has shined through with a light bright enough to light my way. One Who has made my heart sing and makes me want to dance for Him. i feel truly blessed by the gods He has found me worthy of His time and energy. i pray that i can continue to prove that this girl is worthy of Him and give Him all He needs. |
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The desire to serve and obey burns in this girls heart,mind and soul........ to find that One to complete her life... is He out there????? will He ever find me????? has He found me and all i have to do is open my eyes? Only time will tell |
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i sit here chatting with my friends and think what a wonderful life it is. i got to thinking though and OMG thats dangerous*giggles*just day dreaming about what the perfect day with my Master would be....... i think after waking Him in the morning with my mouth and washing Him in the shower.. send Him off to work , preparing for His arrival home.... have His bath drawn,candles lit, me naked kneeling at the door greeting Him, undressing Him, then following Him to the bathroom kneeling beside the tub washing Him carefully showing Him how much He means to me with every loving caress of the cloth...... drying Him off carefully following Him into the dining room where i have supper prepared ..... *grins evily* the rest You can imagine and wait until i tell You later
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i am sooo excited. i have found a Mentor/Teacher Who has found me worthy of His attention and knowledge...
It feels wonderful to have the path of knowledge and understanding lit for me on my journey in this life.... The wonderful People i have met on this site has been truly amazing and for this i am so thankful... |
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Went to Le Chateau for their fetish night in Montreal Sat. night with a Dom friend from N.D. and another M/s couple. it was AWESOME. even ended up leaving at 3 AM with a VERY red ass..... They have a decent play area and a great cage ........ i still feel the after effects. mmmmmmmmm pure heaven :-)
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I am hopeing to find a Mentor, Someone who can help Me explore the other side of me..... I have met some of the most wonderful Doms and a few i can consider TRUE Masters... I dont know if i would make a good Domme but i am realizing that i would love to explore this side and see if i have what it takes.... I am an astute student and would be most honored to be under anothers tuteledge |
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It really sad that there are such CRUEL people out there that have the audacity to call themselves Doms much less Masters....... i know i am fat but, W/whose place is it to judge ME??????? W/we all have imperfections and its not A/anyones place to judge A/another |
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Its really upsetting that so many on here do NOT even know the meaning of the collar and i feel that by Them offering it after knowing someone such a short time is so disrepectful to the collar and the submissive as well.... To even oblain Ones training collar a meeting must first take place a few times to be sure that is the one They want to train and for a submissive to accept one before even meeting the Dom.... well words evade me... |
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Well here i am thinking about my life and what i want and need, When O/one really sits and ponders this its amazing what T/they discover. Being so far from A/anyone its really hard discovering Who is out there for me. Sometimes i get disheartened and feel like giving up but i know this can never happen... To give up would be to die, for it will kill the biggest part of me. i know my true self and to deny it isnt possible .i have talked to many on here some real and some fakes but i guess thats a chance W/we need to take to be happy in life. And i have also found as Some have scared me off that just because O/our needs and expectations dont mesh doesnt mean O/one is "fake".
i wish E/everyone a Happy Thanksgiving and good luck on T/their quest for that special S/someone
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