Oh, life without kink is hard. Pain is a release to me and something I need for mental health. Sadly, there is not ONE person I'd submit to that I know right now...well, maybe one, but I have no idea if he's even interested. He's kinda in a relationship right now. Not serious, but enough to put me off trying until she's out of the picture. He's not my usual type either, but that's never stopped me.  I'm just much too shy and vulnerable to make the first move.

I'm thinking of going to local Munches and play parties. I may not find a Master, but I'm sure there's some Dom/me in a group that would like to whip me or humiliate me. I wouldn't mind that. 

I am not simply here to be beaten. If that's what you're into, fine but don't expect me to be the one to facilitate it. I am a person, not an object and not YOUR object. Don't message me on how a slave/sub is "supposed" to act, that differs with the relationship.