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	About Centum Unowned Hello...I think...at first I will write a little about me. I´m 25 years old. I´m smart. I love sport activities. I´m very interested in the BDSM lifestyle I enjoy my life. I love to go out. I´m slim. I love fine dining. I´m funny. :-) I´m bullheaded, sometimes. I´m spontaneous. I´m searching for an owner. I love house music. I´m shy, sometimes. :-) I live my own life. I love to make parties. I´m a perfectionist (not in all ways). I´m single. I´m very open-minded I love it to met new people ... What I´m looking for:... > A misteress > A person who take me how I am > An owner > Somebody, who will catch me > Someone, who will take me on a leash and lead me > Long term... > Maybe the right person... > A woman with style > But also a sweet woman > ... I have fantasies till I was 12 or 13...I loved it be catched in a game and to get in a imaginary cage. But this was just playing and games...later I knowed what this all is and where and what I´m into...I knowed that I wane be a submassive...a slave to someone...now is the time to let this slave out of my heart to see what will happen. But this lifestyle and this slave (who is in my heart) are only parts of me. I have a very interesting lifestyle and a lot of fun.. Most important in life is for me to have so much fun I can have...each day. I´m not just a stupid slave...who searches just someone who will take the daily dessions for me. I can take decions by my self and I´m not someone who can just say YES to everything and everyone. ...You must believe that this one person wont do anything thats bad for you and that this person will take care of you. And then can you lay down ALL what you are - your body, your mind, your sole - to the feet of this person. And then you are OWNED and you can go on the way...to get a good slave for your owner, to make her or him happy and proud of you... I know what I´m... I don´t know what I will found... I know where my place is... ...slaves are born...not made. I think that the total physical, mental and emotional domination is the only way for a slave. A slave should be controled in many aspects of his life maybe in all. He should give up the control and follow every command of his owner without any questions. A special HELLO to all dominant female who want to earn money with humiliate a slave on a web cam...or to do something else with them. I have NO intersests. And I would never give You MY money to do a web cam session with You! My tribute is just my body, my mind and my sole. And also a special HELLO to all the dominant man out there. I´m absolutly NOT interisteted of being dominated by you. I´m straight. I have two messengers ICQ and Yahoo. ;-) And I aslo have a web cam. For more information about me you can also read my journal :-) Thank you for visiting my profile.

Bored, too.

I know now why I have took this decission for a while...why I said "no" to this good looking and lovly dominant woman.

I thought a lot over it...

...but it is maybe to late.

This day is such a frustrating day...I surved a couple houers around the collarme profiles...in the hope to find someone.
But I just wasted my time.

I just hope that I will find soon someone who will take me to her property, make me to her toy (that she can use all time and how she like it), take me on a leash, encage me, lay me? down on the ground, enchaining me, whipe me, take me in chastity, will use my slave cunt, someone who will have the total controle to do every think with her property what she wants and take care of it.

Till now...I was out jog and I made thouths about me and...
I think that I must say. That I?m in my "normal" life are a natural man, with an own meaning, that I can make my own desicions and I?m independently.
But when I have the right onwer...with them everything fits...
...I think...that I can be an obedient slave with out any own contral, with out any right and a slave who can be dominated in all aspects of my life.

Now it is time for a new entry...
...for a couple days. I got a mail from a young lady. Which I visited her profile.

And...I find...that...she is a very interisting and also a good looking lady. She is very dominant and striced (said she to me) and she want a slave not a sub...a slave. To make him to her property. Without any rights, limits, save words and without any oppinion...all this things what a slave makes him to that what he is.? But it is a shame that the distance between us...is so much.
She?s from england.

Here are so many nice people...who you can talk. But in the most case. You can just talk. :-(

Yesterday, I made a ney entry in my journal...and I thought a lot about this decision that I made. And I don?t understand why I made it...and I also didn?t know if it was right or wrong.
And yetsreday I read a profil that helped me to understand that all. After all that month of thinking about it.

Now I know...that this was a big step...to be enslave, give up all the control and be the property of a wonderful dominant woman. I compare it like a wedding. It is also a BIG step in the life...maybe a step for the rest of your life...like that step that I should had to done. And when people wona get marryed...they make a lot of stupid thoughts...about everything...like I did. And it?s good to have a person to speak about all this...who can bring you down to the ground...and who can make your mind clear...that you can think about the improtend things and make the right decision.
But I...haven?t had this person...and I made the "wrong" decision. Because I know that she didn?t want this...that I let all behind me...my family, friends, hobbys,... Because she was, in such a situation...and she know what it means to live without all this stuff. Ans it is not a good and a happy life.

Today...I wona write a litle bit about a decision that I made.

A few month ago I met here a beautifull and very interisting dominant woman. We wrote a lot of mails and some day she said to me that she wona see and met me. So...we met us. And there was a conection between us...we spoked a lot of, she fucked my mind, played with me and so on... and I felt some feelings for her. *gg*
I gave her more and more of me...I layed myself more and more down to her feed...beause I want to be a god slave...her total slave. One weekend...the day is come. Without any return...I know that she would own me in this night totaly. And I would be her slave...without any rigths, without any selfcontrol, without a way out...and yes...it was and it IS this what I want.
But I was scared about my self...that the day will come...who I say: I wane be your TOTAL slave (tpe) not just 24/7...I wane life my live as your slave...next to your feet...and i wane let all behind me (family, friends,...).
And I didn?t went to her...to get enslave and to be her slave.

Was it wrong???

This "searching" is weird...sometimes.
Sometimes i?m asking me: Why i?m here... In the last days. I made a lot of thoughts. About all thise.
I know that inside of me (in my heard)...there is this SLAVE. Who will "obey", will "serve", will be "humiliate", will be "enchain", will be "controled" in all aspects and so much more...
But will I find this women how will "enslave" this SLAVE and will this woman do all the other stuff...go out, do sport, and so on.
Or should I surch a normal pearson...and try to get complete happy with her?

Love is such a beautifull...and such a sad... thing.

Hello.

Today...I will do a new entry.
Today I feel my like a "ausgespucktes Kaugummie" how I would say in german. I don?t know an english word for it...but I doesn?t feel me good.
I felt in love to a...realy nice woman...but I don?t know if she feel also this for me. And before somebody would say something...yes, will say it her.
I don?t know how i should say it...but i feel me empty and lonely. And I?m now at a point. Where I don?t know what I wan?t...and...there are.. some many things more...

This friday sucks.

I can?t go out, a dominiant women wrote me that she would have my money for some web cam sessions, at this moment i could be 100% onwed - collared and in chastity - (but maybe not 100% happily)...and now I?m sitting here at my Lap Top and search.
Was it wrong to make this decesion...to say no...to be not owned without any rights...hmmm im not sure.
Sometimes I thing it was a good decison and sometimes it was the wrong decison.

Today I read a lot of profiles and the blogs...and out there are so many searching subs/slaves/switchs/doms.
How many time will it need to find the right one.

The right one for me...my owner. Who will take the complete control. Who will lead me and say me what I have to do.
This feeling...to find an owner. Is so powerfull. I had never expect that.

Today, I read a very funny entry in a journal. I don?t know what some submasives/slaves though when they write a dome person. What she can do and what she can?t do with them. Sorry but who make the rules...you or You? ;-)

Sometimes, I think I live on the wrong planet. :-)

At the last days...I thought a lot. And I think that I had lay down this thought that I can be an other person...as that person that I be in my heart.

In the past...I had often tried to be an other person. To lost this thought in my head...what I wane be or better what I am. But it never worked.

So now...I am what I am...

Now I feel this feeling again. This feeling that I must have an owner to be completely happy...

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