I've met 5 different Dominants from this site since I joined and so far no one seems to get it. I am really hoping that maybe someone will take the time to really read my profile and even what I write in this journal thing and realize that what I'm writing really is what I want. I don't want to be transformed into something I'm not. I want a Dominant that is into the same kind of things I am and isn't some kind of a nut. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong place I really don't know. (PLEASE NO MORE STUPID SUGGESTIONS TO TRY THAT F SOMETHING SITE IT'S WORSE). I just know that so far what men say they are interested in before we meet up in real life is a lot different from what they really want. I'm not going to suck your dick on the first date or fuck you either. I like sex just fine but that's not my reason for being here. If you're looking for a sex thing only more power to you but I am wanting something more than that within reason. So please take the time to read my profile and look at all my likes and dislikes and especially at my hates and hard limits. If you like something in one of those two lists I can promise you I am not the girl for you. I'm honestly only interested in men at LEAST 6 ft tall and OVER 30 years old living in a reasonable driving distance from the Dallas area that are into the kind of things I have listed in my loves and likes list and not interested in anything else and I'm not going to change my mind.

Oh by the way HeadDAU  is the latest COWARD writing to me with foolishness and then being so brave as to block a response.  PURE 100% COWARD.  Be sure to hide under your bed when the big bad mailman comes to your door tomorrow HeadDAU.  He's real scary I know.

Back to square one looking for someone from this site. I've met two Dominants both of which I've had to eliminate because they want much more than I would ever be comfortable giving to anyone. I've learned enough to know I am looking for a part-time Dominant/submissive relationship that is more like a normal relationship than a kinky one. I think it's important I make that really clear up front so that neither of us waste our time.  So if you're looking to control a womans every move, think you have to be called Sir or Master, or want a woman to wear a collar around her neck anywhere except maybe in the bedroom from time to time, I am for sure not the girl for you.

I'm seriously considering meeting a third possible Dominant at Starbucks this week but he is really into the exhibitiionism thing and told me he loved that I gave it a try last time and he would want me to do it again. He said he wants me to dress a certain way for him and that seemed a little extreme to me but he is interesting and we do share a lot of common interests so I'm thinking I just might give it a whirl. Sounds like it could be fun and being in my area with friends working inside if I get freaked out I can always yell or run so what the heck.  I've almost talked myself into giving this a go just writing this so I guess I'm strongly leaning toward making it a reality.

I had another wonderful experience meeting a Dom from here last night. I couldn't help but laugh at a couple of guys on here that tried to stop me from meeting him. I guess some think if you don't want to be with them you shouldn't be with anyone. That's really childish but it didn't stop me. This Dom was a little more aggressive than the first one but I'm comparing that to men that aren't into this type of thing so I really don't know how to rate it. We talked quite a while and what I mean by a little more aggressive is he wanted me to show him my breasts and get a little feel before he left. I checked around really good before I did it but I did it and I did like it. So I guess the first Dom was right while he said I had exhibitionist tendencies more than just idle curiosity about it. I had a great time though but still looking around before I decide who to have my first actual Dom/sub session thing with.

I just made a date to meet another Dom at Starbucks tomorrow evening. I'm going to be very interested to see if our interests are as close as they seem to be and also if he will act close to the way the first Dom I met did.  It's weird but the more you learn about this stuff the weirder it seems to get. 

I had a really good time last night talking to John and learning about him and honestly a lot about this stuff too. I was very impressed that he was a perfect gentlemen as promised and I learned that I fit what he described as a bedroom submissive with a little bit of tendencies toward public exhibitionism. It was nice to hear someone describe it as good as he did. I haven't decided yet if I'm ready to try this stuff or not and I'm not about to get sexual with anyone until I'm a lot more comfortable but I am going to keep talking to John even though he knows I am also keeping all my options open right now and not rushing.

I'm going to be taking my first baby step with this today and meeting my first real Dominant at Starbucks. I'm not going to do anything weird but just knowing this guy is a real Dominant has me really nervous.

Weird site and it's almost silly I have to say this but OK if your profile says your bi-sexual I assume you're bi-sexual. If your profile says you're 5'7 I assume you're 5'7. If you're profile says you're 52 or 29 I assume you're 52 or 29. If your profile says you LIVE FOR something I assume you mean it. If your profile says you're looking for a slave I assume you're looking for a slave. If your profile says you live in Alaska I assume you live in Alaska. Now please don't blame me for all these assumptions. I didn't write your profile. YOU DID. So if you tell me it's not right then I have to assume you're lying one way or the other. Either you're lying in your profile or in your mail. Either way it's still a lie. So either way that makes you a liar and someone I can't trust. But don't blame me for that either. I didn't write your profile or your mail. YOU DID.

MisterKingdom

, itakecontrol8x8

, BeastMaster69

, youngslavesneed are COWARDS. Sorry I outted you as assholes but that's life. You aren't worth it but I hope you enjoyed the bitch slap!!

Since I've had a few questions on this entry. The little boys listed are so brave that without once sending me a prior mail or without me even looking at their profiles, they decided to send me nasty and unsolicited mails and then ever so bravely blocked my response.  I think that makes them pretty low life individuals deserving of the label COWARD. Thanks to many for warning me this entry or even my profile might be removed. And don't worry I saved it all to wordpad so I can enter it again and again.   So if my profile vanishes just look for my pictures cause I'll create a new one.  It does make me wonder though. If they are so scared of email I can't help but wonder how they act when that really scarey mailman delivers real mail to them. I can't help wondering and giggling if they pee their pants or hide under the bed. LOL