Does it make me a bad girl?
so I took my friend jay home from work last night..we have a bit of drunken history but nothing serious.. anyway, he asked me to stay and play his new xbox game with him. Jay has a nice apartment with a huge flat screen TV, a huge leather couch, a king size bed, & tons of pillows.
We were playing this game & he kept scooting closer & closer..until we were touching from hip to knee. I tried not to think about it, he's always so warm..always smells so good..one second, we were laughing and killing zombies..the next, he was running his left hand over my thigh..i haven't ever slept with Jay, never entertained the thought, even when i was piss drunk..but last night He smelled so good..and the way He was looking at me..like he could pounce any second & ravage me...
I wanted Him to.
He kept running his hand along my thigh, turning slightly to face me..i held my breath..no way..no fucking way. He wasn't interested in me that way...we are friends..friends...but, friends don't caress each other like his other hand was as it smoothed down my hair & around my neck...his grip
tightened, he pulled my neck towards him...leaned down & put his face in the crook of my neck..then He ruined my resolve...he took a deep breath, smelling me..and when he exhaled, it sounded like he was in pain..but the heat from his breath felt like it was burning my skin...
"Micha, I want you.." he whispered into my ear as he pressed his face into my neck..i knew i should fight the fluttering feeling in my gut, should get up & drive home..i wriggled free & started to stand up..then he grabbed my wrist & rose up next to me, grabbing my chin in his big hand, making me look into his blue eyes..his pupils were so dilated, making his eyes look almost alien.."Micha..look at me, I want you..don't run away, I know you've thought about this"...i forgot i was holding my breath & exhaled suddenly, feeling the heat spread between my legs..i didn't want Him to take His hands off me..but i wanted to run & hide from his piercing eyes..he held my chin in his hand "tell Me to stop & I will, I don't want to hurt you Micha"
I think i started crying then..so many feelings were running rampant through my head..he just stared into my eyes "answer Me..do you want me to stop?" I couldn't even talk..no voice existed within my throat...
i shook my head "no"...
His eyes seemed to lose focus then, He pushed me backwards..towards the wall next to the couch..i heard my controller drop to the floor..my heart was racing, pounding in my ears. Jay leaned in again, once my back was pressed against the wall, and he placed a kiss where my shoulder meets my neck & whispered "Micha..don't be afraid, you're gonna love this..now, slide that skirt off & then your panties" i looked down & began tugging my skirt off, feeling the rush of air hit my hot skin..then i realized, i didnt have panties on..i guess he noticed too..he reached between us & palmed my cunt...then He spoke "no panties? Fuck Micha..I had no idea..you're so fucking wet!" his voice got gritty as he uttered the last part & He pressed himself hard against me..i could feel His cock push against my stomach..i think i may have moaned then..because His mouth was on mine, eating at my lips..like a starving man..
His mouth was like a red hot brand on my lips, coaxing them around his, pressing me closer & running His tongue along my lower lip. my head was spinning..i reached for him but his hands were faster, slamming my arms against the wall over my head..causing me to yelp..then he was on me again, my hips were jerking against his..i felt so embarrassed, knowing my slippery heat was smearing against his jeans.."mmm, fuck Micha..you're gonna soak through my pants" then he grabbed me & lifted my legs up over his hips, pressing me against the wall & settling his jean clad erection against my cunt..then he started moving his hips, slowly..driving me mad..
"Micha, fuck..Micha focus" Jays eyes bored into mine & i lost what little will i had left..i begged Him.. "Jay please..fuck me..please" i tightened my grip around his hips & bucked against him..searching for that screaming orgasm..just inches away..He backed away from the wall putting his hands under my ass & started walking towards his room, placing bites along my collarbone the whole way...
The bedroom was dark, except the red light from His alarm clock...
"Micha, you've got one last chance to tell Me to stop" Jay said as he fell on top of me on the bed..my head was saying stop but my body wanted the release..
I moaned & ground my hips up towards His, begging him with my body..my hands were pinned above my head in an instant, i could hear Jays jeans as he unzipped them with his free hand..then he leaned over & grabbed a condom, i heard the package rip open & felt a gush of liquid heat leak out from between my legs..he positioned himself between my legs & i arched my back as i felt him plunge in..my cunt wasn't prepared for His size..I squeezed my eyes shut & tried not to cry out from the stinging pain...
Then He started to move..
"Oh fuck Micha..oh fuck..you're so fucking tight..so hot..fuck" Jay groaned then, accenting each word with a thrust. i gasped & writhed beneath him..feeling Him inside of me was so intense..he was so thick..i felt like I was being stretched each time he thrust in..eventually. the sweet burn started to fade & all that was left was the fluid motion of our hips grinding against each other..i guess i was moaning, Jay kept saying "good girl, take it..fuck you feel so good Micha..you feel so fucking good" -- i didn't want to wait, my hips bucked frantically against his, trying to get closer..get him deeper..i could feel my orgasm creeping in..then He picked up speed, slamming into me with so much force..i could feel myself being scooted across the bed..
Then it crashed into me, I think I started screaming.."oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck" as my cunt clasped around him, clenching & unclenching..the orgasm ripping through me..Jay closed his eyes & plunged in twice more, finally holding himself as deep as he could get & groaning out his release..my inner muscles clamped down on his cock, milking every last drop of cum out as he shuddered against me..
"Fuck Micha..that..was.." he slumped on top of me, still deep within my cunt.."I never knew, Micha..that was amazing"
i smiled & closed my eyes..drifting off to sleep
