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Lifestyle slave...i've been doing this for almost 30 years. i am very sure of who i am and what i need. but i am also sure that slavery is about service, and an inexperienced Dom or Domme is as welcome as a very seasoned one. i am NOT looking for play partners, i am looking for an owner. thanks. any other questions, please feel very free to ask.

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11/1/2004 3:48:26 PM
there is hope and there is hope on this site. i have been befriended by a Dominant Male whose thoughts, words are articulate, complex and poignet. after all the internet babble and lack of courtesy, a rare treat indeed. i don't understand the ever present whining and grotesque lust that is so rampent on the net. why does that fact that only words can be seen, leave people to behave in completely inappropriate ways, to be rude and crude?
it is my fault for expecting more, but in a lifestyle that embraces ritual and protocal, i am without a clue as to why people treat each other as they wouldn't treat a stranger on the street.
a familiar rant, i know, but i truly do not understand. i was brought into this lifestyle to appreciate the finer things that life has to offer, to embrace my sensativity and sense of self, not to be insulted by creatures who cannot express themselves without making it clear that the disrespect they have for me is only indicative of the disrespect and loathing they have for themselves. how is that they exist in the real world?
everywhere is "i want, i want, i want". where is the common courtesy of what may i offer you? is it possible to just treat one another with mutual respect.
enough, i grow weary, but for the hope of what would seem to be a very special man. i am so greatful that fate found a way to bring me to His attention.

10/30/2004 3:41:56 PM
i find myself obscessing over a meeting last night that went in such completely different directions than what i had expected that i play and replay the words and touches over and over again. i am not one that is given to "lust at first site" and i certainly am not one to throw sex into the mix until i am very sure of where i stand, but...this man is so different. truly a kindred spirit in so many ways. and yet, i stepped quietly aside when another lady decided that she was to be his priority for the night. i understand her attraction to this man, and understand her wanting to stake her claim, but i am undeniably shaken by his touch, not so much physically, although there was a current as strong as i've ever felt, but a connection in thought, in all passions, in his eyes and his laughter.
what am i thinking?! this is not what i was looking for. am i yet again confusing what i want with what i need? most probably, but he doesn't escape my thoughts for more than seconds at a time.

9/29/2004 2:07:22 PM
A very interesting day, that including some enticing e-mail. So many different facets of this lifestyle, but i must consider myself lucky, so far all correspondance has been polite and articulate. And, dare i say, respectful. There is hope.
i wonder though, when i peek into chat rooms or the forums that all discussion seems to be about play and needs. Does no-one care to discuss the finer points of etiquette? of position and ritual? Where are the submissives who want to give more than their bodies and have more than their sexuality fulfilled? Where are the Dominants who want a woman's soul? i know they exist....

9/27/2004 8:11:53 AM
I thought, briefly, that this site might be different, that there might be those here who understand that being a slave does not equal being a slut. Contrary to popular opinion, being called a slut or a whore is NOT a compliment and is NOT a term of endearment for everyone. I fail to understand how this can be enticing. In order to live this lifestyle one must be able to "pass" in the vanilla world. It would stand to reason that what one would want is a lady. Surely, if I am owned, my sexuality would become what my owner desires, but to advertise for a slut implies that behaviour is of no consequence, and I for one, cannot believe that to be the truth.

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rosely4u0011
 
 Age: 20
 MANILA, Philippines