Not even sure what I want these days. Sometimes I think it's abuse and that bdsm is a mean to that end. What I do know, however, is that I am pretty fucked up.
There's no use denying it to myself; I will never be normal. The thoughts and desires inside my head will not allow that. I am tired of pretending. Tired of being someone I'm not. I am weird and will try to let myself embrace that. You have to live with that you're given, not complain about what you were not.
What do I want to achieve with this profile? I guess I'm hoping that someone else will be able to identify with what I write... If not, some good old abuse will do me just fine :)
Picture available at request, trying to keep things as discreet as possible.
