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I am looking for 'a dom to keep my ass in line' (someone else's phrasing, but it did resonate). I am looking for the stern word, the firm touch and the trust that brings me peace. I have since found what I needed for peace, but am always open to friends, buddies and playmates. I want to be a better sub without always just resorting to the easiest way to satisfy my cravings. It is so easy to get the cock I need but it rarely brings satiety.
11/2/2013 11:45:13 AM
Confirming your own suppositions can break your heart. I always knew that I was different than the others, the chance that it was not as a result of myself and my actions can be mathematically represented as diddly/squat. Spending the evening watching the two of them together, joyous and happy
10/28/2013 4:08:56 AM

I get it, I think I finally connected the dots!

1.  Lately I've lost my taste, my love of and for cum

2.  A wise, generous and (although I've never met him, nor know what he looks like) dead sexy gentleman (the8abyss) helped me find a little clarity amidst the confusion by gently leading to realize I wasn't even asking the right questions.

3.  Question never asked nor given any thought was 'why cum? what is it about cum?

There is satisfaction in cumming to the answer on my own (of course cum is just so much gloppy mess if it isn't His, duh) but a certain ennuie, nevertheless.

Truly, madly, deeply devoted to Him.  But  *shhhh* it's a secret.  

lostlittle1
 
 Age: 18
 Zagreb, Croatia