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curioussubdon

Masculine, supervisor in construction trade. Have a small farm and raise a large garden and small orchard. Enjoy running a few times a week, not an athlete, just helps keep me healthy and sane.

Raised on a farm in a very rural area with a very conservative mindset most of my life. Raised that vanilla lifestyle was the only way. As i became bisexually curious, found that dominant type of men turned me on. As i think back to growing up on the farm, playing in the woods and remembering how nature always had a kind of order to things from Dominant to submissive. That the Dominants are superior. As these feelings have grown, they just feel right down deep inside to submit to a nature intended dominant.






3/12/2018 5:54:15 AM
After its initial learning stage sent it questioning this desire, kink.  Reading a lot on its own, meeting many, chatting a lot has learned more and more about the lifestyle of BDSM and learning the meaning, not just the definition of the words for the acronym but realization of the meaning of the words, there is a difference.  Recently a Dominant has been spending a lot of time in chat with it, teaching it.  He lives many miles away, does not own it, but teaches it so many things that only makes it hunger deeper to want to fully submit to a superior person.
3/8/2018 1:16:34 PM
A few years back became curious to kink lifestyle. Through some training from a very strict Dominant (mostly online, met real a couple times) it had learned so much. But He was so much a sadist and learning all this at one time was a bit much for it. Questioning itself, but it developed a hunger down inside to want to submit to natural superior.