I get it, I think I finally connected the dots!
1. Lately I've lost my taste, my love of and for cum
2. A wise, generous and (although I've never met him, nor know what he looks like) dead sexy gentleman (the8abyss) helped me find a little clarity amidst the confusion by gently leading to realize I wasn't even asking the right questions.
3. Question never asked nor given any thought was 'why cum? what is it about cum?
There is satisfaction in cumming to the answer on my own (of course cum is just so much gloppy mess if it isn't His, duh) but a certain ennuie, nevertheless.
Truly, madly, deeply devoted to Him. But *shhhh* it's a secret. |