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curioussubbyy

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i am an extremely submissive girl looking to learn more. I am fascinated by control, rules, humiliation, orgasm control, among others. Humiliation being, name calling, being treated as an inferior or an object or a pet even, or being commanded to do things for your amusement without considering what i want. i love to be told what to do and when to do it, even simply thinking about a man doing so turns me on. i like to be (very lightweight) abused as well, slapping, spanking, hair-pulling, and choking. Other things i enjoy as well are handcuffs, collars, leashes, chains. i have a fantasy of either being led around by my "Master" by my leash as i walk on all fours, or being chained to something(a pole or chair, etc) like a pet. i like to do spontaneously slutty things sometimes, such as go out in a short skirt with no panties or bra on and purposely bend over so a stranger can get a peek at my breasts or ass. but i have a totally vanilla lifestyle outside of all this. i have my 9-5 job, and my family and friends that know nothing about me being into this type of lifestyle, so for the time being i am only seeking online, and maybe eventually some phone conversations but no real-life situations just yet. maybe one day though :)
3/19/2013 12:38:50 AM

so this is totally random compared to my previous entries, but its something that has been going through my mind the past couple of days. totally unrelated to anything sexual, or bdsm related.

 

at the moment i live with a couple, a wife, husband and their child. i rent a room from them and they've been great i thoroughly enjoy living with them, but my best friends brother needs a roommate and he has asked me if i would like to move in with him.

at my current living place i pay 350 flat, utilities included. 

and my bestfriends brothers house id be paying 350 and half of pg&e,

id be closer to my best friend whom i only see about once a month as of now, id be closer to the gym, and most stores, but id be about 10 mins farther away from my job (i currently live 5 mins away). at his house i would have a washer/dryer hookup, pool, rec room, my own bathroom, cable, internet, among other things. 

i currently just have internet, washer/dryer and i share a bathroom with my other roommates.  im having a little trouble deciding which is a better choice. any help, suggestions, or comments would be great to help me out:) thanks <3

3/15/2013 11:08:58 PM

so, i just got home from work, and really that task i gave myself today didnt do much for me. i went on with my work like nothing, and literally felt nothing different. i guess it didnt give me the effect i thought it would.

ooh well. 

im home now and making my dinner. have a good night & weekend everyone:)

3/15/2013 2:25:02 PM

ive sort of given myself this little "task" to do today, i have written vulgar words all over my chest and stomach in red lipstick and will not wash them off until tonight when i get home from work. nobody will ever know i have them written on my body, which will thrill me immensely. this is my first time doing anything like this. but i am so excited!

3/15/2013 1:53:33 PM

so, im thinking about dying my hair blonde again for the summer time. not quite sure if i want to yet. but its a thought.

PrincessK201
 
 Age: 27
  New Jersey