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slut bitch has finished its blow job practise session to train its bitch lips to take in large cock and fluff it getting it ready for Mistress's pleasure. it has also seen the term "power fuck" today, it can only assume that is what happens with real cock that this pathetic bitch would not know about.
it is also sad today as it will unfortunately need to take a break from serving Goddess Cara for a bit to sort out some issues that it needs to resolve. it has enjoyed serving her for over two months now and has found being owned as the de gendered chatel very fulfilling and satisfying and will miss her guidance but hopes to be back serving her soon |
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This whore slut continues to edge its caged cocklette for Mistress's pleasure by playing with its whore nipples that are now rather swollen like a true slut's nipples. They are sensitive to the touch and it is sure can make it release its useless sissy goo by just having them played with making it aware just how pathetic and useless its shrunken cocklette is. it is also excerising its whore lips on its rather large blue plug making sure it is ready when Mistress instructs it to give her boyfrd and lover a blowjob and get his cock hard for her. it is still strucggling getting all 8 inches in especially as the plug gets rather thick in the middle but it is slowly making improvements in its skills so as to ensure that Mistress is not disappointed with it. |
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Whore bitch has spent another day wrapping its slutty lips around the blue plug training its bitch lips to take in the plug deep into its mouth imaging that it is fluffing Mistress's lover before he ploughs it into Mistress's hot and tight pussy pounding her until they both cum hard as it waits and watches at the end of their bed.
it silent hopes that Mistress is happy with its service and that perhaps she will then allow it to lick her pussy juices off along with her lovers cum knowing that that is all it deserves and is good for as its pathetic cocklette remains forever caged in perpetual frustration. |
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it is the end of another month which also marks over two months of its having become Mistress Cara's owned chatel and being rendered under her guidance nameless and genderless as she has rightly shown it that that is what it deserves.
it pathetic cocklette is caged unreleased and barely hard and now Mistress has acknowledged that it needs to find a new way to make itself useful to her and as such, has instructed it to start training its bitch lips to wrap them around a cock and learn to give blow jobs. it has started its training today with an 8 inch plug that it has that is rather fat in the middle which makes it harder to take in let alone the size.
In additon this whore slut has also been continuing to stimulate its titties and nipples and take its useless cocklette to the edge before stopping leaving it in tears of frustration as Mistress likes. Edging itself leaves its teenie clitty weeping out sissy goo but only in drips making a mess with goo dripping in huge lines much like a spider's web. |
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Slut whore has completed Mistress Cara's instructions of taking its useless caged cocklette to the brink, edging itself to pure hell before stopping and leaving its pathetic cocklette wet sticky and drippy by exciting itself by playing with its titties. All the leaked sauce has been cleaned and licked of by this pathetic slut as it trains itself to take in a real man's cum knowing that its sissy sauce is nowhere close and moreover the smal drips which constantly leak out of its clit is not enough training as it is not even the real thing given that it has only been allowed one painful realease in the last two months which was inadvertent and which happened when Mistress made it fuck its whore hole for her amusement on cam. She now wishes it to sent her picutures of its caged property to ensure that the locks are entact which it will do so this evening so that she can see that her genderless bitch's useless shrivelled cocklette is indeed safely caged away in its plastic sleeve as it deserves to be given that it has no practical use |
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Slut whore has finished it last session of edgfing its defunct clitty to the brink yet again after having gotten up rather late this morning. it is still reeling from the frustration of not being able to release its sissy sauce but has found a healthy dollop of dribbling from its useless clitty which it has licked off. it also finds its swollen nipples rather pleasurable to touch and feels making it more sluttish and on edge as it is kept denied and often thinks of begging to have Mistress take it out of its angst by removing its pussy balls so it knows it can never turn back. |
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This de gendered whore slut has finished edging its teenie cocklette both this morning as well as last night before going to bed, doing so on its knees, playing with its swollen nipples to get its pathetic, no longer getting hard cocklette, which has been kept caged in its cb3000 except ofr a brief recent gap. its cocklette despite not being capable of staying hard still is easily excited and gets all wet drippy and sticky in its cage rather quickly from all the nipple stimulation that it gives itself. The stickiness and leakage from its teenie cocklette is quickly licked off by it as best it can from inside and around the cage as Mistress requires it to leaving it forever frustrated and quivering from denial but also being made to understand its denial and position well namely that of beign there to please and amuse and not recieve |
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it is pleased to say it has been continuing to follow it Goddess Cara's instructions for this pathetic sissy bitch, actually pleased is the wrong word, rather it has been edging itself morning and evening as per Goddess's instructions and has been kept frustrated to tears and a sub human whimpering state of denial but it knows that cumming is for real people and not de gendered slaves, it must remain content with its pathetic cocklette's constant dripping and actually hope that it leaks enough keeping it constantly frustrated but more importantly that it leaks enough so that it does not inadvertly go over the edge by mistake when exciting its clitty by playing with its whore nipples which now have been trained such that they are so tender that too much excitement can make this slut go over the edge it is sure rather easily. And watching Mistress's hot sexy pics especially of her hot pussy filled with her lovers cum do not help either making this bitch even more frustrated and excited with nothing to do about it other than knowing it pleases its owner and Mistress and yes that makes it happy as indeed it is lucky to be owned by her and to be molded to her pleasures. |
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it is back to writing its journal and updating Mistress of its following her instructions.
This slut was gone for a week and despite not being able to update its journal followed Mistress Cara's instructions that she had given it while it was away.
After it had been lucky to session with her before leaving and having had its sissy slime spew from its limp caged cocklette from all the stimulation that Mistress had it perform on itself for her amusement, which made it leak and spew without being allowed to, it has since not spewed again rather continued to edge its useless clitty time and time again twice a day by stimuating and playing with its nipples. its nipples now also seem to be thicker / more swollen and definately more sensitive to touch that they almost feel like little bullets or mini cocklettes as it feels that it will and can dribble its slime just by playing with them as against humiliating even touching its now caged again cocklette. Any additional stimuation it seems will only quicken this slut whore's release which it knows it must not do nor is allowed to. it knows Mistress's requires it to remain unfulfilled always on edge whimpering in agony and frustration and it knows that if it does not obey than as Mistress threatens she will remove its useless clitty leaving its pussy balls hanging on it to teach it true obedience especially since it cannot do it on its own. Edging itself it is slowly building up endurance but each day also adds to its pussy balls getting heavier and heavier keeping its clitty ever leaking and drippy which it is happy for else it fears without it weeping and leaking and dripping its slime bit by bit as it does it may actually go over and get itself into trouble. Especially when it sees Goddess's new hot images which it has sent it and this slut does find them incredibly hot and sexy and each time its sees them it is thanful for being owned by Mistress |
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This de gendered bitch's slut hole is still tender and sore from the big plug used on it yesterday but its nipples are tingling and hard from the excitment of its session yesterday with Mistress. its teenie shrunken cocklette remains limp in its caged belt where it belongs but is wet and excited as it relives its session and inspection by Goddess Cara. it is as Mistress said has become truly usless and irrelevant with no real functionality other than for humiliation and amusement of others.
it continues to edge itself which Mistress has instructed it to do as it looks forward to serving Mistress again soon. |
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This whore slut has just finished serving its owner and Mistress, Goddess Cara online now and what a mindblowingly fantastic experience that has been for it. Prior to serving her online she had also kindly sent it some smoking pictures of her and how she had spent her weekend including a great pic of Mistress's pleasure with a full creamie pie that her whore slut wished it was there to clean up. So already prior to serving her this slut whore was already over stimulated and excited yet frustrated after having not been allowed release for almost seven weeks.
Mistress certainly put this de gendered slut bitch through its paces. She inspected this sluts caged cocklette on its webcam online to make sure her property was still locked with the right number. She then made it clamp its slut nipples and then peel a piece of ginger so that it was fresh before making it insert that int oits slut hole- instant fire....this whore forgot about the pain in its bitch titties and felt it now in its slut hole pure unadulterated pain agony and fire. If that was not enough pain she then made it attach pegs to its pussy balls making it squirm even more which Mistress enjoyed seeing as she laughed at its pathetic caged cocklette which could barely get hard. Nipple clamps were regualrly adjusted so that the pain quotient was kept up as Mistress kept quizzing it on its abilities or more / rather lack of abilities.
As the fire from the ginger in its slut hole subsided she made it take it out and then instructed it to show it how it had been edging itself while caged and as it played with its whorish nipples exciting its pathetic cocklette which could barely stay hard but got to the edge rather fast as it excited it by playing with its nipples as Mistress was highly amused by this sluts pathetic whorish behavior in getting its useless barely hard cocklette to the edge. it stopped once it got to the edge continuing seven weeks of no release rather painful dripping and dribbling only of its sissy slime.
Mistress then instructed it to put on its sexy slutty non piercing nipple rings on its nipples and then proceed to fill its slut hole with its large fat 8 inch plus plug before putting on its pink thongs and coming back to serve her.
Boy the plug was huge and large and it took this pathetic slut whore a long time to get it in and absorb its fatness into its slut hole but it finally managed to do that with much encouragement from Mistress. Once inserted and with this slut pantied it was ready to serve Mistress again on its knees as always kneeling in front of her.
However in a matter of minutes this pathetic slut found its useless deflated caged cocklette being milked by the large plug in its slut hole making it release it release a large load of seven weeks of pent up sissy slime from its cocklette into its pink thongs wetting them instantly with sissy sauce while not even getting its cocklette hard or enjoying the pleasure of release making Mistress Cara laugh and be highly amused at her pathetic property that could barely contain the excitement of having its slut hole filled.
Embarassed at itself for being milked with no way of stopping it it continued to serve Goddess sitting with its shrivelled and caged cocklette, its thongs soaked and the plug ripping its slut hole in two as Mistress continued to make it serve her as her pathetic bitch begged to release the monster plug from its hole. Mistress finally relented and allowed it to do so but not before making sure it was well and truly ripped as she did not wish to damage her property. it was grateful for that and for the relief of removing it but it is sure that is slut hole will be quite sore from the experience tommorrow serving as a reminder of it having submitted to Goddess.
it continues to have its cocklette caged - never came out of it as it was milked in its cage and continues to feel the frustration despite its pussy balls having gotten lighter and is left with the thought of Mistress considering removing its cocklette as it can no longer even get hard, but then leaving its pussy balls intact so it will always stay on the edge of frustration for Mistress which is how she wishes it to be always. It was a mindblowing session with Mistress who it is truly fortunate to be owned by and controlled by. |
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This de gendered and sexless whore slut was sent some hot and sexy images by Mistress Cara of her weekend which had it drooling in excitement and had its shrivelled cocklette expand in vain in its cage chastity belt weeping and dripping its sissy slime but with no release only dripping and dribbling from its slut clitty. its nipples are perky and hard from the excitement and its mouth dry from seeing Mistress's hot pics as it could only imagine her weekend and only hope of being there serving beneath her as her clean up bitch. Yes it is learning to indeed take joy from Mistress;s pleasures with its useless cocklette not to be satisified and kept humiliating encased in its plastic case for all to see and point and laugh at at its patheticness and lack of functionality as it can now also barely stay hard despite all the visual and real stimulation it gets from exciting its tender and swollen nipples. Mistress has truly got this slave on the path of being molded to her whims and it has been happy to become her chattel and could dream of nothing more. |
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it has been looking forward to today very much as today this whore slut will be allowed to serve Mistress Cara on its webcam to serve and amuse her. its useless caged cocklette is already wet and excited in anticipation of it and its slut nipples are all perky and tingling with excitement. Mistress had also kindly sent it some very hot and sexy pictures of her before she went out on saturday night and it has to say she looked incredibly hot and sexy in her black boots and her sexy black and red print dress that showed her sexy cleavage which would make anyone happy to serve and be with her. And not to mention her smile and sexy beautifully lipsticked lips that would make men drool in desperation. Yes its Mistress is one sexy fully loaded woman and it is happy to serve her |
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This slut whore has been continuing to diligently follow Mistress Cara's instructions of edging its caged cocklette to the brink by stimulating its slut nipples and stopping before any leakage or release happens. Doing this for the last almost two months has left this slut whore now with some very tender and sensitive nipples that remain semi erect and aroused on a more or less constant basis begging to be caressed or clamped hard so that it may actually squirt out its sissy sauces from the pain but it knows that that will not be allowed as Mistress wishes to keep it continually dripping its sissy sauces bit by bit keeping it forever on the edge knowing that is is owned by her and exists for her pleasures and amusements and that its constant dripping of sissy slime reinforces its place and position at the service of Mistress Cara being nothing but de humanized chattel. |
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This slut whores bitch nipples are even more tender and sore today after it had finished edging its caged cocklette by stimulating its nipples getting it very wet and drippy in its chastity cage but with no release for this bitch. it is always on edge humiliated by the patheticness of its now barely hard but constantly excited cocklette which has not released its sissy sauce since late April when it became owned by Mistress Cara. Instead it is being trained to take its pleasures from Mistress's and also from the constant leaking and dripping of its slime from its cocklette. There are days when it just wishes it removed for all the agony and angst its cocklette causes but it knows that that is not what Mistress wants at least not just yet as she enjoys its suffering and humilation of its never to be sexually used again cocklette seeing it writh in frustration especially as it is told of Mistress's pleasures and escapades which it knows it can only hear about and take pleasure from just that and the fact that its Goddess is happy and satiated. |
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This whore sluts useless cocklette is now permanently locked up in its chastity belt as f last night after having previously only having it caged during the day. Mistress Cara was concerned if her sexless slut whore could edge its useless shrivelled cocklette with it being caged all the time and unfortunately it can although its cocklette does not fully fill its cage before it gets close to the edge making it stop exciting its very tender and swollen slut nipples. it leaves the insides of its cage very wet and sticky as it useless slides back and forth in its confined space untouched and useless never to be sexually used but always kept aroused for Goddess's pleasure and amusement and for its humiliation. |
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Mistress Cara has rightly scolded this pathetic slut for viewing and adding other Mistress's to its favorites list when it is owned and grateful to be owned body and soul by Mistress Cara who is indeed the best owner and Mistress any slut slave can hope to have on this site or anywhere else.
it is deeply sorry for looking at other Mistress's when it knows that she cannot be rivalled let alone surpassed in her beauty power and control. it knows it will be and needs to be punished for this by Mistress and this pathetic de gendered sexless slut accepts it willing from its Goddess and owner and again begs and apologizes for its stupidity yet again. You are its owner and controller and no one else and it is lucky to have an owner like you to train this bitch whore truly lucky and fortunate Mistress |
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it has been diligently playing with its slut nipples to get its cocklette all wet and excited and to the edge for Goddess which it does now with its cocklette getting excited but only semi hard at best showing what a useless appendage it truly is existing only to keep this pathetic bitch on its toes and humiliated while continually dripping and staying wet and sticky all of which this it licks up using its fingers like Mistress has taught it to do. it is now always on edge or it feels like it especially when it is now smelling Mistress's essence or viewing her pics that she has sent her pathetic de sexed slut but it understands that Mistress is pleased by its constant state of denial and the perpetual dripping of its cocklette which is what is important and as her slave whore it is learning to understand and take its pleasure from Mistress's satisfaction |
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it has a big smile on its face the last couple of days. This whore slut received its pressie in the mail from Goddess. She had kindly sent this de gendered sexless slave whore her cum soaked red thongs for it to get greedy on and savor the essences of her pleasure. it has to say Mistress's essence smell truly gorgeous and only get this whores pathetic shrivelled cocklette only more excited and wet and drippy as a result this bitch slut has spent a lot of time licking and cleanig up much sissy slime as Mistress has instructed it to but its present is well worth its frustration and it has had a large smile on its face after having recieved it |
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it has been fantasizing a lot about serving Mistress and everytime it does so its pathetic shrivelled cocklette gets wet and sticky and starts dripping its useless sisy goo.
it fantasizes about being finally allowed to serve Mistress in person. For this it has been made to prepare itself by having itself corsetted tightly so much so that it can barely breath but at least it makes this bitch slut more presentable and gets its slut titties bigger than they actually are, creating some cleavage for it. it then attaches clamps to its slut titties so that Mistress can easily let it with them and get its full attention and then awaits Mistress.
it imagines that Mistress who has brought in a new female slut into her harem makes it worship and attend to her instead as it is not yet worthy of servign Mistress as a true de gendered cuckolded bitch whore that she is training it to become. it must instead hone its skills on Mistress's new female slut who Mistress has categorically told it ranks way above in rank to it as she is a female slave and all females irrespective of slaves or not are superior to genderless cockless chattel like it.
Mistress attached a dildo harness to its head and then positioned it right in front of her slaves pussy and told it that it needed to loosen her slut up for her boyswho were going to come and use her slut's pussy and ass soon. She wanted to make sure that it got her slut excited and ready for them both loosening her slut's pussy and ass and put it to work starting with her slut's pussy. it banged away ramming the dildo all the way to its hilt into Mistress's slut pussy until her pussy lips started getting very swollen and wet with her slut moaning softly as well. Mistress then had it remove the dildo from sluts pussy added more lube to the already pussy juice lubed dildo and then guided it into sluts ass which was a bit harder but very soon opened up and had it pushing the dildo all the way through to having its nose reach sluts rosebud as it proceeded to loosen up sluts ass for use.
Finally Mistress removed the dildo from her sluts ass proclaiming her ready for the chain gang. Mistress wished for it to get a ring side seat especially since it was going to be responsible for all cleaning up duties of her sluts holes so she positioned it to lie down on the table and had slut crawl on top of it on her hands and knees so that it's face was just beneath sluts pussy and ass and it could further see sluts pendulous breasts hanging just above its shrivelled cocklette. Mistress then attached a longer chain from its nipples chains to sluts collar and pulled it taut telling it that it could feel the pain as slut got the pleasure esp if she moved her head or body to much. There was instant fire in its titties but it slowly adjusted.
it then watched as slut was taken a total of six times thrice each in her pussy and ass as she moaned in pleasure, moving her back and forth causing it immense pain in its nipples but also excitement to its pathetic shrivelled cocklette which was already dripping profusely from watching all the big cocks that slut was taking in her pussy and ass that were pounding her hard. Each time one came and pulled out it felt some creamie pie leak on the pull out over its face and mouth which it tongued and licked in.
Finally after six hard deep pounding slut was spent and Mistress made her collapse her pussy and ass on its face which instantly made both holes leak produsely and almost simulatenously although slut held her ass creamie pie a bit longer as Mistress told her to. it worked double over time to tongue away at slut's gooey messy pie with some encouragement from Mistress as she kept its slut nipples under pain. After it managed controlling most of sluts pussy creamie pie, Mistress made slut lift her ass and position her over its mouth and then made her squirt out her ass pie into its mouth humiliating it but also getting its pathetic cocklette very wet and excited. After she squirted out most of it, it then tongued sluts ass deep as deep as possible to clean up the rest as Mistress laughed and said that it was finally on its way to having a stable of true cum recepticles and she smiled and told it maybe next time I will use you slut that would be a real treat.
Thinking of serving Mistress made it even more excited and got its pathetic cocklette dripping even more as it looked forward to its next session with Mistress. |
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This degendered whore slut has been diligently following Mistress Cara?s instructions for it, keeping its teenie cocklette caged during the day while also using the toilet sitting down at all times to further impress upon it its de gendered status and also keeping its slut nipples all swollen and tender by stimulating them twice a day to excite its semi defunct and uselessly shrunken cocklette to excitement without allowing it to release its sissy goo instead making it drip out bit by bit during the day as it gets hopelessly excited by different images of servitude and visualizations of Mistress. it has the sensation now that its swollen and tender slut nipples are more stimulated then its clitty although its clitty still responds by leaking its goo away. Sometimes it almost wishes that Mistress allows it to either clamp them so hard that this whore edges over from the pain and drains its sissy slime or otherwise Mistress actually de balls it so that it stops being distracted by its cocklette and constant frustration from release but perhaps that would be too easy and Mistress would rather have its cocklette drip itself hopelessly to oblivion instead doing it the harder way. |
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it has been following Goddess's instructions and keeping its now usless and shrivelled cocklette excited twice a day, morning and evening by stimulating its nipples and getting its clitty all excited but only limp at best yet very wet and sticky from all the stimulating of its nipples leaving it then to leak and drip its sissy slime bit by bit getting it frustrated to tears as all Mistress's slave whores should be knowing that they exist only for her pleasures and that it pleases her to see them so as in anycase sex or relief is not mean for chattel only real people.
it is also eagerly looking forward to receiveing Mistress's present for it in the mail which should be here anytime now and which Mistress has kindly allowed it to receive |
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it has been following Goddess's instructions and continuing to frustrate its pathetic shrunken appendage to the edge and itself to tears by exciting its bitch titties and swollen nipples which are very tender and sensitive now. its cocklette is very drippy but has not released its slime and it is at the point where any small glimpse now of its Goddess could excite it and take it over the edge without even touching itself which it did not think was possible but beleives it now is much as Mistress has been training it to do- get excited by her pleasure without any of its own. it is thankful for Mistress's continued guidance |
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Yes pathetic whore slut is a happy bitch after having heard from Mistress who had been away for a few days and had told her slut but it had stupidly not registered that fact. Having Mistress back is like the sun being back in its existence which it is happy for and looks forward to as it rotates around her presence like it always should crawling on its hands and knees beneath her ass keeping up with her always trying to remain close :=)
It continues to train itself as it has been instructed by Mistress and sees its shriveled and shrunken cocklette which it no longer touches as always wet and sticky and dripping at the slightest excitement but never fully leaking or spewing at least since it has been owned by Goddess which is coming on 6 weeks now. This whore sluts nipples are also swollen and tender, sensitive to the slightest touch getting itself easily excited but knowing that excitement is not for chattel rather real people. it is understanding the meaning of taking pleasure from Goddess?s pleasure and more and more feels that as it imagines the pleasures she has and that she describes to it, despite itself being frustrated to the edge of despair but it knows that its lot that has been chosen for it is to be and remain Mistress?s genderless and de sexed slave. |
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Journal for June 4, 2009
it has not hear from Mistress Cara for a few days now and hopes that she is well and more importantly that it has not upset her in anyway. It is like it is night now all the time for it without guidance or instruction from Mistress and it hopes that it comes out of the tunnel soon.
In the meantime, it continues to follow Goddess Cara?s instructions keeping its cocklette caged during the day while also exciting its cocklette that gets indeed very excited but no longer hard, taking it to the edge by stimulating its nipples and getting it very wet and sticky as pleases Mistress, without allowing it to spew rather, to drip its sissy slime bit by bit like the slut whore that it has become. it is thankful to Mistress for her guidance and to show it where it belongs under her crawling behind her like a pathetic slug
[note from Mistress: I told this slave where I was going, away fro a few days, it did not care to listen and is being duly punished...also if it had cared to read My other slave's journal and show a bit of fucking interest, it would have become even more apparent where I was!! idiot] |
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Journal for June 3, 2009
This slut has been quietly following Mistress?s instructions of exciting its uselessly limp cocklette twice a day by stimulating its slut nipples and bringing it to the edge of dribbling but not allowing its cocklette to release its sissy sauce. it is now getting used to arriving at this point that leaves it constantly on edge and frustrated and dripping as it pumps its pathetic cocklette in vain in the air, sticking its whore tits out that beg to be caressed and clamped so that it spews its slime from all the stimulation like the pathetic sexless whore that it has become but it knows that its cocklette will never be inserted pleasurably anywhere rather it will learn to remain constantly on edge and locked away in its chastity belt for Mistress?s pleasure and amusement, dripping away to release its built up sissy slime from its pussy balls that always keep it on edge as Mistress requires it to be.
it continues to worship Mistress on its knees morning and evening and to lock its cocklette up its chastity cage as Mistres requires during the day. it is also looking forward to receiving Mistress?s present in the mail soon :=) the mere thought of which gets this sluts cocklette excited again
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Journal for June 2, 2009
It has now been over one month since this de sexed slut slave has been owned by Mistress Cara and it seems like that has gone so quickly. Over this time it has fast got conditioned to existing solely for Mistress?s pleasures and amusement and has lost complete control over its sex and sexuality becoming truly no more than a piece of property of and for her. it has not released its sissy sauce over the last almost 5 weeks now although its useless and now barely hard appendage continues to leak and drip which is enough for Mistress to have this slut whore have as relief. it also is not allowed to touch its useless cocklette at all and keeps it caged during the day in a chastity belt in addition, it is like the de gendered slut it has become now useless the toilet sitting down at all times while also stimulating its nipples to excite its cocklette to the edge as Mistress continues to be amused by its frustrations as she tells it of her various sexual escapades and pleasures.
it is grateful to be owned and hopes that its pathetic cocklette stops its constant dripping and being sticky so much so that it sometimes feel it requires to wear a panty liner to catch all its constantly leaking sissy goo which it is sure will unfortunately keep the patny liner moist to say the least and more so when it is visualizing Mistress. This whore is truly and well ensconced as Mistress?s de gender whore bitch and is happy in that memory serving beneath her in endless frustration craving and begging for her attentions. |
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It has just finished worshipping Goddess Cara this morning and also twice yesterday, as always on its knees playing with its whore nipples which are now regularly semi erect and tingling being and also remaining very tender and sensitive like a true slut?s who is there to please but receive no pleasure of its own. It useless clitty which seems to be constantly shrinking to a stump but is constantly wet and sticky from all the stimulation to this whores nipples that it is always cleaning the leakage with its fingers feeding it to itself like the cum slut that it is. It is finally getting used to the humiliation of ingesting all its sissy slime which is becoming more normal given the regular dripping from its useless clitty especially when it is thinking of Mistress.
Mistress has also promised to sent it a present in the mail which this whore it eagerly looking forward to and drooling at the prospect of receiving both from its mouth and also from its useless clitty stick which will it is sure be hyper excited yet limp and useless. It hopes it will be able to restraint itself from edging over for it fears the consequences. it is also looking forward to next week when this useless genderless and pathetic slut will be able to better serve Mistress with fewer restrictions |
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it is looking forward to the weekend and to getting some R&R. Mistress has kindly agreed to send it a special present in the mail to drive it further to the edge of frustration and eventually beg for her to neuter it from all the tears and frustration. it only hopes it would have been there serving underneath her before she sent it her prezzie.
She has also been sending it vivid images of what she wanted to do with a pair of big titted women with glistening pussy lips that should would make it watch which made this pathetic genderless slut whores cocklette drip its slime even more. Mistress knows how to keep it on edge at all times to the edge of frustration and despair.
it has continued milking its slut nipples stmulating them to get its semi hard (more and more so) cocklette excited and of course very wet and sticky which it cleans up with its fingers feeding the slime to itself as Mistress has taught it to and is thankful to her for making it to so so it is not wasted. its cocklette which was small is not shrivelled to nothingness and it realizes it is now like a true whore only useful for its slut hole and tongue and hopes to prove that those are better than this cunt's pathetic cocklette if and as required |
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it has been a quiet day for Mistress?s slut whore. it has spent much of it thinking of Mistress and of how lucky and fortunate it is to be serving Mistress Cara and to be owned by her and molded by her.
Already it has understood its purpose and role which it reinforces by following Mistress?s instructions daily, kneeling and exciting its pathetic cocklette by playing with its nipples, taking it to the edge of pleasure but not over knowing that it is not permitted to do so rather it must stop after getting its cocklette close leaving it leaky and drippy allowing it to continually release its sisy goo bit by bit allowing it to drip away leaving it constantly on edge until its cocklette completely shrivels up and shrinks away to oblivion which it already has started doing barely able to remain firm most times. It further now keeps its cocklette caged during the day not touching it even when uncaged and uses the toilet always sitting like the pathetic whore slut slave that it is and enjoys being for its Mistress and owner. it gladlyaccepts its training and is glad to be serving Mistress Cara who is, after almost one month of its servitude to her constantly in its mind and head controlling every part of it as it imagines the pleasures she has and that she tells it about leaving it always on edge at the point of being frustrated to tears but then that is what pleases her and that is what it is being trained to do like the owned bitch that it is happy to be for her.
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it had been instructed yesterday to start looking to train its slut hole and find a plug to get its slut hole ready to accept Mistress?s large strap on into it as she rides her cunt whore for her pleasure. it has started the search and will begin training its slut hole for Goddess also working to learn to take its cocklette to the edge by having its hole filled.
it has had some prior experience with this- having its slut hole filled and drilled and found that this whores cocklette does indeed or had indeed dripped its sissy goo while being drilled but at the same time also remaining uselessly limp and soft and after seeing its slime drained still be left incredibly on edge and frustrated like a true whore. At present all it has been allowed to do is to stimulate itself by playing with its nipples which it has been doing for the last several weeks getting them now to a point of being incredibly tender and sensitive and also by this getting its shriveled cocklette excited and to the edge but without releasing its sissy sauce by spewing, rather as soon as it gets close it stops and then sees its uselss cocklette deflate leaving behind a wet and sticky mess which then cleans up with its tongue. It does this for Mistress twice a day once as soon as it gets up and then the last thing that it does at night so that it is constantly reminded of its owner and Goddess. During the day it feels her presence by having its cocklette caged so it knows who it belongs to and how it should be thankful for for allowing it to be part of her owned harem.
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It is now almost a month since this genderless sexless slut whore has owned by Mistress Cara. it is thankful for her ownership of this slut and is grateful to her. it has also been a very eventful period for it as it has learnt and re learnt what it is to be owned and to be a slave. it has learnt that its true position is to be beneath Mistress at all times and to keep her happy and amused and to focus solely on her pleasures and more and more it is doing that so much so that every time it thinks of Mistress and visualizes her its cocklette gets excited knowing fully that that is the best it can do before collapsing and leaking out slime again as it seems to consistently do as a from of release.
There are days like yesterday when Mistress wrote to it of the need for this whore cunt to start training its slut hole using butt plugs so that it could accommodate her large strapon as she raped it. it enjoyed visualizing that knowing that its pain would be matched by Mistress?s pleasure and that as Mistress plowed back and forth into her bitch?s hole she was pleasured which if this whore was lucky and it did not scream to much as it happened, maybe it would be allowed to lick off Mistress?s cum of her hot and excited pussy. This pathetic whore slave got very excited thinking about that already feels its shriveled cocklette swelling in its chastity cage that it is locked in getting very wet and sticky but knowing that that is the best it can hope for. its nipples are sensitive and beg to be played with like the whore that it is being frustrated to the edge as it thinks of this imaging that it has been been bent over with its nipples clamped and weighted so that it feels ever bit of Mistress plowing into its slut hole all over its body, making its clitty drip more in useless frustration. Sometime its is better to be truly physically neutered and de balled to avoid the frustration but it knows that the pleasure Mistress gets from seeing it constantly on the edge is more than the pleasure at present that Mistress has from having it de balled. It is glad it does not have to take its cocklette to the edge now as it would be a challenge. It did do so though as it always does morning and night using its titties and slut nipples to get its cocklette to the edge without going over and then cleaning up all the dripplettes of sissy goo with its fingers like a got whore slut always on the edge and kept that way by Goddess so as to stay focused knowing that sexual gratification is not something it will ever see, let alone pleasurably.
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This de gendered sexless slut slave now has its cocklette caged during the day as per Goddess?s instructions to it. Further it has been instructed to always use the bathroom now sitting down to further ingrain its de gendered status and also to ingrain that it ineptitude and worthlessness Mistress has decided that it will no longer be milked to the past the edge rather only to the edge and not beyond leaving this slut whore?s cocklette always wet sticky and messy frequently dripping its clear sissy slime but never being allowed to push over the edge. This is enough milking for it and should not distract it from its focus and attention to her.
Mistress further went on to describe to it her weekend and the fun she had that further pushed this pathetic cum cow into deep frustration. Already it has understood that its cocklette will never have any sexual purpose and even that has now started responding but struggling to get fully hard- it is not sure what that is anymore, but it does manage to get excited enough to drip out its pathetic juices bit by bit. it has also been continuing to stimulate its cocklette by playing with its nipples both as the last thing that it does at night as well as the first thing that it does in the morning in honour of Mistress and also as per Her instructions. It keeps playing with its nipples, teasing and flicking them till its useless clitty gets as close to the edge without going over and then it stops always cleaning up the slime after it with its tongue. After this mornings session of stimulation this slut whore caged its cocklette into its chastity belt where it remains at the moment almost hidden away in it but knowing that that is the right place for it as in anycase it is not permitted to touch its cocklette any longer given that it is not its property. it hopes that one day it will be able to come and serve Mistress Cara in real time as well, but it knows it has much reshaping and training to persevere before that happens. |
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This whore cunt was unable to get online yesterday and has had to post a journal of its report of carrying out Mistress Cara?s instructions for it today unfortunately. it misses not being able to get online as it would have loved to drool over Goddess?s hot new site that she has created. It had seen a brief glimpse of it on Saturday and found it very hot and a true shrine to Mistress giving everyone a small peek into what a sexy and powerful Mistress Goddess truly is.
it has also received new orders from Mistress yesterday for it to follow, namely having its useless cocklette now caged while it is outside of home during the day until Mistress can eventually keep its appendage permanently caged and lose the key. it has also been instructed to no longer use the toilet as men do standing rather as the whore slave that it is sitting to go to the toilet all the time keeping it humiliated and aware of its place and making it aware of how lucky it is to even be allowed to use the toilet.
Mistress has been instructing it to keep its useless appendage which can never be considered as a sexually useful organ for any functional purpose stimulated without it ever touching it but rather by having it get excited and hard as it can (sadly it seems to be hard to get it harder than semi hard or limp) and getting it to the edge of spewing its sissy sauce but then stopping it from dribbling its sissy slime. It has been trained to do this by stimulating its nipples which are now rather sensitive and stay semi hard most of the time as well. it also has been very careful in not pushing itself over the edge without Mistress?s permission although of late it has been fantasizing a lot about Mistress and perhaps serving her real time and that gets its useless appendage very hard and wet and sticky which it has been trained to lick up and keep dry and it has. it has also been told by Mistress since it can be milked now by stimulating its slut nipples there really is no need for it to have real relief ever as slaves do not require that rather all the leakage from its useless appendage can viewed as milking draining of it useless slime and lightening its pussy balls so that should suffice for relief. As her owned chattel and only considered property it accepts its owner and Goddess?s dictact and is happy with it. Perhaps she will indeed one day get this whore slut neutered and find a better use for its useless pussy balls so that they do not always require the desire to be drained and distract it from its servitude to Goddess.
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It has just finished looking at Mistress?s new site which is finds gorgeous and a true shrine to Mistress Cara. Her slave 68 is lucky to have been able to work and create it for her- again this stupid cow sees how useless its computer and technology skills again are!!.
It has been following Mistress Cara?s careful instructions playing with its bitch titties and very sore and yes now it thinks swollen slut nipples exciting its teenie nublette which has now accept the fact that it will never be used or rather never can be used as a real sexual appendage rather it is there to embarrass it and to have Mistress have it display it to show everyone why it can only be considered as slave and a cum receptacle and no more. It?s cocklette leaks pathetically in vain dripping out sissy goo but has not and knows will not enjoy the pleasure of joyful release like a real person.
Rather it dreams of seeing Mistress towering over this whore slave?s mouth and dripping her love juices into its mouth and getting its cocklette all excited and releasing its goo from her pleasures as a slut should.
In playing with its nipples and exciting itself, getting its useless appendage semi hard ? sometimes harder but still teenie it has continually managed to bring itself to the edge but thus far despite sometimes wanting to cross the line has not done so. it stops just before leaving a wet gooey messy from its cocklette which it cleans up. Mistress has questioned whether it is losing its sex drive and the answer is possibly but then it knows that sex will never happen for it so getting its cocklette hard is not the issue its leaking though makes it realize it is constantly on the edge especially when it things of Goddess and of serving her. And then of course there is the constant image of her towering over it dripping her love juices into this slut whore?s mouth which gives its nublette a rise and almost release so it is indeed always on edge despite no rise but then it has learnt sexless de gendered slave whore ?s should be always that way :=). | |
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This pathetic whore slut has managed to create all sorts of issues for itself over the last 48 hours and is now strongly considering and has a better understanding the value of being more technology savvy as the results of all the ?fun? experiences it has gone through.
This is its new profile which was kindly suggested by its owner and Mistress, Mistress Cara who it has been owned by for almost a month now- how time flies when it is being trained :=).
This slut got its useless slut cocklette very wet yesterday as it was in the process of putting together its new profile and as it imagined being under Mistress Cara looking up and gazing at her viewing her and knowing that as her de gendered sexless slut whore that is where it could hope to be at best and no more as rising above her gorgeous ass is something that is not for a slave only gazing up from below neck and head arched up. Yes it understands why Mistress still allows and makes it to keep its pathetic sissy cocklette an pussy balls shriveled and useless as its cocklette is but imaging and visualizing this gets it excited and then it knows that Mistress has the appendage left on it to make it realize how pathetic it is and how frustrated it will be kept for now and for ever as its needs are not of concern to her rather its helplessness and patheticness especially that of its teenie useless nublette amuse her as she makes it humiliate itself by making it display itself and show everyone how useless it is and why it can only ever be a slave. its shriveled cocklette can only barely get hard but always is wet and sticky as its sissy goo leaks away all its useless slime.
it has also been following Mistress?s instructions of attempting to get its cocklette hard without ever touching it but rather playing with its nipples which are now quite sore and sensitive flicking them, clamping them and exciting itself getting teenie clitty semi hard and to the edge but without the joy of going over. it seems like the time required to get this whore cow?s cocklette to the edge is getting indeed shorter and shorter especially as it thinks of its servitude to Mistress making it extra careful not to go over the edge by mistake which it has not done so so far fortunately. it completed its task both last night and this morning as Mistress Cara had instructed it and has also licked up all the sissy juices that have leaked out of its sissy clitty as well using its fingers to feed itself. Thank you for your guidance Mistress.
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5/19/2009 5:06:05 PM:
Yesterday Mistress Cara extended her kindness to her pathetic slave 66 by sending it more images of its owner. In lieu she had ensured that the day before it would not be allowed to dribble any of its sissy goo by going over the edge- something which she had permitted it to do earlier in the day ensuring that it also after release licked the goo off with its tongue back into itself where it belongs. Rather, as she had extended her kindness that right to fly over the edge, was taken back and it was to continue to edge its shriveled cocklette in her honor without release until she deems it is allowed to do so. It has now been edging with no release since almost over three weeks now and understands it place well and truly. Yesterday Mistress had it further extended its servitude by having its cocklette now not only locked at night but also go to work with its sissy nublette encaged.
it is now sitting at work as it writes this journal for Mistress. its cocklette has been encaged for Mistress since 9pm last night and it sadly does feel like it is in the right place locked away as it will in anycase not have any real practical use other than than distracting it which is not practical rather disruptive and earning Mistress?s displeasure. it has also excited its pathetic cocklette by playing with its tender and now seemingly constantly semi hard nipples getting this whore bitch?s cocklette in its semi hard state (although it did manage to fill its cage in excitement last night but not this morning) and close to the edge before it stopped licking off all the leakage of its sissy juices from its cage savoring the rather pathetic and unpleasant taste.
it woke up also last night with pain in its pussy balls (what purpose other than pain to the serve on this slut slave?) as it was dreaming of the images that Mistress had kindly sent it, imaging that it had finally been given permission to come and serve its Goddess in real time as she towered over it and instructed it like the whore slave that it is. It imagined crawling behind Mistress with its nose as close to her sexy ass as possible before being made to prepare her for her lover at which point this bitch whore was woken up with much pain in its pussy balls but it was well worth the image Mistress.
Your slave
66 _______________________________
5/18/2009 4:52:24 PM:
The weekend is over. it was a hot and humid one here in Singapore and this slut did not enjoy it very much as the humidity is killing. It also has been coming down with the flu which it had thought it was done with before being hit with a severe migraine yesterday the after effects of which still linger bit it hopes to be able to shrug it off. All this thought has not dampened its enthusiasm nor stopped it from its servitude to its owner Mistress Cara.
Mistress has been very kind to its owned bitch slave 66 recently and considered allowing it to go over the edge yesterday before revoking that as this slave paid for its reward by giving up its right to spew and dribble its pathetic sissy juices until Mistress decides and allows it to again. For this pathetic whore bitch the reward has been well worth it as it realizes its position as a slave and that too as a genderless nebulous slave never to have pleasure of its own but to learn to have that by the pleasure of its owner and Goddess. Mistress?s consideration to it makes it feel like it has got closer to that task.
it has also edged its cocklette last night before going to bed and also this morning before leaving for work, kneeling on the floor and playing with its rather tender and sore nipples which now hurt when stimulated but get its pathetic shriveled cocklette excited yet and that too without it often even getting a fully hard small as it still is when fully hard. Rather it seems like its oversized clitty seems to be ready to go over when it is still half soft with all the excitement this slut whore gets from playing with its nipples. The flow of its sissy sauce seems to have abated somewhat both last night and this morning but there was still enough for your whore bitch to clean and lick up using its fingers Mistress. Your slut also finds now that it seems its pink cocklette head seems almost bigger in its semi hard state than the rest of its cocklette length making for its looking even more useless and dismally pathetic. After it had stimulated it to the edge last night which was easier than this morning given the treat Mistress had allowed it earlier in the afternoon, it caged its teenie shriveled nublette away for the night where it rightly belongs and feels less humiliated as its cage makes it seem bigger than its cocklette actually is. Your slut fortunately did not have any swelling problems from its pussy balls and cocklette being caged last night as it slept on its side and stomach, squeezing its cage between its legs as well Mistress, making its cocklette feel fully its plastic prison. it released its cocklette this morning again before going to work and stimulating it Mistress. your slut thanks you again Mistress for your kindness yesterday which it enjoyed.
Your slave
66 _______________________________
5/17/2009 2:20:13 PM:
This owned slave whore has been reclassified by its Mistress, Goddess Cara as number 66 after originally have been given the name slut by Mistress. Mistress has rightly decided that slaves do not deserve names as they are only property that remain sexless and de gendered there for the pleasure and amusement of their owners only remaining unfilled and without any sexual gratification ever as it is not important or of consideration. What pleasure they have is to be gained by having their owners have pleasure and non more. As such slut has been classified as 66 so that Mistress can keep track of her property. This slave is further not to consider itself as human and as such neither male nor female rather de sexed and de gendered referring to this slave only as it as it already does.
it also continues to follow Mistress?s orders and play with Mistress?s slaves shriveled shrunken appendage that is neither a clit nor a can be considered a real man?s cock it is rather a cocklette that reminds it of its pathetic nature and uselessness in any sexual form. Mistress has it kneel every day as the first thing that it does in the morning and the last thing that it does every night and stimulate its cocklette by playing with its nipples arousing and exciting its cocklette from its shriveled small teenie state to the edge of spewing its sissy slime and then stopping without going over the edge so as to keep its useless cocklette which now gets to that state without even getting hard rather semi hard further adding to its humiliation and the reality of its de gendered and sexless state. After it stops the stimulation to its nipples which have become very sore and tender from the attention that they have been receiving, it finds that its floppy semi hard cocklette shrivels back rather quickly to its shriveled shrunken status leaving it clitty head very wet and sticky. it then uses its fingers to wipe off its sissy goo, feeding it into its mouth and ingesting it as Mistress has instructed it to do. This slave has finished worshipping Goddess in this manner this morning and last night and is thankful to its owner for allowing it to play with its nipples and worship her, showing it how close it can get but drawing the line clearly for it that it is not worthy or capable of going over the edge as it is not in a slave whores realm of doing so. _______________________________
5/16/2009 1:24:36 PM:
Hello Goddess. it is feeling much better today finally after having slept in and now managing to rid itself of its headache and achy feeling.
Your slut has been following your orders Mistress of exciting your cuckolded whore bitch?s pathetic shriveled teenie cocklette morning and evening Mistress by caressing flicking and pinching its bitch nipples which now more or less remain permanently semi hard sore and very sensitive Mistress and getting cocklette hard/ semi hard actually Mistress as most of the time now it seems to only get to the point of being semi hard before it gets close to the edge Mistress humiliating it further but not even being able to get fully hard Mistress. it has not released or gone over the edge now for almost three weeks and is getting used to the idea and the fact that it may not ever be allowed to do so at least not in a manner that will give it pleasure, its shriveled clitty keeps leaking out its pathetic sissy slime which it promptly cleans up with its fingers and feeds into its whore mouth to take it back in. it has been doing a lot of that lately Mistress and hopes that it pleases and amuses Mistress.
it is now also become very aware of when it crosses women on the street or outside always lowering its eyes and knowing it will never be able to please them in any sexual manner ever rather only with its tongue which is longer than its shriveled semi hard useless cocklette. Watching with lowered eyes their shapely forms all the way from their feet to shapely legs sexy asses their waists and then the slope of their breasts leaves it feeling small humiliated and truly humbled knowing that it will never be able to serve in any form than underneath them Mistress as you train and mold it. _______________________________
5/15/2009 5:11:23 PM:
it hopes Goddess is well. it understands that she has been busy the last few days and misses here directives and guidance. It is like the sun has been hidden behind the clouds but it knows that the clouds will soon part way and the sun will shine again.
Your whore bitch has continued not to feel so good unfortunately the last couple of days ? including today as its headache and now sore throat/ cold continues. Perhaps it is not from staying up late but more so from the weather change as it has been raining a lot of late and then got hot again. Unfortunately when it rains it cools down and the temperature setting at work for the a/c?s never get adjusted so it is freezing and hence easy to fall sick.
Despite not feeling well Mistress your cum receptacle has been following your instructions Mistress and kneeling down worshipping you on its knees playing with its nipples to get its shrunken cocklette hard ? as hard as it can and taking it to the edge Mistress. its nipples are getting very tender and extremely sensitive with all the attention the are getting while its cocklette has learnt that getting excited gets it nowhere but despite that it keeps trying to have the experience which is followed by the lesson of not now not in a hurry making it deflate and shrivel up again after having got close to the edge but never being allowed to go over Mistress. it shrivels up with its usual trail of pathetic sticky sissy goo which your goo guzzling cow cleans of with its fingers Mistress. it is slowly relearning the meaning of being truly de gendered but constantly kept on edge by its useless appendage hanging between its legs seeking relief when there is none to have only causing distractions for it from focusing on its Mistress?s servitude by looking for relief. It hopes Mistress to one day be able to overcome this urge from its pathetic teenie sissy clitty Mistress. |
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