Seeking friends only.
Sure, there's always the hope of talking with an interesting man, someone grounded, sure of himself and of what he wants, and how he wants it. But right now, figuring out life is hard enough that i feel that i cannot give this search all the attention it requires. That's why i changed my settings from actively searching Dominant men to friends only. I feel that it is much more honest. I was setting what i hoped for rather then what i was ready for. Let's be real.
I'm a bottom, submissive girl in life, but not to everyone. I'm recovering from a bad breakdown, had some medical issues that went out with it and i'm still dealing with stress and anxiety and what i want, in a general way.
If we were to meet, you wouldnt expect anything serious from me because i am not ready for that at this point in my life. I was fooling myself that i was ready for any kind of commitment. I want this....but i'm not ready. and yeah, it sucks :) i'm the impatient type.
So yeah, even if i wanted to attract anyone, it would be a waste of time for both of us. I'm always up for having a good time, getting to know new people ( from the forums and sometimes in the chatrooms) and being laid back.
Looking forward to getting better in the future :)
changes are good...changes are scary....time is the only thing that can make anything true show it's face, if you're willing to be honest with yourself.
Patience, understanding and compassion are everything......i'll get there someday.
