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Male Switch, 46, Orange County, California
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Male Submissive, 32, san diego, California
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About Curiousnewsub34
So, I get that this box is for me to write all the things I'm looking for in a Dom. Well I have recently learned that all I really would like is honesty. I give my honest answers to any and all questions, and although I'd like to be a super model my pictures are recent. With that being said I don't wish to be contacted by Doms that have not updated a picture. I do understand that many people don't post pics here and I get that, what I don't get is why any one would send a pic of themselves from at least 5-10 years ago. Please my pictures are current and I think I should receive a current one as well.
Ok so the photo rant is over. Now onto the good stuff right? Well there is not much to say other than I am new, meaning I have not had any real time experience..I'm hoping that will change. So please don't contact me and expect to have a cyber/phone relationship with me, been there and done that. It was fun for a minute but that's it.
I also do not wish to be micro managed. Another words I don't feel like I need to ask permission to go out with my friends..being unowned and all, I also don't wish to be "owned" by a Dom that has no interest in meeting face to face, also I don't have an interest in a Dom who cannot understand that I have children.
So here are some basics about me: I am a single mom, I am a nurse. I lead a busy life but I know that I need this in my life to be happy. These desires have been around for a long time, but I didn't understand them and had no one to talk to about them, so I buried them and had a few failed relationships because of that. I want to find the Dom I dream about..and maybe he doesn't exist, maybe my dreams are an unrealistic fantasy of a Dom. Who knows..what I do know is that I will search and wait for the one that I am to serve with every ounce of my being. |
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My desires burn more and more every day, my desire to be collared by HIM. It's a burning desire, a need I crave to be a good girl, to learn my limits and my boundaries. To have only one to answer to, one who will take care of me because as HIS sub I will always take care of HIM. I will make mistakes and be punished, I will learn my role and I will know my place for under HIS care is where I belong. I hunger to be collared, to have a Sir to submit to. No disrespect to any who read this but yes I choose to find a Sir but deep down I am still a woman..I have feelings..ill suppress all for the right HIM. I NEED HIM!!! |
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I have learned so much from a great mentor. He taught me, he trained me, I began to fall and then I said goodbye. I took a path to find my Dom, one that I could submit to with every ounce of my being, because after all this is what I desire. I was taught to be careful of fakes and I thought I was getting good at spotting them..but one fell through the cracks and I began a journey with him. One that I thought would mirror what I had with my mentor..disappointment and pain was all I got. There was no joy in my submission and I tried to find joy, I was a good girl and obeyed..but in the end it was not a true DS relationship. As I look back at my experience my faith has been shaken that nothing will compare to what I felt and the joy I got by submitting to my mentor. All I can hope for is forgiveness from him. I hope that if he is still here..he will forgive me for my behavior... |
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